Chapter 471: Is there a hard time
He didn't belong to him from the beginning, so the answer didn't seem to be that important, after all, what if you knew the answer, it was better to leave a mystery.
After knowing the answer, I will definitely be sad and hurtful, it seems that it is no good for me at all, it is better not to know anything, so that I still have thoughts in my heart, and occasionally let myself recall, there was once such a relationship, in fact, it is also very good, in the end, I don't care so much.
Does Shu Yixin really have such a plan, she wants to completely forget the past, after all, she feels that those stories are really not attractive to her, she has wanted to forget them for a long time, but sometimes she can't forget them, now that she thinks about it, it seems that there is no benefit in her attachment like this, it is better to completely forget everything that happened in the past and start again.
Ren Xiaoou looked at her, in fact, he had other thoughts in his heart, and he was not so sure of what she said.
Although she said so, there were still traces and imprints in her heart, and she didn't want to deny this at all, she didn't want to say it, and she didn't want to debunk it.
After all, everyone has their own secrets, and in the same way, there will be such secrets in her heart.
Since she is unwilling to tell herself, there is no need for her to be reluctant at this time. One day, she will definitely tell herself when she wants to say it, and at this time she should wait patiently, after all, this is her secret, and she hasn't thought it through yet.
As her good friend, her best friend will always stand by her side, but she will help when she needs it, but when she needs to rely on her shoulders, she will also be by her side.
"Are you not curious at all and want to know what happened in the past?" Ren Xiaoou was still a little skeptical, logically speaking, she should be curious about what happened in the past.
But now I don't seem to be in a hurry at all, and it seems to be very indifferent to the past, could it be that she has really forgotten all the things in the past?
Ren Xiaoou looked at her expression carefully, and always felt that things were not so simple. How to say, these things happened in her past, and she really has such a calm mind to face the past, and everything that happened, can she really pretend that nothing happened? If it were me, I would definitely not be able to do it once, after all, these things are real and happening to me.
But she couldn't find a trace of what she said. I'm a little unpredictable, whether what she said is true or false.
In the end, it is impossible to forget those things completely. No matter how you say it, it is something that has happened, how important these things are to her, and she used to be a person who was more important than life, but she left her side inexplicably.
How could she not mind that? Anyway, if it were me, I would definitely mind it.
Shu Yixin sighed and said softly to her, "I think I can do anything other than forget him?" It's impossible to find him, because I don't even know where to go to find him. "It's not that I'm so ruthless and want to forget him, but I don't know where he is at all, and I've been waiting for him all these years, isn't it enough?
is that if you know where he is, maybe you will have the impulse to ask him for an answer one day, and you want him to explain to yourself, why didn't you leave your side without saying a word back then, but now the problem is yourself, and you don't know where he is at all.
I don't know where he is, so if you let yourself go to find him, maybe he has forgotten about himself.
I waited for him for so many years, not a year or two but five years, I waited for him for five years, but he never appeared.
When I finally died, maybe it was just a dream of my own, and it was not a reality at all. Otherwise, how can a person disappear? Why didn't he come to him for so many years, in fact, he was waiting for him in the same place, but he didn't come back.
I've been waiting for him long enough, but five years have passed, and he still hasn't appeared. In this case, how long do you want to make yourself wait, do you want to continue to wait, or choose to forget, after all, there are not many five years in your life that you can waste like this.
Five years have passed, and they have been waiting for him for the past few years, but they have never appeared, so I feel that there is really no other way except to forget him, and I can only do this to make myself live a better life.
"I can understand your feelings, and I can understand why you feel the way you feel, in fact, what you said is also right." Ren Xiaoou didn't understand her thoughts, and he had indeed waited for him for so many years, but he didn't wait for anything.
In the end, his heart is already dead, even if he stands in front of him, he will not have the impulse, after all, there is no need and no point.
"If you can understand my feelings, you will know why I said such things, after all, so many years have passed, you don't want me to let go of the past, and I hope I can let go of the past and live a good life." Shu Yixin felt that he had tried his best to wait, but he still disappointed himself.
So I really don't want to wait any longer, because she clearly knows that she doesn't have a few five years to wait, for him, she has been waiting for five years now, so the next self just wants to live her own life and doesn't want to continue to waste.
"The question I asked is only a hypothetical question, if he appeared in front of you and explained the past to you, would you choose to forgive him?" Ren Xiaoou was still a little unwilling, after all, he didn't hear the answer he wanted to hear.
Shu Yixin looked at her and asked a little strangely, "You seem a little strange today, why do you keep asking me such hypothetical questions?" Do you know he's back? Otherwise, she wouldn't keep asking herself these questions, I don't know what is going on today, and she would always let herself answer them.
I think she is strange and suspicious, does she know something, and if she knows something, she can tell herself directly.
But she looks like this, and she doesn't know what she wants, and she has to guess her thoughts by herself, which makes her a little unpredictable.
"I'm just a little curious, I want to know, and nothing else." Of course, Ren Xiaoou couldn't directly tell him what he knew, after all, he only had some suspicions.
At this time, how to let myself tell her clearly that there are some things that really shouldn't be said. Even if she says it, she won't necessarily believe it, after all, such a thing is really hard to believe.
Before she was completely sure, how could she say it easily and make her sad. I knew that it would be difficult for her to get out of this paragraph, because her sisters naturally hoped that she could live a little better, and did not want to repeat the mistakes of the past and continue to enter a sad situation.
"I haven't thought about this question before, but I think if he really chooses to tell me that there is really something unspeakable, maybe I will choose to forgive, and it is not for no reason or making excuses, I think such a person is not worthy of my love at all." In the past, I was young and ignorant, and I could talk about it, but now I am no longer the original self, and I can distinguish between black and white.
If the other party really loves him, if there is something unspeakable about choosing to leave at the beginning, or if there is any hardship, you can think about it and forgive the other party, if you just blindly make excuses, then you don't need to think about it at all.
Because such a man is not worthy of his love at all, and he will not waste time and energy for him, people don't really love themselves, they want to live with themselves for the rest of their lives, just for fun and just for fun, so why bother, I couldn't understand it before, can't I understand it now?
After going through so many things, I believe that I can distinguish these things very clearly, so I will no longer be so stupid to believe the other party's rhetoric. You should have enough resolution to tell if the other person really loves you or if it's purely for fun.
With the change of time, he will also grow, and his current self is no longer the self he was back then, if he appears and explains the reason to himself, maybe he will really choose to forgive each other, after all, it is normal for lovers to break up, and he is not saying that he can't understand.
What I was angry about was that he left like this, without explaining anything, and after so many years, he didn't appear in his heart, and he always felt that there was always one answer missing. Why can't he tell himself that there is something unspeakable about this, or that if there is any bitterness, as long as he is willing to say so, he will forgive him, but him? disappeared for no reason, and inevitably made me think more about whether something happened back then, maybe he didn't exist at all.
In fact, I didn't want to think like this, but why didn't he appear in the past few years, so I had such a thought, thinking that he would not be in this world for a long time?
"What you said seems to be quite right, if the other party really has any hardships and has to leave, he can still forgive, if he is just making excuses and not admitting the mistakes that happened in the past, then such a person is really not worth believing and not worthy of forgiveness." I hope to be able to explain to him why he chose to leave in such a hurry in the first place, instead of blindly making excuses, and it is possible to get the other party's forgiveness.