Lying on the sofa in the living room alone, I feel that this room is really not big, when I used to live with two people, I thought this place was too small, but now I feel that it is empty.

Although he grew up in an orphanage, he also had many children around him, and after he came out to work, Lin Ya has always been by his side, and the two can be said to be dependent on each other.

There has never been a situation like today, only by herself, she didn't feel anything when she was on a business trip before, but at this time she really felt lonely.

Thinking that she will be alone in the future, she will never come back, she used to have a hope for a business trip, but she will come back after a few days, so she won't think about it much, and she won't mind.

At this point, I really realized how sad I was in my heart alone, and I didn't even have anyone to talk to.

At first, I thought I could be very strong, but at this time, I realized that I was not as strong as I imagined, and when I was alone, I would feel lonely.

It's not that during the day, they shouldn't be so strong, and they feel indifferent when they ask themselves, but in fact, at this time, they know that they are not as strong as they imagined, and they are not so indifferent.

It's just that I don't want them to sympathize with me, I don't want them, and I feel that I can't live without them. Maybe you want to pretend to be strong in front of them, and it's okay to pretend to be alone.

He Yuhe once asked himself if he wanted to move in with him, and asked himself if he was used to being here alone, but he smiled and told him that he was really good here, and there was nothing he was not used to.

In fact, he didn't tell him honestly that a person's feeling is really bad, and it's no wonder that he emphasized again and again in front of him that a person's life is really lonely.

Before, I didn't feel so lonely, but when I finally came to this point today, I found that I was far more lonely than I imagined.

What can be done about this? I always have to face it, maybe it's just that I'm not used to it at the beginning, and I slowly adapt to it, and I won't feel anything in the future.

Lin Ya also called herself and asked herself how she felt alone? Do you want her to come back to accompany her, but she rejected her, and it is rare for her to move back to accompany her father, and when she moves out at this time, her father must feel that it is difficult for him to speak.

At the same time, I also asked, how is she adapting to her new home? Still used to it?

Her answer, also said that she was still a little unaccustomed, in fact, her feeling should be similar to herself, she was used to being with each other before, but now that they are separated, both of them have that kind of feeling, and they don't feel so adapted.

So really, there is nothing difficult to accept, and slowly my life has changed, and I have become accustomed to it, although every day when I come home, it will be black and linen.

"Is one's life really customary? If you don't like it, move in and live with me. He Yuhe doted on her in his arms and said softly to her.

Knowing that she lives alone, it is impossible to get used to it, and it is impossible to live well, but at this time, she can't be too strong, and she can only explain to her cautiously and greet her situation.

"Actually, it's okay, maybe I wasn't so used to it at the beginning, and slowly I didn't feel anything, and the second day was much better than the first day, so you don't have to worry too much." After slowly getting used to it, I really don't feel anything.

I don't want him to worry about his own affairs, he usually has a lot of things to worry about at work, so he can't worry about himself because of his own little things.

This kind of thing is really a very small thing, and I will be able to get used to it slowly. For the time being, I really don't have such a plan, and I don't have such a preparation.

"Actually, you can move in with me, so we don't feel lonely." He Yuhe still wants to persuade her to change her mind and wants her to live with him.

"Let's talk about it later, I haven't prepared for this yet." Shu Yixin directly rejected him, and even told him that he was not ready for this at this time.

In fact, it is also like this, you always have to adapt, you have to live alone, you can't think that you have something to rely on, and you don't have to learn to be strong and independent.

Shu Yixin never thought of this, she felt that no matter what, she had to try, but she really couldn't talk about it, after all, this time was just the beginning.

He is by his side, but there are always, sometimes he is not by his side, for example, he is on a business trip, or there is something that is not by his side, so how can he get through it alone.

So no matter what, I am learning to be strong and learn to live alone, and as for being able to live with him in the future, the result is naturally very good. Before that day came, I still had to be alone, and I had to get used to this.

What's more, it's just the beginning, it's normal to not like it at first, I believe that slowly I will get used to it, it always takes a process, anyway, I have confidence in myself.

"You, what you are determined to do, no matter what I say, I can't change your decision." As long as she has decided on something, it will not be easily changed, no matter what the people around her say, the result will be the same.

He Yuhe sometimes really feels that he is quite powerless, no matter how he convinces her, he can't convince her, and he can't change what she decides.

"This is just the beginning, I have to get used to the process, even if I marry you in the future, it is impossible to say that I want you to be by my side every day, there will always be accidents." I still want to be independent and strong, and I don't want to rely on him for everything.

"If we get married, of course we will be together every day." He Yuhe never thought that he would not be by her side one day, and always felt that he would accompany her every day.

And I can't wait to be by her side every day, let alone after getting married, I will definitely not leave her.

"How is that possible? Maybe you're on a business trip, or maybe for some other reason, there will always be times when you're not with me, and if I'm used to that kind of life, and you're not with me, then how can I live? I don't want to be like that, you know. "Even if such opportunities are rare, I don't want to become so cowardly and become so dependent on him.

In my subconscious, I always feel that I have to learn to take care of myself, I can't think about relying on him all the time, there will always be a time when he is not by my side, and I have to learn to face it alone.

At this moment, he will keep this gratitude to himself in his heart.

"Okay, okay, whatever you say is what you say, anyway, I mean I won't win you, and I can't convince you to change your mind." He Yuhe also saw through her at that time, as long as she made up her mind to change, it was really difficult.

"Isn't this trying to adapt to life, even if you can really stay by my side every day in the future, it won't affect you." Shu Yixin said with some coquettish ingredients at this moment, he is his boyfriend, and at this time, he should think about himself from his own point of view.

It's not that he doesn't want to rely on himself, he just wants to get used to this kind of life, even if he can really be by his side every day in the future, but there are also times, in case he is not by his side, then what should he do alone?

He never abandons himself by his side, and this time is the best, but can he really do this for the rest of his life? There really won't be any doubts? I am inevitably still a little worried that there will be any accidents in the future.

What's more, from childhood to adulthood, my own thoughts are like this, I can do it myself, I will never think about relying on others, I think that there are people around me who can rely on me, and I don't have to study or anything like that.

I have never had such an idea in my heart, I feel that relying on other people's things is not very reliable, only relying on myself is the most real, maybe he is different from other people, he will give himself a strong backing, but he doesn't want to be a burden to him.

He is such a good person, at this time he has to continue to work hard to keep up with his pace, some people say that they really want to be with him, then they have to work hard, to be a person who can keep up with his extraordinary, at least stay by his side, can't make him feel too embarrassed.

It may be that he doesn't want to cause him trouble, and he doesn't want other people to feel that he is completely unworthy of him by his side, although his birth cannot be changed, and it is useless to work hard, but he can prove with practical actions that he is capable, and he can stand by his side and become his woman.

I love him and want to be with him, but I can't be his understanding and can't drag him down. I also have my own self-esteem, my own pride, and my own things I want to do.

I hope he can understand himself and have what he wants to accomplish, and at the same time give himself such a chance to prove that he is not just talking.

Shu Yixin is determined to do something, she will definitely be very serious and will not give up halfway.

"I just don't want to see you so hard, I don't want to see you so tired." In fact, I don't have any other ideas, I just hope that he can get better, because her life was not good at all before, so I hope that after I stay by her side, I can improve his life and make her not work as hard as before. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.