169. Husband and wife

"You must not have seen me dance, did you? I used to be very good at dancing, and I could only dance. Raising his head, the eyes that looked at Tang Jingqing were obviously very flat, but for some reason his heart seemed to be firmly held by a hand, and even every breath made him feel difficult.

"But now I don't want to talk about dancing, I can't even do the most basic circles." But Tang Jingqing, do you know what I have given up in order to love you?

Whenever Zhao Yonghua proudly said in front of her how good his son was, how good the "daughter-in-law" she admired, only she was a rice worm with nothing to do, how aggrieved she was at that time. "Do you still want to dance?" In the past, the young lady of the Tang family was not suitable to show her face outside, and she was not allowed to dance ballet, but she was deliberately embarrassed by the dissatisfaction of being calculated to get married. And at the end of the season, he never complained about anything, and he neatly chose to give up ballet, he thought he could be

What she gave up easily was just Miss Ji's boring pastime, and she never knew or was interested in knowing, what kind of mood she was dancing ballet in, and did she ever feel very painful when she gave up?

In front of him, Ji Mo is too good at hiding her emotions, always letting him see her most perfect side, always being dignified and generous, and she has done everything that a perfect lady should do.

Regularly participate in various charitable donations every year, good cultivation and conversation, clean private life, know how to advance and retreat, and never cause him trouble. Other than that, it's quiet most of the time. At the end of such a season, how could Tang Jingqing perceive her true joys, sorrows, and sorrows. When I felt the unwillingness to give up ballet at the end of the season, I felt guilty. She didn't like much in the first place, and if ballet was really that important to her, he was willing to let her belong

on her stage.

"I don't want to, it's already ...... I don't want to think about it at all. "One minute on stage, how much more than ten years of work off the stage.

She began ballet training at the age of four, and it was not until she was 21 that she got a ticket to the world ballet stage. Something lost is lost and will not come back.

The dream of the end of the season is not to be bought back by spending money, she can buy hundreds of tickets to the Royal Ballet but can only be a spectator.

It's sad, it's really sad, but what is it that you're sad about? Is it the loss of a dream that cannot be recovered, or the exhaustion of struggling in this marriage? Probably both.

"Don't cry, don't cry at the end of the season!" The man who didn't know how to comfort people would say anything other than telling her not to cry, he wiped her tears indiscriminately and hugged her tightly in his arms.

"Don't, I don't want you to hug! You hate it! "I hate that you will always help Xie Yinan indiscriminately!

At the end of the season, she desperately struggled to get out of Tang Jingqing's embrace, but the more she wanted to escape, the more Tang Jingqing tried harder to prevent her from leaving.

"Tang Jingqing! Don't bully people too much! ”

I used cold eyes to make her apologize before, why should I hug her now?

"End of the season, good! Don't cry! The huge disparity in strength between men and women, after struggling for a while, made the end of the season completely admit his fate, and he can't escape! Feeling that the little woman in her arms was gradually giving up struggling, Tang Jingqing also appropriately let go of the force in her hand, pinching her chin with one hand and forcing her to look directly into his eyes, cold

The kiss fell deep and shallow on her cheek, and the kiss was so gentle as she kissed her tears, as if she was afraid that she would be hurt if she accidentally used too much force.

I don't understand, I really don't understand the capriciousness of men at the end of the season. If you love, can you say it clearly? If you don't love it, can you be separated from each other?

At the end of the season, she was tired of crying, but she calmed down a lot, and Tang Jingqing hugged her tightly from beginning to end, caressing her back, and letting her vent. A man who is not good at words can't say nice things, and all he can do is accompany her.

"Is it better?"

Ji Mo sniffed and nodded.

"Can you talk to me about it?"

If you don't answer, you don't think it's necessary to escape. His connivance with Xie Yinan will not back down because of this time.

"At the end of the season, I don't know how much you know and how much you can understand about my past? You always think I'm unprincipled to pamper her, but at the end of the season...... The power of guilt is much heavier than I thought. Tang Jingqing babbled about the past to the end of the season. Speaking of Xie Yinan's mother's help to their family when she was alive, and sending carbon in the snow is far more profound and cherished than the icing on the cake, and he wants to remember this love. Speaking of entrusting Xie Yinan's mother to their family when she passed away, he had to shoulder this responsibility; Speaking of Xie Yinan, in order to save Zhao

Yonghua is desperate to donate a kidney, and he must repay this kindness; and when it comes to the youth whose friendship with her childhood sweetheart has been delayed, this debt ...... He can't forget. "I know that Yinan sometimes speaks stingingly, and even most of you have to bear this grievance. I don't want to settle accounts with her about who owes whom and who breaks up first, but in fact I did mistake her for the best years of a woman. But at the end of the season, whether it can be regarded as a matter of seeing

Don't worry too much about her in my face? She went too far, tell me I'll stop her, but don't use such a ruthless method next time, okay? "Tang Jingqing's heart-to-heart is much more powerful than his strong and domineering.

At the end of the season, she was not a person who ignored her, but when Tang Jingqing talked about it, how could she be angry? It's as if she's being unreasonable from the beginning to the end of this matter. "I know you're wronged, but trust me not next time, okay? Give Yinan a little time, and when she completely walks out, she will completely walk into the position of her family, and she won't embarrass you anymore, Yinan...... Not an inherently bad person. "For the family who have been with me for many years, I am careful

In the end, he didn't want to think too badly of people, but he misestimated the power of love to make people crazy, and he also miscalculated how terrible the lethality of being a woman is extreme!

"Let's go home." At the end of the season, he did not respond positively to Tang Jingqing's words, and she could understand what he handed over.

But some things are understandable, but not acceptable!

Even if she sympathized with Xie Yinan's plight, it was impossible for her to expose the things she had done lightly, it was nothing more than that she and Tang Jingqing would never be able to reach an agreement on this topic.

Silence is not acceptance, but silent resistance.

But Tang Jingqing thought that Ji Mo had listened to his words, and then kissed her on the forehead, picked her up neatly, and walked to the car.

"Let's go to the hospital first and then go home." At the end of the season, his foot was swollen severely, and Tang Jingqing was still a little uneasy, so he had to let the doctor see it.

"I'm fine." She has experienced sprains too many times, and she can go back and wipe a medicinal wine by herself at this level.

"Such beautiful feet, don't let her get hurt." carried her into the co-pilot's seat, tied her seat belt, and pinched her little feet with his big thick hands, which were itchy and numb.

At the end of the season, the little face with a big slap lowered his head shyly. If Tang Jingqing's attitude towards her from beginning to end was so cold and indifferent, maybe she wouldn't have struggled so much. But now the gentleness he occasionally gives is too easy for her to sink involuntarily. After all, it's the man who's been in love for so many years; After all, it's not easy

There is fate.

The car was parked in the parking lot of the hospital, and Tang Jingqing carried her all the way to the orthopedic department.

"Why is it so badly injured?" The doctor looked at her injuries and judged.

"Huh? Is it serious?" Tang Jingqing asked with concern.

"Well, it's a little cracked, go back and rub the medicine on time, and if the swelling doesn't go down for three days, you still have to come to the hospital for a follow-up, do you know? And walking less these days. The doctor prescribed the medicine casually, Tang Jingqing asked her to sit on the bench in the aisle, and he went to pay the bill.

Looking at his busy figure for himself, his heart is indescribably complicated.

"That's your husband, right? That's good for you! The middle-aged woman on the side said to the end of the season.

"Huh?" At the end of the season, she was not very familiar with the word "husband".

At least she rarely gets the word called. "I saw that after he sat down with you in his arms, he went back to the doctor and asked a lot of questions, your husband is so good to you." Middle-aged women also come to see the doctor, and she has arthritis from time to time. Under the heavy burden of life, there is no room for too many ups and downs, and even if my husband is sick, he doesn't dare to ask for leave

Come and accompany her. I had no choice but to register for my knee pain, see a doctor by myself, pay for the medicine. She is ranked No. 1 behind the end of the season, so she can see the interaction between Tang Jingqing and the end of the season clearly.

"Yes, yes?" On the contrary, this made Ji Mo a little unsure of how to pick it up, and it was the first time I heard someone say that Tang Jingqing was good to her. "Yes, little girl, don't take your husband's kindness to you too seriously, two people are together to understand each other, you see his good, she sees your good, remember more good things, unhappy things less to the heart. In this way, it can last a long time. "This one

The woman was only in her early forties, but her skin was already rough, wrinkled, and she had a lot of gray hair. The pressure of life seems to make her pay no attention to her appearance, and her words are quite unpretentious, but the smile on her face is full of happiness.

"Is that how you and your husband are?" Ji Mo couldn't help but ask, is the perfect marriage what she said.

"Oh my damn ghost, don't mention it! I can't ask for leave to accompany me when I'm sick, or am I busy going in and out alone? ”

"Are you going to be angry?" "Of course you will be angry! However, he has to work during the day and has a job as a courier delivery at night, and the hard work is also to let the family live a good life. "The firewood, rice, oil, and salt in these ordinary people's homes are all in the eyes of the end of the season

She was particularly envious. The so-called "home" and the so-called "husband and wife" probably look like this.