It's just that being in a wealthy family is often forced to do so. Some things don't mean that you want to do this, you can do it willfully, it's more that you don't have a choice at all, and you have to do what your family arranges for you.

This is their own helplessness and sorrow, if you do things yourself, you can be like her in charge, you don't need to ask for the opinions of others, you don't like to look at other people's faces, and you don't have to threaten others, how good it would be.

Unfortunately, this is the biggest difference between herself and her, she may be able to do it easily, but for herself, she can't ignore the feelings of her family. Family members are still very important to themselves, and no matter what, they have grown up by their side, so their suggestions and opinions are still very important to themselves.

Because I can't be so ruthless and unrighteous, I still need to repay my family. Shu Yixin said that she grew up in an orphanage, but she never forgot that she wanted to repay the orphanage, as long as she had the ability, she would do her best.

Not to mention their own family, from childhood to adulthood, they have poured so much effort into themselves, and they can forget these things.

Ren Xiaoou sometimes thinks like this, wanting to indulge himself, don't care about anything, and do what he wants to do with his own tenacity. But many times, she can't do it at all, because she can't ignore her family's feelings.

No matter how you say it, your family has raised you, and when you have full wings one day, it is impossible to say that you are so ruthless and unrighteous, and you completely put your own family in your eyes, but in fact, more of yourself is still disappointed and can get along with your family.

It's more about hoping that the family can understand and understand themselves, and maybe occasionally be able to stand in their own position and think about themselves.

Seriously, I don't have a lot of requirements, and I don't want to make trouble, I just want to rely on my own hands and rely on my own ability to support myself.

"I think none of us should think too much, we should all work hard for our respective dreams, we should all run for our own lives, knowing that others are unreliable, and we can only rely on our own abilities." I know in my heart that they are unreliable, so I shouldn't put all my energy on them, because in this way, I will only lose more in the end.

"Sometimes I really envy you, live so freely, don't think so optimistic." Her kind of free and optimistic is often because she can't learn, not that she doesn't want to learn, but she doesn't have the mentality like her, and she must worry about a lot of things.

Shu Yixin looked at Ren Xiaoou, pulled out a smile, and said lightly, "Actually, it's not as good as you think, maybe everyone has their own helplessness." She is envious of herself, why is she not envious of her life, envy her for being able to live with her family.

I don't envy them, they can live together as a family, although it is inevitable that there will be some bumps, but these are what I hope to have, but for myself, I may not have it in this life, so I can only envy it.

"Okay, I won't tell you this, I can only sigh the helplessness of life." It's not a lament that life is helpless, what else can it be?

In fact, there is a lot of helplessness in life, and many things I don't want to do, but I have to do it, obviously I don't want to take this road, but my family forces me to go this way.

These are helpless, there are really not many people who can be free and easy to only be themselves, ignore the suggestions of others, and can really do this.

"You're right, we shouldn't think about these unrealistic things here, and sadness shouldn't be what we should do." Shu Yixin was originally more optimistic and thought more transparently.

I always know my position clearly and know what I want to do, so even if I am sad, I will only allow myself to be sad for a while, and I will not let myself be sad for too long.

"It's good to know, so I don't allow you to continue to be sad, you must be happy, you know?" She is her best friend, I don't want to see her sad, I want her to be happy as before.

Shu Yixin smiled and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't live up to your expectations, I will definitely get better and better, and I will be happy." "Knowing that there are some things that you can't do within your means, then you can only give up.

Ren Xiaoou seemed to be very satisfied, and when he heard such an answer, he also smiled and said, "This is what you said, what you said must be counted, otherwise I will definitely not spare you." This is her promise, she said it herself, not forced her to say it, so I believe she can do it.

Shu Yixin just looked at her and smiled brightly, but did not answer, because she knew that she said these words by herself, so she would not have room for regret, and she would not allow herself to continue to be decadent.

In the evening, Shu Yixin appeared in He Yuhe's apartment as always, and she made up her mind to learn the knowledge of business management with her, and now she can't give up halfway, and it is impossible for other things to affect her mood.

For her, nothing can affect what she is determined to do, just because she is in a particularly bad mood, and her mood is particularly bad, the more she has to control herself.

This is also a rare opportunity to let myself see how well I can control myself, and the more critical moments like this, the more I have to prove myself.

When He Yuhe came back, he saw her, and there was no difference between her appearance and usual, and he thought that she would be in a bad mood, but it seemed that she was just thinking too much.

I spent the whole afternoon worrying about whether I would receive a message or a call from her, and then told myself that I wouldn't be here tonight. But in the end, I didn't wait, and at the same time I was relieved.

"What delicious food are you going to cook today, it depends on how many you have prepared." He Yuhe thought about it, and finally felt that he would say hello to her first, and then do what he wanted to do.

Shu Yixin smiled when he heard his voice, and turned his head to look at him, "It's still those home-cooked dishes, after all, I don't know those master-level dishes." Shu Yixin jokingly told him, what I said is also the truth, after all, for her, she will only cook these home-cooked dishes.

After He Yuhe listened to her words, he smiled and said softly, "Maybe it's because I often eat out, but recently I like to eat home-cooked dishes, which can just change my taste." "Isn't it good to eat big fish and meat often, and eat green vegetables and radishes once in a while?

Anyway, I'm not so picky about what I eat, as long as I have ready-made food, and these home-cooked dishes are much better than the takeaway I eat outside. At least it's clean and hygienic, and there is no need to talk about all aspects of nutrition, which is not comparable to the outside.

"It's good if you like it, I'm just worried that you don't like it." After all, that's all I can do, and if it's as exquisite as what is sold outside, I won't.

After all, it's still the same sentence, as long as he doesn't dislike it, he doesn't feel anything. In my own opinion, it's just to fill my stomach, I can eat anything, I've never been so picky, I always feel that it's good to eat, why are you so picky?

Maybe at this time, he has similar thoughts to himself, it's good to have something to eat, and it doesn't matter what he eats. Anyway, if he really wants to eat something, he can eat it anywhere outside, plus he eats out at noon.

"Don't worry, I won't be so picky, you know me as a person." He Yuhe told her bluntly that she could do whatever she wanted, and there was really no need to worry too much about her own thoughts.

Plus I'm not a foodie or anything like that, so why are you so picky about these foods? She was able to come over and cook for herself like this, which had saved her a lot of trouble, and she didn't have to worry about what to go out to eat.

It's too late for anything else, how can she be so picky, just tell her about these, don't think too much.

"It's enough to have your words, and in the future, I won't have to worry so much." Since he is saying this at this moment, let himself rest assured and boldly do it, then what else do he have to worry about?

"You're busy, I won't bother you." He Yuhe looked at her mental state, she was good in all aspects, and she shouldn't worry, so she should take a shower at this time.

"Well, you go and do your thing, it's about half an hour on my side, not so fast." At this time, I just prepared some dishes first, and I haven't prepared to fry them yet, so it still takes time.

"Take your time! I'm not in such a hurry, plus I'm not that hungry. "What is there when you eat it slower?

I also cook by myself, and I know that it will take some time, so before this time, I can stand in her perspective and think about her, anyway, it doesn't matter if it is slow.

As long as I see her the same as before, then I will feel much more at ease. I don't know how nervous I am today, how much I want to know her situation, and I really want to put a radar on her, so that I can know her situation at any time.

Shu Yixin didn't continue to talk to him, at this time she still had to grasp the movements in her hands and quickly finish frying the dishes. After all, she just doesn't like procrastination, and it's not too early to take a look, so she has to speed up.

When the two of them ate together, the atmosphere was the same as before, talking and laughing, as if those things had not happened yesterday. Shu Yixin returned to his original state, and he couldn't see any changes.