Chapter 68: Qingming

After the vernal equinox, it is Qingming.

And the envoy of the southern city and his wife stayed in the palace for the night, and left the palace early the next morning.

"Niangniang, it seems that the Nancheng Patrol is also an understanding person." Liu Er helped me tidy up the hairpin ring in front of the mirror, and inadvertently said something.

"What's wrong?" I just looked at her and asked deliberately.

"Most people really don't have as much self-knowledge as he does." Liu Er smiled at me with a seemingly innocent smile.

I sighed lightly and only said, "Don't talk about the Nancheng Patrol, it's Qingming today, I'm going to go out of the palace to worship my father, and you go to Your Majesty to inform you." ”

Liu Er had to pack up the makeup box and go to the direction of the main hall.

An hour later, Lai'er and I were ready, just about to go out, Liu Er came back from outside and happened to meet us, so he saluted, "Niangniang, Your Majesty knows about this, and asked Niang'er to tell Niang Niang that there is something in the court, and she can't accompany her, but she will send a team of secret guards to protect Niangniang." ”

After I listened, I nodded and explained, "Today's Qingming worship, Lai'er can accompany me to go with me, and you can take care of all the things in the palace with Xiao Lizi in the Fengdian Palace." ”

"Mother, the carriage and horses are ready." Lai'er leaned out the door and walked quickly to me.

After Lai'er and I got into the car, Liu'er and Xiao Lizi knelt down and sent them to the carriage and left.

The sound of the car is harmonious all the way, the willow color ends in the city green, the wind is bright and the day is bright, and there are many cemeteries on the mountain.

Recalling the past, scene by scene, flashed in front of my eyes, although I now understand that I am not my father's biological daughter, but in my heart he is still a loving father, because he has always given me the best fatherly love.

Standing quietly in front of his father's monument, Lai'er will enshrine the melon and fruit incense burner and other things prepared in the palace earlier, and after respectfully offering incense, I knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times, and couldn't help but shed tears, "Father, my daughter is fine now, don't worry, you should be fine there." ”

Lai'er knelt beside me and said with tears in her eyes, "Niangniang take care of the phoenix body, Shanggong must be very good." ”

"Father, the daughter already knows that you are not the biological father, but the father will always be the father of the daughter, and no one can change this." I said firmly to the cold tombstone.

Speaking of tears, this feeling is like tearing open a scabbed wound.

Before I knew it, it was already sunset, and Lai'er helped me up and said, "Niangniang, it's getting late, go back!" ”

"Hmm." I took a deep breath and walked towards the carriage, looking back at each step three times, not reluctantly, saying goodbye to myself, I don't know when I will see my father again!

On the way back to the palace, passing by the Shang Mansion, I called to stop, but only dared to lift the curtain and look, in fact, from that night and the son in the Tianxiang Pavilion to the present, although a lot of things have happened during this period, but in fact, the years and months are not long away, at that time how glorious the family, how rich, and now, but have disappeared, things are not people!

Thinking about it again, Lai'er poured me a glass of water in the car, and only said to me, "Niangniang, when Your Majesty first entered Jinling, he had already sent someone to clean up the Shang Mansion, and someone would come to tidy it up every month, so Niangniang didn't have to sigh about it." ”

My heart moved, and then I was full of wonder, and I only asked Lai'er, "Really?" How do you know?"

"Niangniang is relieved, of course it's true, Lai'er only knew about it because she was also one of the people who was sent to clean at that time, and then again, if she hadn't been sent to serve Niangniang, maybe Lai'er would have continued to sweep the house." Lai Er explained to me.

I took a sip of water, only forced my face and muttered, "Those who know my heart, Childe also." ”

Qingming is really not a good day, causing people to feel sad and sad, full of melancholy, and helpless!