Why can't men and women really like each other these days? When Tang He came to Huizhou one day, Huang Siyao asked Tang He how much he was her guide.

"They really loved it! I don't think there has been a period since the creation of humanity when men and women liked each other as much as they do today. True love! Personally, I really like women more than men. They are braver, and we can be more comfortable with them. ”

Huang Siyao pondered.

"Hehe, yes, but you've never had anything to do with a woman!" Huang Siyao said.

"I didn't? So what am I doing right now, just having a sincere small talk with a woman? ”

"Well, small talk." Huang Siyao was thoughtful.

"If you're a man, what else can I do but talk to you completely and honestly?" Tang asked rhetorically.

"Maybe not. But a woman ......"

"A woman needs to understand, she needs someone to communicate with her. At the same time, she needs someone to spoil her, love him, and let her. In my opinion, these two things are mutually exclusive. Tang He said.

"Not necessarily, they shouldn't be mutually exclusive!"

Huang Siyao thought for a while and said, "Men can love women and communicate with their hearts. I couldn't figure out how men could love them without talking, being friendly, being intimate. How could they do that? ”

"Well," said Don River, "I don't know. I am a special case where I only know my own situation. I like women, but I don't want to go deep into them, and in my opinion it's a desire, a desire that should be controlled, and this desire makes communication and exchange very simple. I love talking and communicating with them. Conversation, though it made me intimate in one direction, in the matter of kissing, definitely separated me from them a hundred and eight thousand miles. You know what I mean! But don't take me as a general example, maybe I'm just a special case. I belong to the kind of man who likes women, but doesn't pursue them, and that's a desire. If they force me to pretend to be in love, or to pretend to be glue, I'll hate them. ”

"But doesn't that make you feel sad?"

"Why be sad? I'm not sad at all! I looked at Mei Lee Kwang and the men who were venting their hormones everywhere. I don't envy them at all! If fate gives me the woman I need, that's great. But I never knew which woman I wanted, and I never saw one. Alas, I think I'm too cold; But I do like women. ”

"Do you like me, then?"

"Loved it! You see, there's no question of kissing between us, is there? ”

"It really doesn't exist," Ms. Huang said, "but shouldn't it exist?" ”

"I like Zhang Haifei, but if I kiss him in the past, how would you feel?"

"However, there is a fundamental difference in this."

"As far as we are concerned, there is no difference. We are all rational and judgmental people, whether we are male or female. I just don't want our conversation to go sour. I can make it taste too, but that's not what you and I want. ”

"I'd hate that."

"Well, let me tell you, if I were a man through and through, I wouldn't have been able to meet such a woman. But I don't feel lonely without her, I just like women. Who would force me to love or pretend to love them, to play games with men and women? ”

"No, I wouldn't be like that. Isn't that a bit of a problem, though? ”

"You might feel that way, but I don't."

"Yes, I feel that something is not right between men and women. Women are no longer attractive to men. Tang He said.

"Does a man do he have a woman?" She thought for a moment.

"Not much." She said honestly.

"Then let's leave this alone, we just need to get along with each other decently and simply like people. Those contrived primal impulses, it, I hate these things! ”

Huang Siyao knew that he was indeed right. However, his words made her feel so hopeless, hopeless and confused. She felt like a straw in a bleak pond, what was her point? What's the point of anything?

It was her youth that rebelled. The men were old and cold. Everything looks so old, so cold. Du Wancheng is so disappointing again, he is useless. These men don't want women. Hmph, they just don't really want a woman, not even Du Wancheng.

And the men who pretend to want women, the guys who think in the lower body, they're terrible.

It's pathetic, and you still have to deal with it. It's true that men don't really have any real charm for women anymore. If you can deceive yourself and think that they are still attractive, just like Huang Siyao deceived herself and had illusions about Du Wancheng, then you have done your best.

Yet at the same time, you are just alive and living with nothing. She now understands exactly why people are throwing cocktail parties and dancing until they are exhausted. Because you have to let your youth vent in one way or another. Otherwise, it will devour you.

How terrible this youth is! You feel old, but this youth is restless, and you are not at peace. What a cruel life! There is no future! She almost wanted to really keep up with Du Wancheng, so that her life could become a cocktail party and a jazz night. In any case, it is much better than wasting your time and waiting to go to the grave.

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On a bad day, she went for a walk alone in the woods, walking with great effort, not paying attention to anything, not even knowing where she was. A gunshot not far away woke her up and sparked her nameless fire.

Then, as she walked forward, she heard a voice and stepped back. Someone? She didn't want to meet anyone. But her sensitive ears caught another voice, and she became alert that it was a child sobbing. She immediately paid attention to the fact that someone was beating a child.

She staggered down the wet driveway, furious, ready to have a hard time.