I know this, but sometimes I just don't know what to do, and I just can't let go of my mentality. I'd rather drag it out like this than take action. Think about it, sometimes your own ideas are really terrible.

After Ren Xiaoou finished speaking, he didn't stay long, after all, there were other things to be busy, and the reason why he said those words to himself was just out of concern for himself, and he saw that his expression was a little wrong, so he said these words.

Now that everything that should be said has been said, then there is no need to face herself all the time, maybe she feels that she doesn't speak like this, and she has a straight face, in fact, she is afraid that saying too much will make her heart more sad, it is better not to say anything, it is better to be silent.

After all, if some things can be thought out by herself, she doesn't need to say more at all, everyone is not a child facing emotional matters, and they are no longer as young as they were five years ago. Now that everyone is an adult, it's time to talk about marriage, and it's reasonable to talk about feelings.

It's just that in the face of the person he loves, in the face of his identity, and then comparing his identity, I always feel that it is a big difference, and I always feel that I will cause trouble to him and drag him down.

Shu Yixin took a look at the coffee book house, there didn't seem to be any guests, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't been to an orphan for a long time, and he was in a bad mood at this time and wanted to go there for a walk.

"There are no guests at this time, and I want to go back to the orphanage." Maybe for me, that place can make me feel at ease, can make my mind calmer, and make it more convenient for me to think about things.

"Go ahead, it's okay to go for a walk, but you have to pay attention to safety on the road." Ren Xiaoou may be worried about her current situation, afraid that she will not concentrate and what accidents will happen on the way.

"Don't worry, it's okay, I'll be optimistic about myself, and I won't let any accidents happen." Although his spirit is not very good, he still knows that he must take care of himself and not let himself be hurt, and if he is hurt in any way, he will only suffer in the end.

"Hmm." Ren Xiaoou didn't have any reason to keep her, she actually wanted him to go out for a walk, after all, she stayed and didn't do anything, seeing this, she would only make herself feel more sad.

So, Shu Yixin and Ren Xiaoou briefly talked about it, she wanted to go to the orphanage, and said that she would come back soon.

If Ren Xiaoou hadn't stopped her, but asked her to be careful and pay attention to safety, she would have watched here.

There are no guests at all, she is in a bad mood at this time, it is good to let her go out for a walk, and it is actually quite depressing to stay here all the time, and it can be seen that there are many things in her heart that have not been resolved.

When she is in a bad mood, she also wants to go out for a walk, so at this time, she can understand his mood, she wants to go out for a walk, let her go for a walk, maybe going out can make her think about some things clearly.

There are even times when I have an impulsive idea of going out and seeing the outside world, and by the way, I can let myself go away so that I can better think about other things.

"Why did you come back all of a sudden, don't you have to go to work?" When the dean saw her, he asked a little strangely.

Because normally, she should be busy in her coffee book shop at this time, and it is impossible for her to appear here, so it is still a little strange for her to suddenly appear here.

In fact, I was still a little worried about her, if there was nothing going on, how could she suddenly run back, the reason why she came back at this time should be something happened.

"That's because I miss you, and the coffee book house is not so busy, so I'll come and take a look, "Only here can I completely calm down my mood, this is a place for me to grow up, and it is also a good place for me to heal."

"I thought there was something, otherwise, how could I suddenly come back and not make a phone call before." Dean Han was still a little worried when she saw her come back suddenly, although she said so, but she could also see that she thought that there was something, as for what it was, it depended on whether she was willing to say it.

"There's really nothing going on, I'm not too busy at work, and I think I haven't been back for a while, so I'll come and have a look today." In any case, this is the place where I grew up, the place I rely on, and the only place I want to go is here.

"Come in and sit down." Dean Han beckoned Yixin and asked her to come in and sit down.

After entering, I poured her a cup of tea very considerately, and after letting her sit down, she slowly spoke.

"Is the work going well lately? Did you encounter any difficulties. Although she is now leaving her side and starting to work independently, no matter how she says, she has seen her since she was a child, and she still has feelings, and if she sees her, she will still ask her about her recent situation.

The children who go out from here are also their own children, in fact, they can't really rest assured, but because of the living conditions, even if they don't worry about themselves, they have to let them go out to live.

"There are basically no problems on the work side, maybe I am slowly getting started, and now, it's pretty good." Shu Yixin didn't say much about learning from others, but just said that the current situation of the coffee book house is indeed much better than before.

"There is no problem at work, so how is the matter of finding family members now, and is there any progress?" She was brought up by herself, so she also knows that her heart is really eager to see her family one day and be able to reunite with her family.

Before, she would often come back to talk to herself about her work and life, but it's a little strange lately, she hasn't come back for a long time, it seems that she should be very busy with work, so she doesn't have much time.

Shu Yixin glanced at Dean Han and said softly, "Where is it so simple, it doesn't mean that you can find it if you want to, so far, there are still no clues at all." "This kind of thing depends on fate, it's not something you can find if you want to find it, it's not as simple as you think.

Anyway, for this kind of thing, I can be regarded as open, and there is not so much reluctance, if I can really find my family, I am happy to accept such a result, if I can't find myself, I don't have much feeling.

"Hey, what you said is quite reasonable, this kind of thing really depends on fate, and it is not something that you can find if you want to find it, so you don't have to be too nervous, you don't have to take it too seriously, just let it be." In the vast sea of people, it is indeed not so easy to find your family, because if it were so easy to find, you would not have waited for so many years.

I believe that her family has been looking for her all along, but they have never found her, and the two of them can only miss it like this. Seeing her like this, she still felt quite distressed, if she could find a family reunion, it would be great.

"You've been waiting for so many years, and you don't know when you'll be able to wait for them, hey!" When the dean said this, he also felt particularly helpless.

"There is no need to force this kind of thing, if we have a fate, we will meet sooner or later." And at this time, there is no such fate between each other, so even after so long, they still haven't found each other.

"It's really embarrassing for you, you obviously want it so much, but you can't get it." When I think of this, I really feel sorry for her.

"Don't worry, I've seen this kind of thing, so I won't think too much about it, and I'll go with the flow, but I can tell you good news, Dean, Lin Ya has been found by her family." Although he said that his family had not yet found him, he did not compromise with himself.

I will still wait for the day with anticipation, I believe that God will not be so cruel to me, that day will definitely come, but sooner or later, so I can really wait, no matter at any time, as long as I can let myself and my family meet, I will be satisfied.

"Is this true? When was it happening? Has her family really found her? When Dean Han heard her say these words, he was really happy for her, and asked a few questions in a row.

"It's what happened recently, her family has found her, if there is no accident, she will move back home in a while, then I am really the only one left." After all, I have found my family, of course, I have to move back to live with my family, and I can finally get rid of this identity after being an orphan for so many years.

"It's good to be able to reunite with your family, and now it's finally come true, and it's good to live with your family, but after she moves out, isn't it just you?" Before, when the two of them were together, they said that they had company, but now that she is alone, will she feel even more lonely?

The two of them still say that they have company together, and they can share it when they encounter something, but if Lin Ya moves away and she is the only one left, then how will she live her life in the future?

"Actually, there's nothing, and I'll get used to it slowly, after all, one day she will be separated from me, I can't say that we'll always live together like this in this life, she has to get married or something, so that day will come sooner or later, but now it's a little earlier than expected." Shu Yixin didn't think there was anything, after all, she felt that sooner or later there would be a day, as long as she got used to it. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.