Chapter 69: Tears of Tears
The fatigue of the day is not tired, and finally returned to the palace, just walked to the door of the Feng Palace, and saw the son sitting on the stone bench in the courtyard, and was playing the moon alone, with a cup of birds and flowers.
When I saw this, I waved my hand to retreat, and then quietly walked behind him, gently blindfolded his eyes with both hands, but he didn't say a word, only put the jade Xun on the stone table, and the melodious music was interrupted, and then he silently grabbed my hand upwards and pulled me over, "Why did you go for so long to worship the Shang Gong today?"
I turned to sit on his lap and watched him slowly speak, "Thank you." ”
"Thank me? Thank me for what?" He didn't know why I said it.
"Today, when I returned to the palace, I passed by the Shang Mansion, and I thought that it was already covered with a dense net, but I didn't want to, but it was still as clean and tidy as before." I don't know when it started, and I don't know what the reason was, but in the face of Childe, I've always been moved and mixed with a little guilt in my heart recently.
"So you mean it." He said with just a stroke.
"Tomorrow I want to go to the lonely house where my mother used to live and have a look again, do you want to go with me?" I asked him again.
"Okay, I'll go with you tomorrow!" He thought about it for a moment, but still agreed.
Following
After I woke up, Liu Er told me that the third watch of the son had risen, and the fourth watch went to the main hall to go to the morning court, and I only changed into the gauze skirt of the young lady of the family and waited for the son to go down in the palace.
"Niangniang, I didn't expect Niangniang to wear the gauze skirt of the young lady of the family is simply a fairy descending to earth!" Lai'er exclaimed in front of me.
"Your mouth, that's too exaggerated." As I spoke, I reached out and grabbed the meat from Lai'er's mouth, and said with a smile.
"Say what? So happy! "Childe only came in through the door, and walked as he went.
I only half-jumped and half-ran to Childe's side, picked him up and said, "No, Lai'er is talking!" ”
"But you're all set?" He muttered to me.
I just replied, "Well, I'm waiting for you." ”
The two of us glanced at each other, and walked hand in hand to the carriage that had been prepared outside the hall.
The new smoke is in the willows, the wanderer goes out of the city, the wind rises the pear blossoms, and the paper ash makes butterflies.
It's still the same courtyard, the same ruins, but the difference is the mood and feelings.
I had imagined my mother countless times in my mind, but now I was standing in my study, looking at the woman in the unfinished painting, and I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, "This is what my mother looks like." ”
After watching here, I walked slowly to the hall, knelt down in front of his spiritual seat, first kowtowed three times, and then solemnly gave him three pillars of incense as I did yesterday at my father's grave.
"Mother, it turns out that you are my mother, you know? When I was young, I always wondered what kind of person my mother was, and whenever I saw other children with my mother, I would wonder if if my mother would love me like this if she was still there, and she would go shopping with me, play with me, and talk to me in the boudoir," as I spoke, my voice trembled unconsciously, and I paused for a moment, and then confided in the spiritual position, "Do you know? How miserable is it for a child who has no mother since childhood, whenever I ask you in front of my father, my father's eyes are full of sadness, and I look at my father's appearance, although there are thousands of dead knots in my heart, I can't bear to ask again. ”
I have been depressed since I was a child, and today I finally told it sadly in my words, tears were rolling in my eyes, and Gongzi also knelt down in front of the spiritual seat, and held my hand in distress, "Don't worry, Li'er will have me from now on, and she will definitely not be wronged again." ”
I just looked sideways at him and said this, and for a moment, I threw myself into his arms and cried into tears.
If you are old with you, what more can you ask for?