Chapter 120: Best Friend

Since the first acquaintance in the second grade of primary school, Xu Leqiu and Su Wen are also the leaders of the class with excellent academic performance, the same objects that the girls are willing to deal with, the same three good students who are loved by the teachers, and the best candidates for the boys in the class to love in private...... There are so many "same", how can they go in the opposite direction in an irreversible attitude after entering junior high school?

Originally, they were inseparable to the point that they were said to be "wearing the same pants", but they were originally the person on the left hand side that could be seen when they turned their heads, but one day they drifted away and became the person she needed to look up to.

In order to stand together again, she could only keep running, and finally stood beside Su Wen, turned her head and said softly: "Hi, Xiaowen!" ”

God knows how long Xu Leqiu ran hard for this day.

Xu Leqiu smiled weakly, and a sour feeling surged in his throat, but he was extremely pressed down by the girl in an instant.

Under the sun, Su Wen looked at Xu Leqiu's eyes full of warm encouragement.

"Don't say you're bad! I think Xiaoqiu is already very good! The results have improved a lot compared to before! Su Wen clenched Xu Leqiu's hand, his eyes were full of worry, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, just take your time!" ”

Although even Su Wen himself can't believe this encouragement, but at present, Xu Leqiu's foundation is not good enough, and his academic performance is lagging behind, so he can only make progress and change a little bit through hard work.

Xu Leqiu understood Su Wen's worries very much, nodded at Su Wen gratefully, and said with a smile: "I will come on!" ”

The noon sun poured on the two girls, as warm as the warmth of each other's palms, flowing into their chests along with the blood.

The two of them held hands and walked around the campus together, obviously they were almost sophomores in high school, and they were about to enter the age of 18 in a year, and the action of holding hands did not seem to be inconsistent with the two girls. When the two hands shook each other, Su Wen suddenly remembered how she and Xu Leqiu held hands in elementary school.

At the fork in the road of a small road, Su Wen and Xu Leqiu met Song Yu and Xiao Shijie head-on. The boy saw them from afar, and the corners of his mouth were already smiling happily.

"Hi, are you two hanging out?" Song Yu held back a smile, looking like he thought of something funny.

Su Wen also smiled, "Yes! What about you? ”

"Let's go practice, the festival will be here soon!" The boy responded with a smile, his eyes narrowed into crescent moons.

In an instant, Su Wen felt that the boy's smile was brighter than the sun at noon.

After parting ways, Xu Leqiu covered his mouth and snickered on the side.

"Xiaoqiu, what are you laughing at?" Su Wen was puzzled.

Xu Leqiu smiled: "Your little squad leader is laughing at us!" ”

"Huh? What are we laughing at? Su Wen ignored the prefix Xu Leqiu added to Song Yu's title, and glanced at the young man and girl who even looked like a golden boy and a girl on his back, "No, he usually likes to laugh too!" ”

"Na," Xu Leqiu raised the hand held by the two, and the spring noon sun penetrated the girl's white fingertips, "Like a little girl in elementary school?" ”

Su Wen blinked, "It's okay, who said that high school students can't hold hands?" ”

"Hehe, it may be that you have been with Zhang Xiaoli for a long time, and you are used to holding her hand!" Xu Leqiu rarely smiled, "When I'm with other girls, I don't hold hands~"

Obviously, Xu Leqiu was talking about such a childish problem of such an adult holding hands, but Su Wen couldn't help but feel ashamed when he heard it.

It's not just love that is about loyalty, loving someone is loyal to each other, unswerving. Girls' friendship is also as loyal as love, just like girls when they were young, they liked to tangle with one question - who is your best friend?

They always like to ask, are we each other's best friends? Without an affirmative answer, the little girls can be depressed for a day; However, their favorite friends have given themselves an affirmative answer, and they will feel infinitely satisfied and happy as if they have the whole world.

When I was in the third grade of primary school, my Chinese teacher liked to assign a proposition essay such as "Your Favorite Book/Your Best Friend" as homework, and then let each student read his or her own essay when he came back to class again next week. At one point, the topic essay changed from "your favorite season" to "your best friend", and the elementary school children showed great interest in the topic and were most motivated to complete their homework in the next class.

The Chinese teacher asked each student to stand up and read their own essays and share their stories with their best friends. Su Wen and Xu Leqiu have always been at each other's table, but Su Wen took the turn to stand up and read the composition first.

I still remember Su Wen when he was a child, with a pair of big eyes on his baby's fat little face, always showing a shy look, and he was timid and beautiful. Unlike Xu Leqiu's self-confident beauty when he was a child, Su Wen was as quiet as a lotus flower.

"My best friend, she has big, beautiful eyes and black hair. She was very cute-looking, and her hair was always tied up high and hung on her head like a bunch of black grapes. She loves to laugh and has two small dimples on her face when she laughs, and her smile is beautiful. She is a very sunny and cheerful girl, and I love playing with her! I feel so happy to be with her! …… She has many, many friends, and I am one of them, but to me, she is my best friend! ”

This is an essay that Su Wen timidly read out in front of the whole class, which received warm applause from the teacher and the whole class. And Xu Leqiu, the "best friend" in Su Wen's composition, sat next to Su Wen, clapped with everyone, and enjoyed the envious gaze from the girls in the class. was regarded as her best friend, and in elementary school, the degree of beauty was no less than being confessed in public by a little boy.

Listening to the students read their own essays is like listening to different stories, and the students in the class are attentive and looking forward to listening to each student's sharing.

At that time, almost all the friends happily shared their stories with their "best friends", and the only girl in the class stood up and said that she didn't have a best friend, it was a taciturn girl who didn't like to get together with the girls on weekdays, and was always alone silently drawing her weird comics. Su Wen didn't have much memory of that peculiar girl, only remembered the noisy noise in the class at that time.

She remembered that when it was Xu Leqiu's turn, Xu Leqiu said-"My best friend is my tablemate, her name is Su Wen......"

Su Wen was stunned on the spot, and joy surged with overwhelming momentum. Xu Leqiu in elementary school can be called the queen of girls, confident and flamboyant, so beautiful that boys chase after her, but such a person is the darling of the teachers. When Su Wen's second-grade transfer arrived, he saw the situation of the girls in the class supporting Xu Leqiu.

It is no exaggeration to say that the whole class is Xu Leqiu's friend, but Xu Leqiu said - Su Wen is my best friend.

The word "friend" is preceded by the embellishment of "most", so it has the preciousness of unique attributes.

Even after many, many years, Su Wen still remembers that when Xu Leqiu stood up and said confidently, "My best friend is my tablemate, her name is Su Wen...", the great joy that poured into his heart. The two looked at each other and smiled tacitly, and between the best friends, it was nothing more than that.

Of course, not all the "best friends" that friends say will give themselves the same response. Before Su Wen arrived, Xu Leqiu also had a very good friend, when she stood up and read out her composition with a little sadness - "My best friend is called Xu Leqiu, but her best friend is no longer me......", Xu Leqiu, who was accidentally named, panicked.

When I was a child, at an innocent age, between little girls, questions like "don't be good with me if you play well with her" are often staged. Every little girl wants to have a good friend who belongs to her, and to have a friendship that is not destroyed by others.

After that Chinese class, Xu Leqiu ran to find the girl who wrote her after class, the little girl had a resentful expression, but before Xu Leqiu opened her mouth to say "I'm sorry", she stubbornly tilted her head: "No need to say I'm sorry, you have a best friend!" Be her best friend! You're not my best friend anymore! ”

For this reason, Su Wen, who was in the third grade of primary school, thought that he had robbed someone else's good friend, and felt inexplicably guilty for a long time.

But in reality, what you think your best friend writes is someone else, and someone else writes someone else...... This strange cycle confirms only one consequence – there are also many people who don't get a response in friendship.

There are so many consensual feelings in the world, and if you happen to run into them, then congratulations, you are very lucky.

In such a strange cycle, Xu Leqiu and Su Wen have decided that each other is each other's best friends since elementary school. Not one of them.

Many things are fascinating because they are unique, and so is friendship.

Xu Leqiu has never been cut off since he was a child, and Su Wen, as one of Xu Leqiu's friends who played well, played the role of Xu Leqiu's conjoined baby-like sister.

In the loneliest three years of Su Wen's junior high school years, Xu Leqiu, who had long been in a different class, was also calling for wind and rain in his class, and he had lost the intimacy that he loved to stick with Su Wen when he was a child. Seeing the batches of girls beside Xu Leqiu, Su Wen, who was alone, stood at the top of the first grade, exchanging loneliness for academics, and felt "unbearable cold in high places" every day.

In the long run, the weight of this "one of them" has been weakened day by day, and the friendship between the two former good sisters is so light that Su Wen has had countless doubts about the friendship between them as "best friends", and the inner insecurity has also deepened the gnawing of loneliness.

The more lonely you are, the more you yearn for light and warmth.

After many years, once I woke up from a dream, we crossed the distance like a long river between each other and reunited together, and many things were no longer yesterday.

At a certain moment, Su Wen suddenly felt that she had betrayed the unique friendship between her and Xu Leqiu.

In addition to Xu Leqiu, Su Wen also has the same close friends.

used to hold Xu Leqiu's hand, but one day he held someone else's hand.

Although Xu Leqiu has had countless good friends in the past, and the people around him are one after another, but-

- When I'm with other girls, I don't hold hands...

How much like when they were children, holding hands and saying their vows to friendship with each other - you will always be my best and best friend!

Who is your best best friend?