Chapter 393: Different Pressures

This is the warmth that I am missing, since I was a child, I have always longed to have a home, I have always longed to have warmth, but in the end I don't seem to get it, and at this moment, I suddenly feel that I have someone who cares about me next to me, and I will also send myself the warmth I want.

It's not that there is no one who really cares about oneself on one's own side, but sometimes they are ignored by oneself and do not use their hearts to discover it, so they have such an illusion, in fact, it is not the case at all, one's own side (身shēn) side is still a person who cares about oneself.

Through this incident, I also made myself understand that I need to pay more attention to the people and things around me, so that I can find out who really cares about me.

On the surface, he seems to be an orphan, only one person is alone, in fact, this is not the case, in fact, there is no shortage of people who really care about him, such as him, for example, grandfather, as well as Ren Xiaoou and Lin Ya, each of them has a different way, but they have a common purpose, they all care about themselves.

It can only be said that everyone's expression is different, so it's not that they don't care about themselves, in fact, it's just that the form of expression is different, but as long as you find it with your heart, you can still feel that they care about themselves.

"It's rare for us to be lazy today, so we can walk a little more and go back." Shu Yixin didn't know what to say to him, and he could only change the topic at this moment.

There are really not many opportunities like this time, so you should cherish it. I don't know if there will be such an opportunity in the future, but I don't want to miss it when I have it in front of me.

It doesn't matter if you're greedy or selfish. Shu Yixin admitted everything, at this moment, she did have such thoughts, she didn't want to think too much else, she just wanted to take a good walk with him, that's all.

"Well, to be honest, I haven't been walking here for a long time, and I even said that I went back in a hurry every time." In the past, when I came to the playground to play, I couldn't play for half a day at all, just played, and then went back early, because for myself, there was no interest at all.

If she hadn't said today that she wanted to come to the playground, she wouldn't have been able to come here, so she didn't know what to do around here. She happened to have time, and she was by her own side again, so let's go out for a walk together, anyway, I don't lack this time.

"At that time, didn't you like to play in the playground, why did you go back in a hurry every time, or did you say that you were in a hurry?" Shu Yixin didn't quite understand the meaning of his words, according to the reason, children should especially like to go to the playground to play, always feel that everything in the playground is very fun, and after coming to the playground, the whole person will become very happy.

Listening to what he said just now, it seemed that he didn't seem to like coming to the playground very much, but didn't he accompany him all day today without a single complaint

So all the factors, I always feel that he said this sentence a little strangely, and it seems that he doesn't quite understand. At this time, he should ask more, maybe he is just for himself, so he will accompany him all day, and there is no complaint until the end.

When I think of the playground, I will feel very happy, but why is he different from ordinary children?

"Actually, I'm not in a hurry, at that time, for me, the playground really didn't have much fun, probably because I came here often, and I was tired of playing." He Yuhe glanced at her, thought for a moment, and replied softly.

Now I don't know what kind of mentality it was at the beginning, maybe I wasn't a playful child, I wasn't so interested in playing, I was more like a nerd at that time, and I liked to indulge in the ocean of books.

"You're fine, those projects can still be played, for myself, I've always been very eager to come, but I have never been able to come." Sure enough, it's different people, with different ideas, and different treatments.

I should also know that there is indeed a big gap between me and him. So what he has always longed to have, he has long been tired of playing, it doesn't matter at all, and there is nothing important (sex xg) at all.

So there will be a gap between yourself and him for a simple matter (love qg), not to mention anything else, you can only tell yourself, don't think too much, it's good to be able to maintain the status quo.

After all, he is not such a greedy person, in fact, he is already very good to himself, he has got a lot of what he wants to have, today he can help himself realize these dreams, he is very grateful to him, so the rest of himself does not dare to expect too much.

"I can only say that everyone has their own different position, have their own sorrows, maybe you will feel particularly envious of me, feel that I was tired of playing all the projects of the playground when I was very young, but you have always hoped that you can come to the playground to play, but there has never been a chance, so at this point, there is a gap between us, but in other aspects, I have to admit that there will be a lot of gaps between us, such as the childhood you easily have, but it is rare for me to have." I can only tell him that everyone is in a different position and has their own things to do, so don't envy other people.

It's not just that she envies her own life, in fact, many times, she also envies their life, and thinks about their carefree childhood, but it's not that she can get it by envying her, and their thoughts are actually the same, but the form and method are different.

She is very envious of her ability to live when she was a child, often come to the playground to play, and she is not particularly interested in everything here, but she ignores it, in fact, she is also very envious of her childhood, she can live a carefree life, without too much burden and pressure.

I can only explain it this way, everyone has different experiences and has their own things to bear (love qg), so there is no need to envy others.

Different family environments have different pressures and burdens. It's not as simple as you think on the surface, and there are some things you don't expect at all.

"You're right, everyone has their own position, their own ideas, and their own difficulties." Shu Yixin can also understand the meaning of his words, and at the same time does not deny that he envies him, but sometimes, he will also envy himself.

I can only sigh like this at this moment, God is fair to everyone, close a door, but at the same time, it will also open a window for you. In short, don't sigh or complain about the unfairness of fate, in fact, it should be (quite tg) fair, but you think from a different angle.

"It's right that you can think like this, I'm really scared, you can't figure it out, I think God is too unfair to you." He Yuhe may be a little worried about her, so he is very careful every time he speaks, and does not compare his past experience with her.

There is really nothing to compare with these things recently, no matter what things (love qg) are compared, there will always be results, there will always be wins and losses, so why bother

"I couldn't figure out these truths when I was very young, so there is nothing to complain about, only to live hard." But at this moment, I haven't figured it out, so I won't live so optimistically, I don't know what it will be like or be compassionate.

In the face of reality, I still think very thoroughly, only by myself is the best for myself, and it is superfluous to think so much about others.

"It can be seen that you have thought about many things (love qg) very clearly, and you have thought through it very thoroughly, and I am glad that you can figure it out, so that you can have such an optimistic (sexual) personality." If she weren't like this, maybe she wouldn't have cared at all, and she wouldn't have looked at her differently.

Because she's such a person (sex xg), it's exactly what she is missing, and she has always hoped that she can live a little more optimistically, be able to be a little free, and even forget what happened in the past (love qg), but in the end, I found that I couldn't do it at all.

And her optimistic personality (sex xg) is deeply attracted to herself, unconsciously indulging herself in it, and she can't extricate herself deeply.

"I can only say that all this is completely the situation ((forcing bi)bi), in fact, I don't want to do this, but there is no way to do it." If you say that there are other ways and other options, maybe you will not choose to do this, because you have no other choice, even if you know that you can't complete it, you can only do it.

Shu Yixin doesn't think there's anything bad about her current (love qg) situation, on the contrary, she thinks it's not bad (quite tg). No matter how you say it, I feel content with the status quo, and it's still (quite tg) good.

"Although that's the case, it also depends on your thoughts, and many people will have a bias in their thinking, leading to extreme (sexuality)." He Yuhe has seen a lot of such people, and his thinking is deviated.

I'm glad that I know her, it's not like this, there is no deviation in thinking, and she won't do anything extreme.

In short, at present, he is really (quite tg) good. Although there is only one person's life, it is also tasteful, never complains, and works hard.

"Those are just a few people, it's not that everyone is like this, in fact, sometimes I also think it's easy to walk into a dead end, I can't get out, and some things (love qg) will make people fall into magic if they think too much." I haven't experienced such a thought.