Seeing this situation, I have to sigh to myself, why are emotional things so difficult, how uncomfortable it feels to be when you love each other but can't be together.

It would be great if you could be brave enough to be with each other regardless of anything, but sometimes you can't be so ruthless and unjust, and you always have to worry about other things, even saying that you are worried about the person you love, and you don't want to cause him trouble, and you don't want to cause trouble for him.

In this way, it will inevitably be a lot harder, and I obviously love him but I can't show it too obviously. even said that at this time, he had to deceive himself, saying to himself that he just wanted him to come over to consume, not to think about him.

Why bother? Don't you feel hard, don't you feel tired? It's okay to deceive herself, but does she really want to deceive herself?

In fact, there is really no need for her to be so strong in front of herself, there is no need to hide her emotions like this, because she will not laugh at her, no matter what choice she makes, she will support her choice.

I knew these words, but I didn't dare to say too much to her, for fear that it would cause her sadness, since it was her choice, why should I interfere too much, let her make her own decisions about this kind of thing, just support her silently on the side.

It's really inconvenient for herself to talk about this kind of thing, and it's not convenient to meddle, let her figure it out for herself. Because in front of herself, she is embarrassed to admit it, so in front of others, it is even more impossible for her to admit it, because she clearly knows the beginning and end of everything, and knows what she thinks in her heart, but she doesn't want to hide it when facing herself, let alone facing other people.

Ren Xiaoou really wanted to tell her that there was no need to do this, what kind of person she was, what kind of thoughts she had, in fact, she knew very well, so there was no need to deceive herself, there was no need to deceive herself just now.

What to do in the end, in fact, the key depends on her, she can't control her thoughts at all, she thinks about these things more thoroughly than herself.

"You can deceive me, but can you deceive your own heart? Actually, you don't need to talk to me too much about this kind of thing, it's your business, you can do it yourself, but I will support you no matter what. Ren Xiaoou told her very bluntly that no matter what she thought, she wouldn't say anything.

I really can't interfere in emotional matters, I still want to see her happy, in fact, I want to persuade her to open a little, don't care about the difference in status, I feel that I am happy with him, and she also loves herself, so it is enough for two people to live happily together.

But how do you say these words yourself? Even if she says it herself, she may not be able to listen to it. She has a hurdle in her heart, which she can't get over by herself, and she can't help herself.

It's just that I hope that the choices she made will not be regretted in the future, and she will not regret them in the future. Emotional matters are best known only to the person concerned, and others can't understand that feeling at all, just like when you face your own feelings, isn't it the same? So far, I haven't given him the answer he wants, just because I also have a hurdle in my heart, which I can't get over.

When everyone faces feelings, they have their own worries and their own thoughts, in fact, these are not impossible to figure out, nor is it that they can't see through, sometimes they really have to care about certain things.

For example, what he cares about is that his family is hurt, and he is afraid that his family will dislike his family, and that his background is not noble enough to be worthy of his family. Or maybe it's what it's like to climb a high branch, but in the end it's just your parents who are being talked about.

About this, in fact, I still don't like it very much, because these have nothing to do with my parents at all, and they shouldn't be affected to fall in love with him, it's a matter between myself and him, if you get married, it's not that simple, this involves two families.

No matter what, I can't let my family be affected, no matter what people say about themselves, they won't have any opinions, and they will accept it humbly, but this matter is related to their own family members who can't bear it.

Ren Xiaoou also has his own bottom line, what people say about him, he can not refute it, let them say whatever he wants, but only his own family, he can't let them bully like this.

If his happiness is to sacrifice his family, then he would rather not have such happiness, even if he gets that he really marries into a wealthy family, but he will not be really happy, his parents will always be trampled under their feet, and they will not be able to raise their heads for the rest of their lives, and they will even point at Sang and scold Huai.

This result is really not what I want, I can only say that everyone cares about things differently, and they have their own people and things they want to protect.

So so far, haven't you been confused, and you haven't been dragging your feet and don't want to give each other an answer? One is that he is reluctant to let go of him, and the other is that he feels that he has given so much, can he really let go? Won't you have regrets?

It is because of this contradiction in my heart that I know that my thoughts are very contradictory and selfish, but I really don't want to separate him so easily, and it is not easy to find someone who really loves me in the future, and I also know that it is very difficult, even if the other party really loves me, it is not necessarily the person I love the most.

After missing it, there is no turning back, so at this time, I am still entangled, and I am also depressed, what choice I have to make so that I will not leave regrets and my family will not be hurt.

Shu Yixin just looked at Ren Xiaoou and didn't say much, in fact, what he said was quite reasonable, and he could understand the meaning of her words, he could deceive the world, but could he really deceive himself?

Is it really necessary for yourself to do something like this? Is it really good to deceive yourself? It's not that I don't know in my heart, and it's not that I can't figure it out this day, but I always feel that something is missing.

Obviously, I can be happy with him, but I can ignore the others, why should I worry so much? The people around him want to be with him, because everyone can see that he cares about him and likes him, if the two of them are together, they will definitely be happy, why there must be so many troubles annoying themselves.

After a while, he slowly regained his voice and said lightly, "Actually, I don't want to deceive myself like this, but I think this is a way to protect myself, and in the end I find that this is a ridiculously stupid one." "Yes, it's really ridiculous to think about it now, I thought I could convince myself to say this, but in the end I realized that everything was just self-deception.

"I know it's going to be very difficult for you, everyone has their own concerns, and I don't want to push you, but I think you should pursue your own happiness no matter what." Other people's eyes really don't care too much, and they can't care too much, the only thing they can care about is their own feelings.

"But can I really do that? It's really okay to be so selfish that you don't care about anything. Shu Yixin was still a little swaying from side to side, and he couldn't make up his mind, after all, he had never done these things himself.

"How can you know if you can't do without trying? Actually, you can really be brave. "Each other is affectionate and righteous, it's not that Luohua is intentionally ruthless, the two of them really like it, so what's wrong with being together?

I haven't taken that step yet, how do I know that the ending must be negative if I haven't tried it, in fact, there is really no need to worry too much about moving forward bravely, as for what will happen in the future, then solve it later.

Shu Yixin also felt that his heart was really chaotic at this moment, and he didn't know what choice he was going to make next, he didn't show up these days, in fact, he made his heart very uneasy, because he couldn't grasp his true thoughts, and he didn't know if he was hurt by his own actions.

Since he quarreled with him that day, he hasn't been there, he hasn't called himself, he hasn't sent himself a message or anything, in short, everything is nothing, there is no clue. In fact, sometimes I will inevitably worry about him. What are you busy with now? I don't have time to come over, is there really something busy?

He said before that he was busy with things during this period of time, so he didn't have time to teach himself to study, so sometimes he was wondering, is there something tricky around him, so he doesn't have time to come to him?

Sometimes I will inevitably worry in my heart, but even if I am worried, he does not dare to do anything, so I say that my thoughts are contradictory and selfish, in fact, I can take the initiative to call him, take the initiative to send him a message or take the initiative to greet him, whether something happened to him, but I always feel that when facing him, I don't know what to say, and that atmosphere is a little embarrassing.

In fact, these are just what I think, and some words are not as difficult as I imagined, such as caring about him, because he really cared about himself before, and he taught himself a lot. At this time, it is reasonable for me to care about him appropriately and see if something is wrong.