Chapter 470: I've been waiting for his answer
Love is tormenting like this, obviously I don't want to do it but I don't do it according to my own ideas, but I do what I don't want to do.
Knowing that he can't wait like this, because there is only one result of waiting, he doesn't have himself in his heart, and he won't be happy with him, that is, he doesn't give up, and he still hopes for a miracle.
"You're really right, we can only work our own way." I don't want to say more nonsense, in fact, even if I don't say it, she should understand it herself.
Another point is that she doesn't need to say so much truth to herself, because she doesn't know those truths, but she knows them clearly in her heart, but sometimes it's not easy to do it.
It's more that I want to ignore those, maybe in my heart, I have always hoped that a miracle will happen, I know that I can't do it, but I can't control myself, or I do unforgivable things.
"It's right to work together, maybe one day we can all find happiness, or maybe we won't be happy." When Ren Xiaoou talks about the future, he seems a little pessimistic.
Because who can say for sure what will happen in the future, and who knows what will happen in the future.
Thinking so much is just a one-sided idea, you really shouldn't think so much, it's more about thinking about your own life path. In fact, the road to the future is not so easy to follow, and no one knows what will happen next.
"Don't be so pessimistic, you should believe that we will all be happy in the future." Shu Yixin thinks that we should not have such a pessimistic attitude, but should have an optimistic attitude and believe that the future will be beautiful.
Who knows what will happen in the future, before it comes to that point, no one can make judgments, nor can it draw conclusions, after all, if you haven't come to that step, you don't know what the situation will be, and only after reaching that step will you know it thoroughly.
"Actually, I think the same way, I hope we will all be happy in the future, but this is just hope, as for whether this is the case, it can only wait and see." Ren Xiaoou didn't know clearly that this was just his own unilateral thoughts, and this was just his own personal thoughts.
What will happen in the future, no one knows at all, and can only imagine a better future.
I hope that day will come, I hope that everyone around me can be happy, and at the same time, I hope that I can be happy.
"Anyway, we have to have such an expectation, so that that day will come, and we will wait with a good mood to welcome the arrival of that day." Shu Yixin can only comfort her at this moment, don't think too much, and wait for that day with good wishes.
Ren Xiaoou looked at his sister and smiled, and said softly to her, "Only you will say such things to comfort me, but it is indeed very good, let us wait for the future with good expectations." ”
Hope is better than no hope, although I don't know if that day will come, but I have such hope in my heart, that is, I hope that one day it will be realized, and I have such a hope in my heart, and my life will be relied on.
If your heart is empty, how can you wait for such a life? It's really tiring to wait like this, so don't live like this, at least with some hope, although I don't know if it will be realized in the end, at least give yourself some hope and pursuit.
"Only you know how to comfort me, how to amuse me, the picture you envision is really beautiful, and I hope that one day will come." What he said is not completely unreasonable, it is better to have expectations in my heart, it is better than empty.
Although it was just a comforting word, it still made a lot of waves in my heart. But I can't deny that her words are quite good in my heart.
She has experienced more things than herself, and she understands these things better than herself, and sometimes she should really listen to her advice, on this road, both of them are stumbling, always hoping that someone around them can guide them.
Isn't that good now? Two people together, two people hold each other hostage, work together, and progress together.
"So, we don't know, don't think about so many future things in the future, think about it, it's more practical to come now. You don't have to worry about me, if I find the right person, I will consider marrying him. "The premise is to let yourself find the right person, if you don't find the right person, what is in vain.
It's not that you don't want to, but you have to have the right object. At this moment, haven't you been waiting for that day to come?
Shu Yixin still has such hope in her heart, and she still wants to have such a day, after all, she has ordinary thoughts like ordinary people.
If you want to have an ordinary and warm home, you just don't know if your idea will be redundant, whether it will be an extravagant hope, and it is impossible to achieve it at all.
It's not that he doesn't want it, it's just that he's afraid, worried that he will lose everything in the end. I'm really a little worried about myself, and the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
"There's another question I don't know if I should ask." Ren Xiaoou looked at Shu Yixin's eyes, and he was always wondering whether he wanted to say these words.
Shu Yixin looked at her eyes, a little puzzled, but after thinking about it for a while, he still said softly.
"What kind of friendship we have, if you have anything to say, just say it." Shu Yixin really doesn't like her being so polite to herself, so she can say it directly if she has anything to say.
I have been friends with her for so many years, if there is anything I can really say directly, there is no need for this. What's more, she used such a tone to talk to herself, but she felt a little unaccustomed.
I like her instead.,Say whatever you want.,This kind of character is more straightforward.,I like it more.,Like it or not, let yourself guess anything.,A lot of things I can't guess at all.,Okay?
Therefore, I don't want to waste those brain cells, and I like her to talk to herself directly. In this way, you will save yourself a lot of trouble, and you don't need to waste your brain cells thinking about so many things.
"I mean, if, if he came back to you and explained to you what had happened before, would you choose to forgive him?" Although these things have passed, she knows how she will face it and what kind of mentality she will use if the other party comes back to her.
I never asked her about this hypothetical question, but I wanted to know what kind of mentality she would have to deal with.
Although there were some things she had forgotten, she should still remember that feeling clearly. So I'm a little curious, a little gossipy, and I want to know, what is her heart thinking?
Shu Yixin looked a little strange, why did Ren Xiaoou suddenly ask himself about this matter, he really didn't think about it.
"Why did you suddenly ask about it? If you hadn't said it, I really hadn't thought of this possibility, in fact, I had been waiting for him to explain to me why, but I had waited so long for him to appear, and now it seems that I am not so expectant, at least not as much as I was at the beginning. "At the beginning, I was really waiting for him, to be able to come back to my side, to be able to tell myself, why, even if he didn't love him anymore, I wanted her to explain it to himself.
I can tell him that I am not the kind of person who stalks, as long as he explains it clearly to himself, then he can forgive him, he can stand in his position and consider him, and he will not misunderstand him, but what have you been waiting for for so many years? When I had forgotten about it, I was still going to have these things happening.
For myself, this incident happened for a long time, so long that I almost forgot about it, it turned out that there was such a thing, if it wasn't brought up again at this time, I would have forgotten it.
Yes, although it has been a long time since the incident, so long that I can forget it, I can still remember it when I am asked again.
Speaking of which, this matter has not really been forgotten by himself in his heart, in fact, he still cares a lot, and he still thinks about him in his heart, although he has deliberately not let himself think about it, but sometimes it is inevitable that he will still think of him.
I gave so much affection to myself at the beginning, and I really loved him, so I can't say that I can forget it, I can't say that I don't have any feelings at all, I have paid it, that is, I really paid, I can't erase all the traces, and pretend that nothing happened.
As a person who has come over, she has accompanied her through that period, and there are some things that even he knows better than himself. At this time, when she mentions these things again, her heart will also ache faintly. It's not as chic as I thought, I've long forgotten everything, it's not like that.
"I'm just assuming, if, just thinking of this possibility, just asking." Ren Xiaoou pulled out a smile and said to her.
No, at this time, I honestly told her that I knew that the other party had returned, so I wanted to ask her, and if the other party really came back to explain to her, how would she answer the other party.
"I really didn't think about it, I might have been waiting for my words before, although I didn't say it, but I always wanted her to come back, telling me why I left so unexplained, but I waited for so long and didn't wait for him, and now I seem to be a little dead, so I don't think about it anymore." What I think about most now is that I feel that I and him may really not be suitable.