Chapter Seventy-Six: Contradictions Intensify
He rented a one-bedroom peasant house in an urban village, and the environment was acceptable and he could cook. The room is not big, but neat and decent.
She undressed herself, and let him undress as well. When she was first pregnant, she was gentle and bright.
"I shouldn't bother you." He said.
"No!" She said, "Tell me you love me!" and tell me you're going to take me in! Say, take me in! Say you're never going to let me go, you're not going to let me go to the outside world, you're not going to anyone else. ”
She crawled close to him and hugged his emaciated but strong body, which was her only home.
He wrapped his arms around her and clasped her tightly, saying, "Then I will keep you, and I will keep you for as long as you want." ”
"Are you happy for the child?" She repeated, "Kiss him and say you're happy there." ”
It was hard for him.
"I'm scared of having my children into this world," he said, "and I'm really worried about their future." ”
"But you put this child in my body. Be gentle with him, and that's his future. Kiss him, kiss him! ”
He trembled, for it was true.
"Be gentle with him, and that's his future." At that moment, he felt pure love for this woman. He kissed her in the lower abdomen.
"Oh, you love me! You love me! She cried softly, like the blind and vague cry of love.
As he entered her softly, she felt the gentle stream flow out of his soft bowels and into hers, and the passion of the two men ignited in the soft bowels.
When he entered her body, he knew that he had to do it, that is, to make tender contact with her, and at the same time to lose the pride and self-perfection of being a man.
After all, she has money and he has nothing, and he should be proud of himself if he doesn't treat her with affection for this.
As He sows seeds within her, his soul also rushes to her, which is creation, not simple reproduction.
Now she must not be separated from him again, but what to do is still a question.
"Do you hate Huang Nianen?" She asked.
"Don't mention her to me."
"To mention, you must let me mention her, because you used to like her, and you used to be as intimate with her as I was. So you have to tell me, isn't it terrible that you've been intimate with her, and now you hate her so much? Why is this happening? ”
"I don't know. She seems to have been against me, all the time. Her terrible woman's will, her freedom, is against me. Oh, she always uses her freedom against me, like pouring sulfuric acid in my face. ”
"But she still can't live without you, does she still love you?"
"No, no! If she can't do without me, it's because of her evil fire, and she has to think of harming me. ”
"But she must have loved you."
"Nope! Occasionally, though, she loved. She was attracted to me. I think even that she regretted it. She loved me once in a while, but she always took that love back, and then she started to bully me. Her greatest desire is to oppress me, and this problem can't be changed. Her intentions were wrong from the start. ”
"Maybe she doesn't think you really love her, and she wants to force you to love her."
"Oh my God, that's horrible."
"You don't really love her, do you? You did that to her. ”
"How could I? At first, I loved her at first, but she always tore me up. Forget it, don't talk about this. It's fate, it is. She was destined to be like this. This time, if I could kill, I would kill her like a beast, this damn madman in a woman's skin! I wish I could kill her and save me the pain! It should be allowed to kill people like her. When a woman becomes tendoned, she will fight against everything, and that is terrible, and she should be killed. ”
"But if a man has also become a tendon, shouldn't he also be killed?"
"Yes, it's worth killing! But I have to get rid of her, or she'll come back to haunt me. I want to tell you that I would have to get a divorce if I could. So we have to be careful not to let people see us together. If she comes to toss you and me, I can't stand it. ”
Huang Siyao was thinking about his words.
"Then we can't be together?" She said.
"We must avoid it in the short term, otherwise we will be at fault in the marriage. As the party at fault, there may be nothing! ”
"But the baby may be born at the end of February." She said.
He was silent for a while before he said, "I really want people like Zhang Haifei and Huang Nianen to die." ”
"That's not kind enough for them." She said.
"Be polite to them? By the way, perhaps the most polite thing you can do to them is let them die. Can't let them live anymore! Death should be a good thing for them. I should have been asked to shoot them. ”
"But you're not going to do that." She said.
"I will! It's easier than shooting a beast. ”
"Maybe it's because you don't dare."
"Humph!"
Huang Siyao has a lot to think about now.
It was obvious that he wanted to get rid of Huang Nianen completely, she felt that this was right, and the recent blow was indeed too heavy. This meant that she had to wait until spring alone. She will find a way to get Zhang Haifei to divorce her, but how to leave? If Lee Kwang-suke's name is named, then his marriage will not be possible.
It's disgusting! How is it that one cannot go far, to the edge of the cape, and thus get rid of everything?
But it just can't. Nowadays, there is no end of the earth in the world. Wherever you go, people can find you.
Endure! Endure! The world is a huge, complex machine, terrifying, and if you don't want to be torn apart by it, you have to be careful.