I suddenly feel that I am not worthy of him, and I can't even manage my emotions, so where can I be considered a person?

Twilight was looking down and reflecting on herself, the more she thought about it, the more she hated herself, how could she do such a thing that people and gods were angry about?

"What are you frustrated about?" Shen Sanyang asked.

"I feel disgusting."

"You're only fourteen or fifteen years old, so it's normal that you can't control yourself."

"Hmm." Actually, I'm not just this age, but I'm bigger.

In the dark sky, there were a few night birds, confused and unsure of where to go.

Twilight, like them, tries to find the beginning of dawn and runs as hard as it can.

When will you be able to do whatever you want? She couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't see through it.

"This person, you have to force yourself to experience hardships and setbacks to understand that plain is true, and it is impossible for you and me to be different." Shen Sanyang said helplessly.

"But sometimes I'm so helpless to myself, so speechless!" Twilight said, holding her head.

Shen Sanyang may be able to understand her pain, but all he can do is slowly enlighten her.

"You're too competitive, and one day you'll be ruined by what you've done."

"I want to be ordinary, but I'm not strong, and I can count on others to save me?" Twilight sneered.

"Maybe you're not confident in yourself, so calm down and read some books."

"Reading?"

"Yes, books broaden your horizons, don't they?"

"That's true, but I don't have a book to read."

"What are those in my room?"

Twilight Rain patted her head and said, "What a word to wake up the dreamer!" ”

"You're just a little girl, and you need someone to teach you something to figure it out."

"It's worthy of the master, this is really a set of words!"

Shen Sanyang smiled lightly, and the gloomy aura before was swept away.

"Why should I be angry with you little girl? I'm afraid that people will still say that my old cow eats tender grass! ”

"Master, come, I'll toast you!"

"No, you can't drink, it's not a joke."

"Just one drink."

"You can't smell it, put it down."

Shen Sanyang poured her another cup of tea, which can be regarded as replacing wine with tea.

"Here, drink this."

"Good!"

The two clinked glasses, and during this time, the touch between the fingers no longer felt like a heartbeat, but felt very cordial.

Is it what it feels like to have a love that is about to arrive and suddenly turn into friendship?

"Thank you, Master!"

"Girl Doll!" Shen Sanyang said with a smile.

Twilight Rain also burst into tears and smiled, Shen Sanyang was really happy that he could not worry about himself.

Twilight finally felt that she had made the right decision, and that was to follow her inner guidance to him.

"It's late at night, and the girl's family won't go back?" Shen Sanyang said with a smile.

"What the hell, this black light is blinding, I'm going to be scared to death alone."

"Don't light a lantern when you come."

"How can we have such a rare thing in our house."

"Candles are okay?"

Twilight also shook her head and said, "We all drink porridge, don't want this candle to be short, where can I take it." Twilight pouted, this is dissatisfaction.

Shen Sanyang entered the house, and after a while, there were a few more candles in his hands.

"It's for you, it's not enough to come to me."

"This thing is expensive?" Twilight picked it up and looked at it casually.

"It's not very expensive, it's just that ordinary people can save it, and they think it's expensive."

"I see."

Thinking that in modern times, this thing has never been a treasure herself, and she has electricity, and it is not much in a month.

"Alright, I'll send you back." Shen Sanyang said.

It was really not early, and many of the leaves were covered in fog.

"I'll just go back myself." Twilight laughed.

"How can it be done, I don't feel at ease alone."

"I really don't need to, I can go back by myself." Twilight was a little embarrassed.

"Are you afraid that I still have feelings for you?"

"Huh?"

"Don't worry, I'm not interested in you."

"That's good."

"I won't say anything about it, I really don't have an appetite for your skinny skin." Shen Sanyang teased.

"Okay, you Shen Sanyang!" Twilight pretended to be angry and pointed at him, the shrew was a little mischievous.

"Okay, okay, I'll send you back quickly."

"No."

"Why can't it be? Are you still afraid of being seen? ”

Twilight nodded vigorously, thinking that you had finally come together with me.

But Twilight is very happy, just send it, this is her good friend.

"Shen Sanyang, how about we be friends?" Twilight asked cautiously, she had been observing Shen Sanyang's expression, for fear that he would be a little unwilling.

Who knows, Shen Sanyang grinned.

"Okay, my confidante."

This seems to be easy to cause misunderstanding, but whatever, as long as it's not a lover.

But how do you feel a bit like a relationship between friends and lovers!

"What do you think? Little girl? Shen Sanyang asked.

"It's nothing, aren't you going to send me back? Let's go. ”

"Go this way."

Twilight looked at the road in the night, should you be so blatant?

"There are few people here, do you want to walk in someone's house?"

"No, no, no, Master, please!" Twilight made a "please" gesture, and Shen Sanyang couldn't do anything about her, so he walked in front.

Twilight saw that he was carrying a dilapidated lantern, and when the wind blew, the candle in the lantern could not be shaken.

"What a beautiful night like this!" Shen Sanyang exclaimed.

"yes, listen to the frogs!"

Because it had rained this evening, there was the sound of frogs in the lowlands, and the sound of "croaking" was pleasant.

"Shen Sanyang, do you really blame me?" Twilight was still a little unsure, after all, she felt a little inappropriate even when she said it so deadly.

Shen Sanyang looked up and bowed his head silently.

A thousand words are buried in my heart, and I will seal them up with that simple love.

Twilight felt that the atmosphere was a little strange, and she began to talk about other topics.

"Shen Sanyang, your school will start again tomorrow."

"Hmm."

"Have you ever thought about what I said about teaching students according to their aptitude?"

"I've thought about it, but it's hard to do."

"It's difficult, but how do you know if it's good or bad if you don't do it?" Twilight laughed.

It is rare for her to speak so gently, it is all this sultry night, and it is not as good as her style.

Shen Sanyang was also infected by her smile, but unfortunately, he couldn't hold her and laugh with her anymore.

After collecting his emotions, Shen Sanyang began to think about the issue of education methods.

As Dusk Yu said, this teaching and educating people cannot be so rigid, otherwise the purpose of education will never be achieved.

"I have an idea that different subjects are offered so that each student can choose and learn according to their own interests, so that it will be easier to cultivate talents." Twilight said.

This is a modern educational concept, I don't know if Shen Sanyang can accept it.

Although it seems a little incredible in this era, Twilight still wants to break through with Shen Sanyang.

"The girl's idea is good, but what about this imperial examination? Who wants to spend that unjust money to waste on their own children? ”

"That's not a waste!"

"Okay, even if it's not a waste, then you should always think about it, isn't this study just to gain fame? It's really not true that anyone wants to do something that goes against the facts. ”

Shen Sanyang also told the truth, but Dusk Yu wanted to change this problem.

Whenever she heard the children in the school reciting the Analects, Twilight felt that it was very pitiful, what was the use of being able to read and memorize it? Is there really such a shortage of repeaters in this era?

The anger in her heart made her look a little tired, and she also wanted to do something for the people, even if others didn't understand, but she wanted to do it.

Leaving behind the love of children, I may find more meaningful things to do.

Shen Sanyang also lowered his head and pondered for a while before he spoke: "Listen to me, this is not an overnight thing, we need to think about it in the long run." ”

"Just because of the little obstacle in front of us, we have to put it off again and again?" Twilight sneered.

Shen Sanyang is most afraid of seeing her sarcastic appearance, she is so arrogant and cold.

"Girl, you don't know the truth." Shen Sanyang had to say something helplessly, he had no intention of hitting her, but she was really a little naïve.

"Otherwise, we'll make a compromise, and we'll say I'm not close to people later." Twilight said.

She didn't give in, but thought that she couldn't be too domineering, otherwise it would backfire.

Shen Sanyang also nodded in agreement, all this should be done slowly and in an orderly manner.

"Then come to my school tomorrow and let's discuss it together, okay?" Shen Sanyang asked.

"No, tomorrow my grandmother will go to town with me."

"What are you going to do?"

Shen Sanyang had never seen her grandmother, and she was afraid that she would do something bad for Twilight.

"I'm going to take her as jewelry and stop by to see the shop." Twilight laughed.

"But there's no money?"

"yes, do you think I look like I've got some money?"

Tonight, she was dressed in a pink dress, and she looked beautiful against the candlelight.

Shen Sanyang was afraid that he would be blinded, so he quickly looked away, and Dusk Yu didn't know anything about this, just because he didn't love his dress.

"What did you just say?" Shen Sanyang asked.

He couldn't remember it for a moment, he just knew that she was beautiful like this, and there was a thrilling feeling.

Twilight gave him a helpless look and said, "I said I don't have any money, but the master understands?" ”

Shen Sanyang nodded immediately, he really couldn't control his heart sometimes.

"I don't have any money, I can lend you some."

"Really?" Twilight is in good spirits.

"I want to pay it back."

"Of course, how can I be the kind of villain who doesn't pay back?" Twilight laughed.

Shen Sanyang knew that she must want to borrow money from him like this, but because of her naughty personality like Twilight, he decided to tease her for a while.

Shen Sanyang coughed lightly a few times and said, "If there is no basis for what we say, then we have to set up a document." ”

"Good!"

As long as you are willing to lend it to me, then I will sign the deed of sale with my eyes closed.

"How about the day after tomorrow?"

"Okay."

"Okay, I'll lend you."

"And how much can you borrow?"

"Is it enough to buy a shop?" Shen Sanyang asked.

Twilight Yu was even more surprised, Shen Sanyang is a hidden local tyrant!

Originally, when I was eating at Shuntian Restaurant, Twilight Yu felt that he was tired, thinking how could he be a dignified master who did that kind of business of eating overlord meals without giving money, it turned out that people were really rich......

Twilight was almost on her knees and hugged her thighs, but she just nodded softly, as she always liked to pretend to be tall.

"Well, I don't have any silver at home, so you and I will go to the town's bank to get the money the day after tomorrow."

Twilight thought that it wasn't too difficult, so she nodded her head in agreement.