Shen Yan pushed it lightly, and the door of Jian Xiu's study opened.

The furnishings inside were still the same as in his memory, and Shen Yan slowly raised his feet and walked in, his eyes moving from here to there inch by inch, as if he wanted to see every place clearly.

Lu Xingran stood there leaning against the door frame, looking at the furnishings in the room casually, and when he saw a bouquet of dried flowers in a vase on the table, he chuckled and said, "I can't see it, Jian Xiu is still a person who loves life, I see that he usually wears white without wearing black, I thought I couldn't see anything colorful in his study." ”

Shen Yan's gaze fell on the vase of bouquets, and after looking at it for a long time, she moved her lips, and said with some bitterness in her voice, "This...... I gave it to him. ”

She still remembered that when she bought a few bottles of dried flowers and came back, she wanted to say that there was a bottle in each room, and when it was his turn to study, Jian Xiu happened to be reading in the study, and when she saw Shen Yan come in with a bottle of colorful words, she immediately frowned, "I don't need this here." ”

Shen Yan was suddenly unhappy, "You're too monotonous here, it's good to add a little color!" ”

Jian Xiu snorted lightly, and then deliberately teased her, "It's enough to have you, aren't you colorful?" ”

In the end, this vase of flowers could not be put into his study as he wished, because Jian Xiu said that she was the brightest color in his eyes, and when she was not at home one day, he would put the vase on the table.

Thinking of this, Shen Yan's nose suddenly became sore, and she almost burst into tears, she looked at Lu Xingran with red eyes, "...... Did he really not come back? ”

Lu Xingran looked at her expression, was slightly stunned, and then shook his head hesitantly, "I don't know very well, after all, I just sent someone to pay attention to his movements, and I didn't monitor any prisoners, so my requirements are not so strict, generally speaking, after he goes home at night, my people will also withdraw, so if he comes back, it should be midnight." ”

Shen Yan lowered his eyes, and then said with certainty word by word, "He must have come back." ”

Lu Xingran looked at her red eyes and sighed lightly, "So what?" Shen Yan, I didn't let you come here to make you cry. ”

Shen Yan pursed his lips, reached out and gently wiped his eyes, tried hard to put back his tears, and then took a deep breath, with these childish stubbornness, "...... I didn't cry. ”

After speaking, Shen Yan didn't seem to want Lu Xingran to see her weak side again, so she walked a few steps inside, and then she picked up the photo frame in front of Lu Xingran's computer, and the photo frame was her in college, and her smile was always wanton at that time, and people seemed to be infected by this smile when they saw it.

Shen Yan stared at the photo for a long time, and then said, "He said that in the past few years in country M, he has always carried this photo close to him, no matter how difficult the days are, as long as he looks at my smile, he feels very motivated...... But now, he's just left it here. ”

Shen Yan turned his head, "Lu Xingran, you say, is this because I am no longer his motivation?" So...... That's why it doesn't matter where you throw it? ”

Lu Xingran didn't speak, because he knew that what Shen Yan wanted was not her answer, in other words, she already knew the answer.

No matter how much Jian Xiu loved her before, but from the moment he thought that Shen Yan had killed his mother, it was impossible for him and Shen Yan to be able to do it anymore - no matter how deep the love was, there was no way to resolve such a big hatred.

Sure enough, after Shen Yan finished speaking, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and then lowered his head, "I already knew about it, and I don't know what I still care about." ”

After speaking, Shen Yan raised her legs and wanted to leave, walked two steps and stopped next to the bookshelf, then her eyes looked at a grid on the top of the bookshelf with some complicated eyes, paused, she finally reached out and took down a box on the top of the bookshelf.

When she helped Xiang Nan find something, she accidentally touched the box, she saw that it was all things for girls, and wondered who it was for, until a certain moment later, she finally understood - these things were bought when Jian Xiu asked her to accompany him shopping in the name of buying gifts for Du Ruosheng when she was in college.

Although they are all cheap things, but when you look at them at this time, they have a different taste.

When she didn't know it, Jian Xiu had loved her in such a clumsy way.

These gifts that could not be given out have been piled up in this box, Shen Yan looked at it for a while, and found that in addition to a few small things that she had bought with Jian Xiu at the beginning, there were also some things in it that she had not seen, she picked up the box of a ring and opened it to take a look, and found that there was a rose gold tail ring inside, and a note next to the ring, she picked it up and opened it, and saw a line of words written inside.

"A 23rd birthday gift for Yanyan." The handwriting is beautiful, which was written by Jian Xiu himself.

On Shen Yan's 23rd birthday, Jian Xiu should be abroad.

She didn't expect that in those days and nights when she hated Jian Xiu's betrayal, there was still someone who clearly remembered her birthday, and then didn't forget to buy a birthday gift for her.

She felt so uncomfortable that she put the ring back in place as if it had been burned, and then she didn't dare to look at it anymore, so she quickly fastened the box, but she didn't put it back in her hand.

Shen Yan turned his head to look at Lu Xingran, and smiled a little ugly, "...... Since it's a gift for me, if I take it away, it shouldn't be too much, right? ”

Lu Xingran's face was pale, but the words he said were very poisonous, "If it were me, since I don't love it anymore, I would like you to take it away as soon as possible, so as not to be upset a little more when I look at it more." ”

Shen Yan tugged at the corners of her mouth, even if Lu Xingran said it ruthlessly, she didn't have the slightest intention to refute, she only nodded in a trance, "Hmm...... You're right. ”

Finally, Shen Yan walked to the dining table and gently stroked the tabletop, where the meal that Jian Xiu had made for her was placed.

Then Shen Yan smiled, raised his hand and took off the things he was carrying around his neck and put them on the dining table.

Lu Xingran lowered his eyes and glanced at it, it was a droplet-shaped jade pendant, which was polished from a piece of jadeite with good color, and it was placed on the dining table, exuding a bright green.

This jade pendant was found by Jian Xiu from the house in her hometown when she accompanied Jian Xiu back to her hometown, and she felt that this should be a meaningful thing, so she didn't dare to bring it, but kept it well. 、

It wasn't until later that she and Jian Xiu were sure that they were going to be together, and she remembered it, and she usually wore that thing around her neck after that.

This jade pendant was probably left by Jian Xiu's mother, and she didn't know it before, but now that she knows the past, Shen Yan has no face to continue to wear it.

What's more, now that she and Jian Xiu have divorced, there is no reason to continue to keep it, since she is back today, let's stay together.

Shen Yan stood there, staring at the jade pendant for a while, and then said softly, "The thing has returned to its original owner, Jian Xiu." ”

Lu Xingran looked at the side quietly for a while, and then gently pursed the corners of his lips, "Although it is probably a little inappropriate for me to say such things at this time, I still want to say - I am really happy to see you try to let go of these." ”

The faint sadness in Shen Yan's heart was beaten by Lu Xingran's words, and she looked at him with some tears and laughter, "Can you have a little sympathy?" Even if you're happy, can't you hold it in your heart and don't say it? ”

Lu Xingran shrugged his shoulders, "I'm happy to let you know, and I also have to tell you that I support you very much in doing this, well, the book says that people's behavior needs to be affirmed, in short, it must be right to praise you." ”

"......" Shen Yan was speechless, "Are you sure you're finishing?" ”

After Shen Yan came back, she always had a faint sadness in her heart, no matter where she looked, she felt sad, until she was about to leave, and she was so stirred by Lu Xingran, her mood was really much easier.

So she also realized what Lu Xingran meant, and when she got out of the apartment, she brewed in her heart for a long time before she said to Lu Xingran, "Thank you." ”

Lu Xingran raised his eyebrows, "Thank me again?" I don't want you to be sentimental when I ask you to come back, I just feel that there are some things that are not a way to avoid all the time, and they will always be solved when they are faced. ”

After a pause, he looked at Shen Yan again and said with a smile, "So I'm still thinking about whether to really take you to see Jian Xiu?" ”

"Don't!" Shen Yan answered this question almost immediately, and then probably felt that he had reacted too much, and lowered his head a little embarrassed, and said in a voice that was not too loud, "I think it's better not to see it......"

Seeing this, Lu Xingran shook his head regretfully, "Then forget it, the time is almost up, let's hurry home to accompany our uncle and aunt on New Year's Eve, otherwise we will be read if we go back late!" ”

“…… That's my parents, do you want to be so positive? ”

Lu Xingran looked disdainful, "It's because it's your parents that I'm so positive!" Look at my parents, I didn't go back to accompany me during the Chinese New Year! ”

...... "Well, you win."

Shen Yan and Lu Xingran got into the car and were just about to leave, Shen Yan inadvertently glanced at the opposite road, and immediately shouted, "Wait a minute!" ”

The driver immediately stopped obediently, but Lu Xingran was startled, and looked over there a little strangely, "What ......do you see?"

Halfway through speaking, Lu Xingran paused again, looked at the very familiar figure across the road, frowned and said, "Why is she here?" ”

Shen Yan pursed her lips and looked at Ye Nan on the other side of the road quietly, and then found that she seemed to be carrying something in her hand, and then suddenly beckoned happily in a certain direction, and then trotted all the way over there.

Then Shen Yan looked in her direction and saw a black Bentley stopped on the side of the road, and then another familiar figure stepped out of the car......