Chapter 15: Discord
"But I'm married." Huang Siyao said, "I can't leave Zhang Haifei, you know. ”
"Why not?" Du Wancheng shouted, "Zhang Haifei is useless to you!" He lives entirely in his own world. ”
Huang Siyao felt that what he said was really good. But she also felt Du Wancheng's selfishness.
"Aren't all men living in their own world? Are there any men who are not selfish? She asked.
"Selfish? More or less somewhat, I admit. Men have to do this to get their way. The question is what kind of time a man can give a woman. Will he be able to make her happy? If he can't, he has no rights over this woman! ”
Du Wancheng paused, stared at her, and added, "I was able to give a woman the good time she asked for. I can guarantee it. ”
"What kind of good times?" Huang Siyao asked, as if she was waiting for a surprise, of course she just looked at the surprise, but in fact, she didn't feel anything.
"All sorts of good times! Beautiful clothes, shiny jewelry, any nightlife you like, meet whoever you want to meet, all kinds of trips. Everywhere you go, you're respected! ”
He said triumphantly, Huang Siyao looked at him, as if surprised, but in fact he didn't feel anything.
These high-sounding promises he gave her did not touch her heart in the slightest.
He didn't understand women at all. In normal times, Du Wancheng's words would make Huang Siyao excited. At this point, however, she did not react. She just sat and stared, feeling nothing but the extremely unpleasant smell of copper.
Du Wancheng leaned forward in his chair as if he were on pins and needles, staring at her with an almost hysterical look.
Was he desperately expecting her to say yes out of vanity? Or was it terrified that she would really say yes?
"I'll have to think about it." She said, "I can't answer you now, maybe in your opinion, Zhang Haifei is irrelevant, but he is really important." If you think about how much he needs his disability, he can't do without me......"
"Oh, my God! If a person wants to take advantage of his incompetence, I can also say how lonely I am. ”
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In the evening, Du Wancheng said to Huang Siyao: "Come to my room today, okay?" ”
"Okay!" She said.
That night, he was a more excited person, and as fragile as a little boy.
Huang Siyao found that it was impossible for her to reach her critical moment before he was really done.
After he was done, she had to continue, and he, with all his will, heroically kept straight, staying with her until she realized her peak moment.
He said softly in a mocking voice, "Can't you reach the top at the same time as the man, you have to control it!" ”
It was his few words that caused the biggest shock in her life.
"What do you mean?" Huang Siyao said.
"You know what I mean. I'm done, you're not done yet, it's going to take hours. ”
Just as she was in a state of utter pleasure that words could not express, and she developed a certain love for this man, she was stunned by this sudden cruel words
These words were the most brutal blow Huang Siyao had ever received in her life, and she was defeated. Something inside of her had been killed. She didn't really want Du Wancheng so much, she didn't want him until he picked things up.
It seems that she never took the initiative to ask for him. But once he started, she felt it was natural to be with him to reach her own peak. She almost fell in love with him because of this, and that night she almost fell in love with him and wished to marry him.
Maybe he instinctively sensed it, so he had to crush the whole show, destroy the mirage. All her affection for him, or all men, in that regard vanished overnight. She completely parted ways with his life, as if he had never existed.
She continues to live lifelessly. Now there is nothing left but the so-called complete life depicted by Zhang Haifei, only the long life together of two people who are accustomed to staying under each other's roof.
Accepting the reality of life seems to be the sole purpose of life. All those hectic and important little things come together to make up this great reality!