Chapter 268: I don't want to leave regrets

After eating, I cleaned up the kitchen, and then followed him to the study to study. After all, that's the purpose of her coming, she came here to learn business management knowledge from him, otherwise, she wouldn't be here.

Since your goals are clear at this time, you shouldn't waste time and don't do things that are out of time.

What to do and what not to do, you should be clear, the time of decadence has passed. As he said, allow yourself to be sad for a while, and not allow too much time to be wasted on this.

While Shu Yixin looked at him, he actually wanted to ask if he wanted to help clean the clothes that were wet when he accidentally cried last night, but he still didn't say anything when the words came to his lips.

For him, this is just a small matter, and there is no need for him to mention it, if he mentions this matter at this time, he deliberately reminds himself of the scene that happened last night.

Forget it, he didn't say anything anyway, and at this time, he pretended that nothing like this happened. No matter how you say it, it's already in the past, and there's no need to keep it in mind for such a piece of clothing.

You still have to feel at ease and put all your energy into studying. After all, he was able to teach himself like this, it was really completely useless, and he really didn't know what to say except for gratitude.

He Yuhe was actually really patient to teach her, and when he didn't understand, he gave examples to explain to her. It can only be said that the cooperation between the two people is really good, and there is such a tacit understanding between each other.

After studying, Shu Yixin will take the bus back alone. He Yuhe didn't propose it today, and personally sent her back.

In fact, as long as she recovers mentally in all aspects, she doesn't have to worry so much about other things, if she cares too much, she may be disgusted, and the result will be counterproductive.

Although she is still a little worried in her heart, she is not as worried as she was before, because she looks like she has recovered quite well, and she is really a plastic talent. She won't be decadent all the time for such a thing, and as long as she understands some things, there won't be any other problems.

After saying so many things myself, she was something I didn't listen to at all, so I didn't know what to say to comfort her. It's not that she doesn't want to help, but she doesn't have the ability at all, and under such a premise, she can only face the reality calmly.

A girl like her should be living in reality. A lot of things don't mean that you don't have such thoughts in your heart, and even if you have such thoughts, if you don't have this actual ability, what can you change? Since I clearly know that I can't change it, I can only face it, after all, there is no better way than to face it.

On the way back, Shu Yixin actually thought about it a lot, and almost missed the station. Thinking about it is too engrossed, I still let my thoughts fly.

It's not that I don't know that the people around me actually care about themselves and their mental condition, although I am already trying to calm down my mood today, and I also tell myself not to think too much, because those things are something I can't do at all, and I can't change it, and I can only face reality.

It's not bad to disguise in front of them, but in front of herself, she really doesn't want to continue to disguise, and her mood is indeed a little bad. In front of outsiders, they can't show this feeling, because they will worry about themselves, but when they are alone, they know their inner loneliness and emptiness.

It's not that she doesn't want to accept the reality, but she feels that if the orphanage is demolished, it will really become difficult for her family to find her.

She was single-minded, she just wanted to wait for her family in the same place, waiting for her relatives to come to the door. Although I am disappointed in my heart, more than hope, I always feel that there is still hope, even if this hope is very slim, there will still be a day, I should take it with this, hope to live well.

She actually knows the truth they said to herself, but there is one thing, she has always been very persistent, wanting to get her family back, even if so many years have passed, even if all hope has turned into disappointment, she still feels that there is still hope.

After the orphanage was demolished, her childhood memories could never be found in that place, and her family could not find her there, nor could they reunite with them in that land.

Shu Yixin is disappointed only because of this, he can't reunite with his homeland in that land, after all, he has hoped for so many years, and he has waited for so many years, just hoping that one day he can recognize his family in that land, but now that things have developed to this point, in the future, this dream will not be possible to come true.

She is obsessed with and cares about only this, and nothing else. After all, it was where she grew up, and she wanted to be there to reunite with her family. This is her little dream, a little luxury, and now she has to lose even this little dream, how can she not be disappointed in her heart?

In fact, what she didn't know was that God had its own arrangements, and the hopes she wanted had already come true, but she didn't find out about it.

He walked on the street for a long time, probably early today, and came out of his house, so it was not particularly late, and there were still many pedestrians on the street.

Seeing the passing by, most of them are couples or families, like her, only one person walking on the street, after all, is still a minority. Whether it is a lover or a lover, as long as you can be by your side, you will not have this feeling of loneliness.

But there was no one around me, only I was alone, and that feeling really made me feel a little lonely.

I hope that one day my family or lover can accompany me to walk like this, even if I don't do anything, just walk on the road, I can feel special happiness.

But when will that day come, and when will it come to fruition?

I've been looking forward to it for so many years, I've been waiting for so many years, but in the end, I haven't waited, and many times I ask myself if I want to continue like this. But my heart can't give an accurate answer, maybe yes, maybe not.

I can say a lot of words to comfort others, but I can't say a word of comfort to myself.

It's the way to say it, but when you face yourself, you always feel that something is missing, maybe you are not the person concerned, so if you say it, you don't put the biggest emotion, but when things are really put on yourself, you feel that it is not so easy to do what you say.

I can only say that some things are very simple to say, but if you really want to do it, it is not as easy as you imagined, for example, in this matter, I know that I can't do anything, but my heart is still worried.

The next day, she was still full of vitality to get up, don't think about those unhappy things, think about what she will do.

should think about it, she still has a lot of things to do next, and she has no time to let herself be so decadent, after all, for her, making money is the focus of life.

Nothing can be more important than making money, so at this time, she stretched her waist and smiled at the sun outside. A new day has begun, everything will be a new starting point, and I should refuel.

She still got up early in the morning, because she had one thing to do, she had to go back to the orphanage. Although she knew what was going on, she didn't know if Dean Han knew.

Anyway, before the demolition, I still felt the need to go over and take a look, and by the way, I couldn't tell Dean Han about this matter, I couldn't seem to be unconcerned at all, after all, I hadn't done it before, and before the bidding, I was so willing, and at this time I didn't seem indifferent, and it didn't look like my own style.

If you don't do something, you always feel unbearable, even if you can't help anything, but you can still go back and have a look, maybe there are really not a few opportunities to let yourself go back and see.

After thinking about it, I still feel that if I have time, I should go back to the orphanage and see how many memories I can keep.

After all, in the future, I don't have this opportunity to go back, but I don't want to leave any regrets in my life, so at this time, I will have such persistence.

Take advantage of the opportunity to do it yourself. I don't want to miss the time, I don't want to waste the opportunity, in short, what I feel I want to do at the moment, I should do it quickly.

"Yixin, why did you come here early in the morning today, is there something wrong?" When Dean Han saw Shu Yixin, he thought that she came over early in the morning, because there was something special.

"There's nothing going on, you get up early today, so you can come and have a look." I can't say that I only came here because of something, but sometimes I like to come and walk around when I have nothing to do.

"So that's the case, or are you more attentive and often want to come back and see here, no wonder those children are so happy to see you." It's because she comes back often, and when she comes back, she always brings a small gift, so she is especially liked by children.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's just that I grew up here, and when I was longing to have my brothers and sisters come over, so at this time, what I did was just what I thought I should do, and it was good to come back and see them happy." If your presence brings them joy, you want to come back often.