Chapter 256: Missed
Shen Yan was a little thinner than some time ago, with a faint smile on his face at this time, he listened carefully to Lu Xingran beside him, and Lu Xingran's expression and movements were very exaggerated at this time, he didn't know what he was talking about, and deliberately made Shen Yan laugh.
The two of them walked together, like a pair of beautiful people, golden boys and girls, so they didn't match well.
Jian Xiu in the car only felt a tingling in his heart, but he obviously felt that the two people walking together were so dazzling, but he still couldn't take his eyes off.
The phrase feng shui takes turns is really good, every time he and Du Ruosheng were together in the past, Shen Yan often showed a lost and sad expression, but today it was his turn, and he knew how uncomfortable it was.
In particular, he no longer has any position to get out of the car to take Shen Yan away from Lu Xingran's side.
They walked to the front of a car, and then Lu Xingran helped Shen Yan open the back door, Shen Yan smiled at him and sat in the back seat of the car, and then Lu Xingran went around to the other side and sat in another seat in the back.
The interaction between the two people throughout the whole process is warm and natural, and it is really like a loving couple.
Until the car drove away, Jian Xiu still maintained that posture, including his eyes, which he hadn't moved for a long time.
If he occasionally had a trace of luck in his heart before, thinking that it was impossible for Shen Yan to fall in love with Lu Xingran, then at this moment, Jian Xiu was really completely dead.
Shen Yan has never been a person who is very procrastinating in dealing with feelings, and when she found out about Lu Xingran and Percy for her feelings before, she was very resolute and did not give them any hope.
However, today, on Chinese New Year's Eve, she was willing to let Lu Xingran go to her home, which is enough to explain the problem - Lu Xingran is really different to her, at least in her heart, she has recognized Lu Xingran.
And Lu Xingran was able to take Shen Yan away from his house on the night of the New Year, which is enough to show that Shen Yan's parents also recognized Lu Xingran.
Jian Xiu's heart throbbed, and then he couldn't help but think, where would Lu Xingran take Shen Yan to?
Big Chinese New Year's Eve, go out from home together...... Maybe I went to find a romantic place for New Year's Eve? Or is Lu Xingran going to take Shen Yan home to meet his parents?
Either way, it made him not want to think about it further.
After sitting in the car for a long time, Jian Xiu moved his somewhat stiff body, and he couldn't say what kind of psychology he was in, he suddenly wanted to get out of the car and go to the community to have a look.
Maybe...... Only when he knew that Shen Yan was not there, he dared to go around the place where she lived.
You don't have to think about whether you will meet, you don't have to think about what kind of expression and mood you should use to face it, just follow your heart, take a walk around the place where she lives, and take a look.
Jian Xiu walked to the door of the community and remembered that he didn't have an access card......
Just as he was hesitating, the doorman of the community opened the door and came out, looked him up and down, and asked, "What are you doing?" ”
Jian Xiu was indeed emaciated and haggard a lot during this period because of his mother's death and divorce from Shen Yan, so that at this time, the uncle didn't recognize him as the well-known big star, but because he saw that he was dressed unusually, his attitude towards him was quite polite.
The doorman waited for Jian Xiu's answer, but found that he didn't speak for a long time, just looked at himself fixedly, and the uncle subconsciously followed his gaze and looked down, and then reacted for a while, and asked with some uncertainty, "Young man, are you looking at my scarf?" ”
Jian Xiu's gaze moved away from the doorman's scarf, then pursed his lips, and asked with a somewhat complicated expression, "...... Did you buy this scarf yourself? ”
Jian Xiu's words happened to be asked a little bit, and the doorman suddenly threw his previous suspicions out of the clouds, and began to boast about the origin of his scarf proudly, "I didn't buy this scarf myself, but a little girl gave it to me, people said it, and they think that I am guarding the whole community, and I am a great hero!" No matter how much I refused, they had to put the scarf in my hand! ”
After the doorman finished speaking, his face showed a little indignant look again, "I told others, they still don't believe it!" I'm not bragging, boy, I'm not bragging, it's been a year and I still remember it! When the girl gave me the scarf, it happened to be last year's Chinese New Year's Eve, and my heart was so warm! ”
Jian Xiu just looked at the scarf, his throat was slightly dry, and after a long time, he finally spoke, "...... Do you remember the exact time? ”
"Uh......" The doorman frowned and thought for a moment, and then said with some uncertainty, "It seems to be around eleven o'clock in the Chinese New Year's Eve, right?" It's been a year since I really don't remember clearly, but I still remember that girl, she looked good, but she was wearing very thin clothes at the time, and I guess it was this scarf that ran out of the house and gave me! ”
Jian Xiu's mind remembered the night of the New Year last year, Chinese New Year's Eve, he left Shen Yan, got into Du Ruosheng's car, and went with her to visit his mother in the hospital.
Later, Shen Yan didn't look for him for a long time, and when they met again, their attitude towards him was also light, and later he learned that she already knew that he was leaving with Du Ruosheng that day.
It's just that he didn't ask Shen Yan why he knew, but he didn't expect that this mystery was finally solved until today.
He left the scarf when he left that day, so Shen Yan hurriedly chased him out and wanted to give him the scarf, right? It's just that I didn't expect to chase him to the door, but what I saw was that he got into Du Ruosheng's car, so she gave his scarf to the doorman in a fit of anger, right?
Thinking about this, Jian Xiu couldn't say what it was like for a while, as if something was stuck in his heart, and he couldn't go up or down, he just felt extremely depressed and uncomfortable.
The doorman looked at Jian Xiu in a slightly trance, and couldn't help but feel a little strange, "Are you okay?" ”
Jian Xiu shook his head, "I'm fine...... Thank you for telling me this. ”
With that, he turned and walked towards his car.
The doorman was stunned for a moment, a little confused by his thanks, and when he saw that he was leaving, he hurriedly asked, "Hey! You're not going in? ”
Jian Xiu paused, didn't look back, just took a deep breath, and then spit out two words with a little difficulty, "...... No. ”
He and Shen Yan are inseparable, once they both loved each other deeply in their own way, but they deeply hurt each other when they didn't know, and now everyone has finally jumped out of this strange circle, which is a good thing for each other, why should he be so persistent?
Shen Yan already has a new life of his own, and he should also let go of that past.
Jian Xiu walked towards his car step by step, and he silently told himself in his heart, don't look back, don't look back.
When he got back to the car and left the place with one foot on the accelerator, he didn't think about Shen Yan anymore.
Sitting back in the car, he really didn't look back.
It's just that at the moment when the car started, he couldn't help but turn his head and glance in the direction of Shen Yan's house, and then he pursed his lips, and finally left this place without a trace of hesitation and nostalgia.
Shen Yan sat in Lu Xingran's car, and it wasn't until the car drove for a long time that she looked at the increasingly familiar scenery outside, and finally realized where Lu Xingran was going to take her.
Looking at the scenery outside the window, Shen Yan moved a little uneasily, but in the end he still looked at Lu Xingran beside him, and said softly, "...... Why did you bring me here? ”
Lu Xingran smiled, and as the car stopped on the side of the road, he glanced at the gate of the community outside the window, "Aren't you thinking about him?" So I'm taking you here to have a look. ”
Shen Yan sat in the car, looking in the direction of her and Jian Xiu's previous home, then pursed her lips, her voice was slightly bitter, "...... You know I'm not going to see him again. ”
Lu Xingran shrugged his shoulders, "You think too much, he's not here, even if you want to see him, you won't be able to see him." ”
Shen Yan was slightly stunned, and then he heard Lu Xingran continue, "He has been living in his other apartment during this time and has never come back. ”
Shen Yan paused, and then lowered his head with a hint of self-deprecation, "Yes, it's because I'm thinking too much, how can he come back here if he hates me so much?" ”
Lu Xingran glanced at her, "So, do you want to go up and have a look now?" ”
Shen Yan didn't speak, in fact, her heart was also very entangled, she wanted to go up and have a look, but at the same time she was afraid to see those things that could easily evoke her memories.
Lu Xingran saw that Shen Yan didn't speak for a long time, then simply turned around and got out of the car, and then went around and pulled Shen Yan off the car, in Shen Yan's slightly panicked eyes, he gave her a reassuring smile, "With me with you, what are you afraid of?" ”
After speaking, Lu Xingran didn't wait for Shen Yan to do anything, and directly pulled her towards the community.
In the community where they live, the access control is face-brushing, so even if Shen Yan doesn't bring a key, she can easily walk in, and the door of her house is a password lock, Jian Xiu has never come back, and the password has naturally not been changed.
Rao is mentally prepared, and when he entered the door and saw these familiar scenes, Shen Yan's heart still hurt uncontrollably.
She and Jian Xiu have lived together for a short time, but in this room, it seems that every corner is full of their memories, and she seems to be able to see Jian Xiu standing there or sitting there when she looks at a random place.
Every memory seemed like a sharp one, another stab at her already bloody wound.
Shen Yan's eyes looked carefully at every corner of the living room and kitchen, and during this period, Lu Xingran stood behind him very quietly, without making a sound to disturb or comfort.
In the end, Shen Yan's footsteps stopped in front of Jian Xiu's original room, which was changed to Jian Xiu's own study after they lived in the same room, and the things in it were all Jian Xiu's alone, out of respect for privacy, she rarely went in.
However, at this time, she suddenly wanted to see Jian Xiu's world.