Chapter 39: He already has someone in his heart
Drilling has never been my own style, and I don't like to do such things. In short, everything is safe with what happens, let it be fate.
Besides, after so many years, I have survived it, and it is impossible that I can't survive it now, no matter how much I think in my heart, I clearly know that some facts will not be realized if I think about it.
If you can achieve it if you think about it, then it should have been realized a long time ago, after all, I have been waiting for them to find me for more than 20 years, but what I waited for was disappointment.
It may be that I have been disappointed so many times that I don't have any hope now, and as long as there is no hope, I won't be disappointed.
I always feel that some things are just natural, after all, they can't be forced, maybe their families don't exist in this world for a long time, so no matter how much they want to wait and wait, they can't come to them.
After all, there are all kinds of possibilities, I don't know what happened back then, I don't know why they don't have many possibilities, and I don't know which possibility belongs to me.
"If you can say that, then I am much more at ease, I am just worried that you will think too much." Ren Xiaoou is really just worried that she will fall into a puzzle and can't get out, after all, this matter is really important to her.
"Don't worry, I won't do such a thing, I will definitely be good and wait for that day to come, because I believe there is a miracle." No matter what, I will always believe that there will be a miracle discovery in my body, so I just need to wait patiently for that day to come.
"By the way, there is one more thing I forgot to ask you, what is your relationship with that He Yuhe, your relationship seems to be quite close." Ren Xiaoou remembered that night when he had supper, the interaction between the two of them was even more intimate than that of a couple.
Shu Yixin looked at Ren Xiaoou with puzzled eyes, and didn't quite understand why she asked like this, so she said lightly.
"Why did you suddenly ask this question, didn't you answer it before? He and I are just ordinary friends, so what else can we do? Even if I want to have something to do with him, it's impossible, after all, I know that he already has someone in his heart, so he can only be his ordinary friend, a good friend who talks about everything.
The strange thing is that I have already explained to her before why this issue is suddenly mentioned at this time. At that time, I wasn't worried that she would misunderstand something, and it was difficult for me to explain, so I explained it to her on the spot.
"I don't think the relationship between you and him is as simple as that of ordinary friends, don't you think it yourself?" Ren Xiaoou was even a little suspicious that he was dazzled and wrong? But probably not.
Trust your instincts, believe in your own vision, there is absolutely no mistake, and the actions between the two of them will definitely not be as simple as ordinary friends.
"It's not an ordinary friend, do you think it's going to be boyfriend and girlfriend? I see that you really think too much, he already has a sweetheart in his heart, it can't be me, and it can't be me. Shu Yixin felt that he should also be self-aware and know that he was not worthy of him.
Yes, how could a person like him look up to such an ordinary self, not to mention that he was still an orphan, he knew his position very well from beginning to end, knew that he would not like him, and he was destined to be ordinary friends with him.
"How do you know he has a sweetheart?" Ren Xiaoou was quite curious when he got to this point, how did Yixin know about these private things.
"He told me that he has always had someone in his heart, and he came back this time to find her, so do you think it's possible, even if I'm good, will there be such an opportunity? What's more, you know, I'm not good at all, and I'm an orphan. "I have always known clearly that I am positioned, and I know that the person he likes cannot be me, so I don't dare to think about this, but I am already very grateful to be an ordinary friend with him.
Although he usually doesn't help himself much, from his speech and demeanor, some words still have a lot of inspiration for him, maybe he just helps himself from a different angle.
About all this, it's not that I wasn't moved, it's not that I don't have feelings, in fact, I know that he does it for himself, and sometimes in order to avoid embarrassment with each other, he pretends not to know, so being able to be good friends with him is already rare for himself.
"I came back on purpose to find his girlfriend, how can I say that, if it's his girlfriend, how can he not find it." After listening to this, Ren Xiaoou felt that the whole person was confused, and he didn't quite understand what he wanted to express.
At this time, I want to push the side and know more about the past. There are some things that are inconvenient for me to ask directly in front of him, but I can know some clues through my girlfriend's side.
Ren Xiaoou just wanted to find some evidence to prove that he was the same person back then. After all, if you don't have enough evidence in your hand, you don't dare to come up with it at all, even if you have such a conjecture in your heart, it can only be a conjecture, not a fact.
"He seems to have told me before, as if he forgot something, so in his mind, there has always been a familiar figure surging, this time I came back to specifically verify this matter, I want to know who that familiar figure is, I guess it should be the woman he loves." Shu Yixin felt that the other party should be the person he loved, otherwise, he would not have bothered much, and it would have been impossible for him to come back deliberately, just for a vague figure.
It can only be said that the other party is very important to him, and he always wants to know who the other party is, so he will do this. If it wasn't for the person he loved, why would he bother and spend so much effort to do these things.
"Did he also have amnesia before? Is this what he told you personally? Ren Xiaoou couldn't believe that all this was really such a coincidence, could it really be him.
"Yes, that's what he told me, why did he suddenly become so interested in his affairs." Shu Yixin looked at her good sister and felt that she was a little strange today, why was she suddenly so interested in He Yuhe's affairs, she didn't have to ask a few more words before.
Ren Xiaoou was suddenly asked rhetorically, and he didn't know how to answer, but fortunately, his head turned quite quickly, and he said softly, "Doesn't this mean that the more you talk, the more curious you become?" I didn't ask much before, and I wouldn't be curious, but now when you say this, it seems that you want to know the end of the matter. "From beginning to end, I wanted to verify that he was the person I knew many years ago.
Although he bluntly denied it when he asked him at the cocktail party that day, he always felt that things could not be so coincidental, even if there were really two people in this world who looked exactly the same, but there were many things, which was too coincidental, and it couldn't be explained.
Now after listening to these words, I feel more and more confused. I feel that there are still many problems in this, and I always feel that he is the same person back then. Although he denied it directly when he asked him, it didn't mean that he would believe what he said.
"Hehe, it's still like this, you're the same as me, when I heard it, I was also quite curious, and I kept asking questions, but fortunately, he wouldn't dislike me, and probably talked to me, otherwise, I don't know how to answer you today." It was because he told me about himself, his stories, that he could tell her.
At that time, I was also in the mood of gossip, and I wanted to know the following, no matter how I said it, his story was still quite attractive, especially for people who could attract themselves so simple. Maybe he wants to care about him and wants to know what the woman he loves will be like.
Although he said that he couldn't love himself, he was also a little curious, wanting to know what kind of woman he loved and what kind of woman he deserved to love once.
A man can give up everything for a woman and choose to come back, which is enough to show that the woman has a certain place in a man's heart. Therefore, at this time, I was a little curious, what kind of person was that woman, worthy of this man's love for him so much.
Or maybe I also longed to be that woman, because it was really a happy thing to be loved by such a man. I know it's impossible, but sometimes it's inevitable to take a seat and imagine that I'm that woman, how nice it would be.
"As you said, she should love that girl very much, but I don't know who that girl is, and I'm lucky to have met a good man." Even if he had amnesia and only a vague figure left in his mind, he still didn't choose to give up, and still chose to come back to find it.
Ren Xiaoou was thinking in his mind at this moment, whether Ye Jinghao would do the same for himself. Maybe he won't, maybe he will, in short, I don't think he will, it's more likely.
How could a man as arrogant and conceited as her do such a thing, he always felt that he couldn't do such a thing for himself, he would definitely feel that there was no shortage of women in this world at all, this girlfriend was lost, and he could find the next one, for a person of his status, it was more than enough to find a better girlfriend than himself.
In comparison, I always feel that I am quite pathetic, why do I fall in love with him. It's not that he treats himself badly, but when he compares it, he always feels a little bit worse.