Chapter 839: Alone Left
I don't want to be accompanied by other people around me, but can I really think like this? No one has the obligation and necessity to accompany you for a lifetime, everyone has their own life to live.
In the final analysis, you have to look at yourself, and you have to work hard alone, because no one can rely on it for a lifetime, and the road is under your own feet, and you have to go down by yourself.
Shu Yixin knows the situation in front of him better than anyone else, and knows that he can only rely on himself, although he says that he has friends and lovers by his side, but they also have their own lives, and it is impossible to be by his side all the time.
This path is destined to be walked alone, and there may be some people around you who help you, but that does not mean all, not that because of their appearance, you can completely rely on him, and you don't have to complete the road you say we want to take alone.
He Yuhe is indeed very good to himself and loves himself very much, but will he really be his lifelong dependence, and he will appear by his side at any time? This answer is undoubtedly no, there will always be accidents, even if he appears by his side most of the time, there is a small part of the time, he will not be by his side for other reasons, then something happened at that time, how to be alone, after all, you still have to learn to take care of yourself.
"It's just that it's too hard to see you walking this path alone, and I can't bear it." If she still has her family by her side, then she doesn't have to worry so much, but unfortunately, she is the only one with her, so how can she not worry about it in such a situation?
Ren Xiaoou thought that she was the only one to walk on this road, it was too hard, and it was really too difficult for her, after all, she was really not old, comparable to her own age, but she could bear more than herself.
Whenever I think of this, how can I feel sorry for her?
"There's no way to work hard, in fact, I've been used to it for a long time, so you can really rest assured." There's really no need to keep worrying about things like this, because you can be strong enough to face these blows in life.
"But when I see you like that, I really feel sorry for you, when will this life change." Heaven wants to be so fair to her, she is such a kind girl, why let her endure such an ordeal and make her an orphan.
"Isn't it a lot different now than before? At least with you by my side and him by my side, I believe that my life will get better and better in the future. "It's really better than in the past, so I don't want to be too pushy.
Shu Yixin can only pretend to be strong at this time, so that she doesn't have to worry too much, after all, this is her own business, and she really doesn't need to worry too much.
In other words, she has also helped herself a lot, kicked herself and done a lot of things, and she is very grateful to her, but some things can still be faced by herself.
"It's just changed, but it's not yet the point where it is ideal, and it will always worry about you." I don't know that there are some things that I really can't do, so I can only face them.
"I've always felt like you've been verbose lately, haven't you? Don't worry, I'll watch this kind of thing happen. Shu Yixin said it to her in a joking tone, knowing that she cared about herself, but wouldn't this seem really too wordy?
Ren Xiaoou glanced at her with hatred, and said very unhappily, "Do you want me to ignore you all my life, and this result is what you want." "Isn't it for her sake that I say this myself? Or is it for herself, if not for herself, why do it?
It's really not considerate at all to say such things, and I don't like it myself, she says such things to hit herself.
"But I'm afraid you're too worried about me, too tired." She will worry about herself, will she not worry about her? I don't want her to do her own thing.
She has been worrying about her own affairs all the time, trying her best to help herself, but she is rarely able to help her, and more often than not, she feels powerless and makes herself feel really pathetic.
"We are sisters and we should take care of each other, there is no need to say anything else, let's go to work, there are guests coming in." When Ren Xiaoou said this, he also saw the guests come in and knew what to do next.
"Okay, it's better to work hard, work hard to make money is the most important thing, and put the rest aside for the time being." No matter when and where, only making money is the most important thing for yourself in this life, and it is the most satisfying thing for you.
Maybe because I was an orphan since I was a child, I clearly knew that I had to rely on myself, so I was able to support myself.
Therefore, for yourself, making money at all times is the most important thing, and when it is time to work, you must have the appearance of work, and you don't have to think too much about it.
"I see that you are really a little money fan in your life, and you will never forget your work, no matter what kind of mood you are in, but when you work, it is like being beaten with chicken blood." No matter how bad the mood is, but the thought of having money to earn and work makes her very excited and energetic.
Ren Xiaoou feels that sometimes she really can't understand what she thinks, is making money really so important to her? It's more important than planning her life.
But how could an eldest lady like her know, how could he, who had no worries about food and clothing since he was a child, understand the feeling of not being able to take care of the next meal, and how could he know how desperate it was when he really had no food to eat if he was not hungry.
"I don't want to do that, but the most important thing I lack in my life is money." In fact, I don't want to be a fan of small money, but I know that without money, I can't do anything.
It's because I've been short of money since I was a child, maybe it's because I'm poor and afraid, I'm too scared, and I can't even afford to eat when I don't have money.
Therefore, at this time, I can only work hard and earn more money to ensure my life.
Ren Xiaoou glanced at Shu Yixin, and when she heard her words, she was helpless. In the face of her words, what else do you have to say?
In the end, I can only laugh and laugh.
It's not that I don't know why she has such thoughts, because she has been afraid since she was a child, and she has always been afraid of having no food to eat and no place to live if she has no money, so she will be angry at this time and work hard and hard.
It is because of this reason that I feel particularly sorry for her, everyone has their own parents, at least they can be under the protection of their parents, without worrying about food and clothing, but she can't.
She had to rely on herself for everything, because no one could be relied on except her, and she could only help her occasionally, and she could not be all of her.
She knows the reason for herself, other people may not know her as well as herself, and think she is a small money fan, but she knows that the money she earns is spent on useful purposes, and the savings in her hand are actually not much, most of them are contributed to the orphanage.
Perhaps they are grateful to the orphanage, feeling that they raised themselves in the first place, so they will be rewarded when they have the ability today.
She is such a grateful person, but God is so unfair to her, if she also has a family, then her life will really be much happier, not so hard.
Thinking about her life and her experience, I really feel that it is too bizarre, and I even say that I don't know how to describe it in words. I always feel that she is too pitiful, why should I be so unfair to her?
In fact, she is really good, but she has suffered so much unequal treatment, every time I think of this, I feel that she is very pitiful, if it were herself, maybe she is really not so strong, and she can survive until this time.
Forget it, people are like this, not everything is so wishy-washy, what is the use of you being here here for her at this time, so much unfairness? What can be changed in essence?
What you can do is only help in daily life, this is something else, and you can only sigh that you are powerless.
What she said is quite right, at least another important person appeared by her side at this time, and her life will definitely become happier and happier in the future, and someone will take her place to protect her.
In fact, now her life has changed a lot from before, and it is also developing in a good direction step by step, and she should be happy for her.
It's always a big change from the past, not that it's better to have a change than not to have it before.
After a few days of living alone, I really feel as if something is missing. Whenever Shu Yixin came home, he was the only one who was the same as he imagined, pitch black.
The situation in front of me and the situation I imagined were actually very much the same, but when I returned home and faced a lonely house, the desolate feeling of being alone still spontaneously.
In other words, I have never faced such a life when I have grown so big, and I have always been accompanied by someone, even if I am in an orphanage.
I have been prepared and prepared in my heart for a long time, but when I face such a scene at this time, I always feel a little desolate.
In the end, is he the only one left? Yes, after all, I still left my side, and I still have to face the rest of my life alone. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.