"I didn't mean that, it's just that you're still young, and some things really can't be taken to heart." Shen Sanyang said.

"Anyway, Shen Sanyang, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore." Twilight said coldly.

"Have you ever asked your heart? For the sake of those empty things, you can give up this happiness that you want to get? ”

"The happiness you give...... Not what I wanted. ”

"I ......."

Shen Sanyang was disappointed, he nodded reluctantly, and forgot to say anything.

Twilight Yu hugged her clothes and left without looking back, this scene turned out to be a little distressing for her, but she quickly suppressed this distressed feeling.

Shen Sanyang seemed to have lost his soul, he laughed a few times at the sky and left.

"Third woman?"

"Hey, the twilight rain is ready!"

"Where did the third woman just go?" Twilight asked.

"Oh, just now the second uncle asked me to go over and get some beans, I think you're almost done, so I'll go first." The third woman smiled.

"That's it, I've washed the third woman."

"This dress really fits, it's eye-catching to look at."

"Thank you, third woman, for the compliment." Twilight spun around happily.

In front of the third mother-in-law, she showed all the postures of her daughter's family.

And the third woman is also happy to accompany her to have fun, which really regards everything in the twilight rain as her own big event.

Twilight especially likes the way she looks at people, feeling like she is the only treasure in her eyes.

"Then hurry up and go back to sleep, the third woman should also take a bath and rest."

"Okay, good night to the third woman!"

"Well, go to bed early."

Twilight went back to the room lightly, only to see the two little girls talking, and there was a warm feeling in this dimly lit room.

"Miss is back!" Yulan said.

"It's back."

"Miss is so beautiful tonight!"

"Didn't I look good before?" Twilight asked, feigned annoyance.

"It's good-looking, ahhaha, it's so good-looking, yes, Yuqin?"

"Yes, yes, Miss looks good every day, and she looks good in everything she wears." Yuqin also chimed in.

"What were you just talking about?"

"It's nothing, we're just waiting for Miss to come back to sleep."

"It's not too early, miss, let's go to bed together."

"That's it, Miss, you see this quilt is warm!"

Twilight wanted to lie in bed too, but she straightened up, her mouth still smelling of wine.

"Come on, come on, let's sleep together."

"Miss, are you sleeping in it?"

Twilight shook her head and said, "I'm going to sleep on the outermost side, you guys slept so hard in the middle of the night, and I think it's troublesome to go to the bathroom." ”

"That's Yulan, her octopus......."

"What, it's clearly Yuqin, and she's still snoring!"

"Okay, okay, you all sleep inside, I'll sleep outside."

"But miss, aren't you afraid of falling under the bed?" Yulan asked.

"It's up to you to behave, and if you're kind to me, I might be able to hang it on the edge of the bed."

"Haha, Yulan, did you hear that!"

"Ouch, Miss, people will pay attention."

Twilight Rain also didn't dare to compliment their sleeping position, especially Yulan...... She's going to hold her forehead.

"Sleep!"

As soon as Twilight Rain lay down, she felt refreshed, and the quilt slowly warmed up.

Yuqin and Yulan quarreled for a while and then fell asleep, but Duyu didn't sleep.

As soon as she closed her eyes, she was disappointed by Shen Sanyang, and when she opened her eyes, it was endless darkness.

She tried back and forth countless times between opening and closing her eyes, and finally, her eyes couldn't stand it anymore, and tears flowed wildly.

She didn't dare to cry, for fear of waking up the two little girls beside her.

After a while, she remembered the days of panic and helplessness, so cold and unbearable.

The pain that seeped into her bone marrow made her never want to sleep again, and the moon was missing tonight, just like her empty heart, waiting for consummation.

What to do? Should I sleep? But I couldn't sleep.

Suddenly, there was an idea in my mind, that is, to find Shen Sanyang.

But he had already hurt him with bad words, would he still pay attention to himself?

It's better to take a look at it from afar, perhaps, just a glance.

As soon as he said it, Twilight Rain got up lightly, and gently opened the door and walked out.

The moonless night was so dark that Twilight had to follow the route in his memory.

Occasionally passing by some chicken coops, Twilight can hear the sound of chickens, and my heart slowly relaxes.

Walk through a low house, where there is a long corridor, many of whom are already asleep, but occasionally there is the sound of rats touching things.

In another bamboo forest, the twilight rain stopped, and she knew that this was Shen Sanyang's home in the past.

Her heart was beating suddenly, should she go?

But none of this could wait for her to hesitate, for she heard the figure of a mouse in the bamboo forest, which frightened her to jump at once.

She was afraid, so before she could think too much, she had already run to Shen Sanyang's school.

Through the faint light of the sky, Twilight could barely see a person drinking wine in the courtyard, and the dejected appearance was very distressing.

Twilight felt that he was pulling at his heart, he was so painful, and he couldn't help but feel the pain.

"Look at what? Will you die if you come in? Shen Sanyang said casually, and then buried himself in drinking.

Twilight stared at him closely, was he just talking to himself?

Twilight was incredulous, and she looked around in confusion to see that she was the only one standing there.

"It's cold outside at night, it's not good for children." Shen Sanyang said again.

Only then did Twilight Rain be sure that Shen Sanyang was talking to her, and she was a little embarrassed, but she still walked into the school shamelessly.

"Come and sit down." Shen Sanyang said.

Twilight looked at his expression that was not salty or light, and her heart was clear, I hope you didn't put my words in your heart.

Shen Sanyang didn't look at her, just silently poured her a cup of tea.

Twilight was moved, no matter how angry, sad, and disappointed he was, he still remembered himself.

"Thank you." Twilight whispered.

"Thank you, drink."

"Hmm."

Twilight still felt very embarrassed after drinking it, she felt that it was a long time, as if she had passed a few years.

Shen Sanyang drank cup after cup, and Twilight wanted to persuade him, but he didn't know how to speak, so he had to think silently in his heart.

"Is it fun to see how sad I look?" Shen Sanyang said with a smile.

It's just that this smile seems to be smudged by something, very reluctant, and helpless.

Twilight shook her head and said, "I'm just passing by." ”

"Still passing by so late? Where is this going? ”

"Just walk around."

"Then stay safe."

After all, this girl has long lived in Shen Sanyang's heart, and there is no moment when he doesn't want her, and there is no moment when he doesn't worry about her.

Although the way she loves may make her feel tired, she really loves her and can't live without her.

"If you like it, then sit here all the time." Shen Sanyang said.

Twilight was also a little embarrassed, she didn't even dare to breathe now.

"Shen Sanyang, I'm sorry." Twilight said.

Shen Sanyang was stunned, and then drank a few glasses of wine, as if he hadn't heard.

"Shen Sanyang, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have said those words."

Twilight Yu couldn't help it, where would she want to see Shen Sanyang like this, but the guilt in her heart was really getting heavier and heavier, and she was about to collapse.

Seeing that the twilight rain was about to burst into tears, Shen Sanyang also spoke.

"Why do you and I have to say I'm sorry?"

"I ......."

"There is wine today, drunk today, drink!"

"Don't drink it!"

Twilight reached out and was about to grab Shen Sanyang's wine glass, but Shen Sanyang put the glass on the other side.

"Don't stop me, just let me get drunk."

Shen Sanyang laughed, Twilight Yu's heart seemed to be kneaded fiercely, and she experienced such suffocating pain for the first time.

"Shen Sanyang, I beg you, don't drink it!" Twilight said.

"Don't speak, listen, what's the sound?"

Twilight really listened, but while she listened, Shen Sanyang slowly took a few more sips.

Twilight realizes that he was trying to divert her attention, and she becomes even more anxious.

"Shen Sanyang, you can't drink anymore!" Twilight said.

"Do you want me to drink? Yes, give me a reason not to drink it. ”

Twilight couldn't figure out that her brain was short-circuited right now.

Shen Sanyang's indifferent appearance made her panic, since she can't persuade people, then I will accompany you to suffer!

Twilight picked up the wine glass on the table and poured it into her mouth.

Shen Sanyang immediately snatched it over, and a trace of uneasiness flashed on his face when he saw that Du Yu's face was choked with wine.

"Don't drink my wine, that's all I have to offer." Shen Sanyang said.

Twilight Yu thinks it's delicious, it's so good to feel relieved like that, I can pretend to be drunk and don't hear what you Shen Sanyang said.

Twilight slumped in her chair, so comfortable, but a little decadent.

"Don't want the child?" Shen Sanyang asked unhappily.

Twilight Yu snorted coldly and said, "Let it be, don't do it, you can end up light." ”

"It's easy to say, this child is not easy to come by, since you have it, you will be born and raised."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter!" Twilight Rain smiled bitterly, what the hell was going on in her heart?

Shen Sanyang didn't want to see her like this, feeling particularly alienated, and feeling that she was indulging herself.

"I said you, can't you be serious, you're almost a mother."

"Oh, my father and mother are not as ruthless!"

Thinking that she had never seen her father and mother, Twilight's tears of grievance fell.

Shen Sanyang didn't comfort her anymore, some tears were going to flow out after all.

Perhaps, crying for a while will be fine.

Twilight felt that she was very embarrassed, she cried her nose at every turn, where in the world was there such a fragile person as her.

She cried and cried and found that Shen Sanyang was observing herself, but her crying eyes were a little hazy, and she couldn't see things very clearly.

"What are you doing?" Twilight asked.

"Just want to see you."

"What do I have to see?"

"Beauty, it's great to grow up."

"Yes?"

Twilight touched her face, and the tears were slowly dried.

"How, are you amazed by your Alluring beauty?"

Twilight Yu smiled, this Shen Sanyang, when did he still come to make fun of himself.

Shen Sanyang is not such a ruthless person, he still hopes that Twilight Rain will have a good life in his heart, even if the person who has been with her is not himself.

This love is destined to be hurt, and it is destined to end without a disease!

Twilight also resents the selfish self, she doesn't know why she sometimes does things so desperately, is that cold-eyed person really herself?

Don't...... Do you have a split personality yourself?

Thinking about it carefully, she looked at Shen Sanyang uneasily, and Shen Sanyang was still so elegant.