168. Can't jump

The originally lively lobby was instantly cold and silent because of the end of the season and Xie Yinan. Tang Jingqing looked at the figure who left at the end of the season, his face was gloomy and ugly.

"Jingqing, don't be too angry, I think she was just making a little mood at the end of the season, you can coax her well." Xie Yinan pretended to look at Tang Jingqing with a blank expression, but when he turned his gaze to Xie Yinan at this time, it was biting cold and bottomless depth.

"Jingqing, are you okay?" The old headmaster also rushed over after hearing the dispute.

"Principal Zhang, there is something to do later, so I'll leave first." I was happy when I came, but now I am not interested.

"Okay, okay, glad you're back today."

"Jingqing has always been very grateful to the principal for helping me in the past, and I will ask the assistant to deal with the matter of building a new teaching building in Chengguang."

"I'll accept your kindness."

Tang Jingqing is a person who knows how to repay his kindness, when the principal gave him the opportunity to go abroad, and now when he has the ability, he will regularly give back to his alma mater every year, or provide internship opportunities or donate buildings to provide hardware equipment, and there has never been a shortage of money and efforts in recent years.

After finishing speaking, Tang Jingqing turned around and left the venue, and Xie Yinan also followed.

"Jingqing, you wait for me." The aura exuded by Tang Jingqing when he left made the people around him take a step back slightly, and they automatically gave way to the aisle.

Xie Yinan stepped on the heel of the high-heeled trot and then behind him, but there was excitement in his eyes. Tricks are not afraid to be used indiscriminately, the key is to use them. Tang Jingqing, who is overused in this kind of romance, can eat this set.

But it also made her finally grasp the biggest weakness at the end of the season, and what she was most afraid of when she looked invulnerable was mentioning her mother Yao Qinyin!

"Jingqing, you go slowly, I know you're angry." After trotting for a while, Xie Yinan finally pulled Tang Jingqing's hand.

"Yinan, I thought you said that you were family members sincerely." He looked at Xie Yinan with a clear disappointment in his expression.

Since when did Xie Yinan keep remembering his disappointed look at her? The affection and sweetness of the past seem to have disappeared as if they were sharpened with knives.

"Tang Jingqing, you see clearly! I was the one who was beaten, do you still want to say that it was my fault? ”

"It's too late to hide from you at the end of the season, how could she deliberately come to trouble you?" Tang Jingqing showed a mocking smile.

He was angry at the end of the season and had the intention of defending Xie Yinan. Too much is owed to her, and it can only be maintained where it can be maintained.

Xie Yinan made Ji Mo angry, if Ji Mo came to say to himself, he would come forward to stop Xie Yinan for Ji Mo. But she chose the most "bad" and the most undesirable way to deal with it.

is too accustomed to controlling all men, and the strong domineering in his bones that seems to be cold is the real Tang Jingqing.

Also, the most important thing - the little love for the end of the season is not enough to support his bottomless and principled tolerance.

"In that case, why did you help me before?"

Tang Jingqing was silent.

"You say, Tang Jingqing! Knowing that I was bullying the end of the season, why would you help me? Tell me! Tang Jingqing! "Tell me because there is love, because I still hold a very important weight in his heart.

"Yinan, those pasts are there, I hope you can see my good for you, and don't be too tight at the end of the season."

Heh, this is Tang Jingqing's true heart. His sense of responsibility doomed him not to abandon himself no matter what.

He wanted to find a balance, and was afraid that Xie Yinan would not be good to the end of the season, so he sold favors to Xie Yinan in turn. Let her think about Tang Jingqing even if she is embarrassed in the future, even at the end of the season.

But what to do, she just doesn't want to do what he wants!

"Tang Jingqing, are you already in love with the end of the season?" Xie Yinan clenched his fists in frustration, and used his last strength to ask the answers word by word that he wanted to know but didn't want to know.

Love? It doesn't seem to have reached this level, but there is a liking, and there is also a throbbing that is involved by her, but how deep and how long this seemingly shallow liking can be, he is not sure, and he can't answer.

"So, do you still love me?"

"Yinan, we are family." I liked it, but I couldn't see it. At least when facing Xie Yinan, he never made him lose control and go crazy, let alone have the urge to take possession desperately.

Family, and family. Zhao Yonghua also said the same to her, why didn't anyone ask her if she was willing!

"Tang Jingqing, sometimes I really hate you to death." After finishing speaking, Xie Yinan turned around and left alone.

In this dispute, it seems that she is the winner, ruining the reputation of the end of the season, winning the sympathy of the people around her, and having Tang Jingqing as a supporter. But in her heart, she knew very well that she lost, and she lost in a mess.

Whether it's a reputation, the eyes of the people around him are things that the end of the season never looks at, and even Tang Jingqing's little maintenance is also calculated by him.

Maybe after admitting defeat, she chose to stop in moderation, not having Tang Jingqing doesn't mean that she can't meet the next "Tang Jingqing", but she just forced herself into a corner and let her path go further and further.

After Xie Yinan left, Tang Jingqing walked around Chengguang's campus and didn't see Ji Mo's figure, and the phone call to her was already turned off. Actually, I was in a hurry, but I tried to calm down.

Sitting in the car, she didn't rush to start the engine, lit a cigarette, and all she could think about was her stubborn little face.

Heh, no temper? Easy to handle? Now that I think about it, the evaluation of her in the past is too ridiculous, obviously she has a "toughness" that is not lost to Yu Xia!

This is the second time he's seen her slap Xie Yinan, right?

Where the hell are you at the end of the season?

There is a faint figure in my heart, it doesn't matter where it is, but it can't be Ling Mobai.

Ji Mo, who walked out of the auditorium, didn't actually leave Chengguang, still on campus, she didn't know where she was going, and after every argument, she would be afraid to go back to the Tamsui Villa.

So one person came to the dance room of the academy, which used to be where she practiced dancing every day.

The old school building has changed dramatically in the past few years, and there is not even anything similar to what I remember, but the years after graduation are like a world away.

Time goes too fast, and she walks too slowly, locking herself in a marriage of mutual torture every day and can't escape. Looking back on what she has done in the past three years?

Yu Xia used this time to build a studio of her own; In the past three years, the dance skills of childlike innocence have been continuously improved, and more and more attention has been paid internationally; Even Monsa gradually touched the essence of ballet from a layman; But what about her? What have you done in the past three years?

She spent her entire youth desperately loving a man; used the three years that should have worked hard for life, and plunged into a magnificent "cage".

When she stood in the middle of the dance room again, she took off her delicate shoes and stood on one foot of the ballet, and her hands were arranged into one hand, four hands, five hands...... The rough toes are exposed to the air, and every movement is a little rusty, but you can still see the solid basic skills.

"You are the most beautiful black swan I have ever seen." Monsha's words were still in my ears. How do black swans jump? Can you still jump out of the black swan now?

One-two-three-four, two-two-three-four......

Silently patting in her heart, no background music still doesn't hinder her. But when she jumped to the 32 laps of her fame and whipped the whip, and when she turned to the next 3 and a half laps, she didn't stand still and fell to the ground.

How can it be? Can't turn up?

How much sweat did you put into practicing this movement, but it was all gone in more than three years?

At the end of the season, I didn't believe it, I struggled to stand up, and I turned again and fell down in failure!

No, no, that's the only treasure I have, the treasure that I hold firmly in the palm of my hand by my own efforts, even the ballet will be lost?

In this way, I kept falling and getting up and going...... Fear, fear, loss, and even more unwilling to face failure!

"What the hell are you doing at the end of the season!"

Tang Jingqing's figure suddenly appeared at the door of the dance room.

In the car before, since he couldn't find Ji Mo, he planned to go back to Tamsui Villa to wait for her, but after thinking about the appearance of Meng Sha before, he deliberately went around to the dance room with a fluke in his heart, and sure enough, he saw Ji Mo here!

Knowing that she was in a bad mood now and didn't want to see him at this time, Tang Jingqing just stayed at the door and didn't go in to disturb her. It's one thing to give her space, it's another to mess around.

After seeing her fall again and again, Tang Jingqing had no way to continue to calm down!

"Why are you here?" Tang Jingqing walked quickly to Ji Mo's side, and just stretched out his hand to hug her, but was reflexively avoided by Ji Mo.

Is she afraid of him? Tang Jingqing clearly read the fear in her eyes!

She could pretend to be strong after scolding mercilessly in front of so many people before, but she was also really afraid of his wrath. So when Tang Jingqing stretched out his hand when he appeared, for some reason, Ji Mo thought that he would hit her - to vent his anger for Xie Yinan.

"I'm not here, and you're going to continue like this?" The tone is tough, but it's even more distressing, but now the end of the season, when the brain is in chaos, I don't pay attention at all.

"I'm fine." This is very certain at the end of the season, just like every time she has been hurt by him in the past, as long as she is given enough time and space, she can deal with her emotions and continue to be idle in front of him.

She can do it, so please don't show up now.

"Nothing? So what are you doing so masochistic now! ”

"I'm making a mistake!" Tang Jingqing's aggressiveness forced out all the grievances in her heart.

Not wanting to look at his face, Ji Mo turned around and broke free from her big hand, struggling to get back to his feet.

Seeing her red and swollen ankles, she finally admitted that she couldn't jump, she really couldn't jump. "At the end of the season, you don't want to do this!" Don't do that, what the hell is it? Tang Jingqing couldn't say it, but seeing that she was now closed herself, the sadness exuding from her whole body made him very nervous. I'm afraid that in the next second, she will completely give up on herself.