Chapter 59: How are you and Jian Xiu?
Shen Yan stood opposite Jian Xiu, staring at him with a pair of eyes, desperate to hear an answer from his mouth, but compared to her, Jian Xiu seemed too indifferent, like a calm water surface, without a trace of fluctuation.
"Don't you already know?" Jian Xiu looked at her calmly and spoke slowly.
And this sentence was like a knife, stabbing Shen Yan's heart fiercely.
In an instant, she seemed to be back to three years ago, to the moment that broke her heart......
Jian Xiu agreed to be with Shen Yan at the end of the second semester of his freshman year, because of Xu Jin'an's confession, the hopeless love that Shen Yan thought was suddenly revived.
For a long time, Shen Yan had an unrealistic feeling, if it weren't for Jian Xiu really being by her side, she would definitely feel like she was in a dream.
Jian Xiu became her boyfriend, but in the face of Jian Xiu, Shen Yan always had a feeling of insincerity and trepidation, she didn't dare to ask Du Ruosheng, she didn't even dare to take the initiative to take his hand, let alone take the initiative to give him a hug.
Shen Yan, who used to be reckless, after getting the love he wanted, carefully put away his sharp edges and became timid and cautious.
And Jian Xiu, I don't know if he didn't notice Shen Yan's panic, or if he saw it but chose to turn a blind eye, in short, even if they were together, Jian Xiu never said a word of liking to her, let alone took the initiative to explain Du Ruosheng's question to her.
The two became boyfriend and girlfriend, but it seemed to be even more awkward than before.
And Xu Jin'an also completely disappeared into Shen Yan's life, he was avoiding Shen Yan, and Shen Yan never went to him again, for Shen Yan, her friend Xu Jin'an was a friend she wanted to maintain for a lifetime, but Xu Jin'an, who liked her, Shen Yan had no way to face it.
Because she knows the bitterness of liking a person who doesn't like her, she doesn't want Xu Jin'an to repeat her path, her estrangement is the best way to treat Xu Jin'an, so that he will one day forget his liking for her, she thinks, if one day he really doesn't like her, they may be able to be friends again.
Shen Yan never saw Du Ruosheng again, and Du Ruosheng, who used to always be with Jian Xiu, also seemed to have disappeared suddenly.
In short, in the world of Shen Yan and Jian Xiu, it seems that all of a sudden, only each other is left.
It wasn't until the beginning of her sophomore year that Shen Yan saw Du Ruosheng again, and now Du Ruosheng seems to be a little different from before, she used to dress very plainly, and her personality seemed a little cringe, so even if she had a good face, she was still not very eye-catching.
But now Du Ruosheng is wearing a valuable dress, with light makeup on her face, her eyes are confident and beautiful, and there is a man standing next to her, Shen Yan happens to know him, he is a famous playboy in their department, and the only advantage is probably that he is very rich.
Shen Yan's gaze turned around the two of them, and then he quietly withdrew his gaze and smiled at Du Ruosheng, "Long time no see." ”
Du Ruosheng also looked at her and smiled slowly, "It's been a long time." ”
The man beside her looked at Shen Yan with a fiery gaze, "Shen Yan? Such a coincidence? Then he raised his eyebrows slightly at Du Ruosheng, looking dissolute, "Ruosheng, do you know?" ”
Shen Yan's face is not very good-looking, this person once chased her, but was driven away by Xu Jin'an, now it seems that he should be Du Ruosheng's boyfriend, but in front of Du Ruosheng, he looked at her with such a straightforward and hot eye, which made people very uncomfortable.
Shen Yan's face was not good-looking, and Du Ruosheng's face was naturally not good, but he still forced himself to squeeze out a smile, "Count me as acquaintance, you go over there and wait for me first, I want to say a few words to her." ”
Seeing that Du Ruosheng was not very happy, the man pursed his lips, "Don't let me wait too long." After speaking, he glanced at Shen Yan again, and then left slightly unwillingly.
As soon as the man left, Du Ruosheng's face showed a smile again, and then he took a few steps towards Shen Yan, "How is it developing with Jian Xiu?" ”
Shen Yan pursed her lips, if she hadn't seen the intimacy between Du Ruosheng and Jian Xiu, and when she saw Du Ruosheng mentioning Jian Xiu with such a calm attitude, she would definitely think that what Du Ruosheng said was just an insignificant passer-by on the side of the road.
Shen Yan didn't answer her words, but asked, "That ...... just now Is it your boyfriend? ”
Du Ruosheng shrugged his shoulders, "Doesn't it look like it?" As soon as she moved, the diamond necklace that had been in her clothes was suddenly revealed.
Shen Yan's eyes stared at the 1-carat diamond, and said lightly, "You don't seem to have changed quite the same." ”
Du Ruosheng smiled, "Really? I feel the same way, I'm better than before, and I feel happy now. ”
“…… It's good if you're happy. Shen Yan didn't say anything more.
But Du Ruosheng didn't seem to be too satisfied with this kind of conversation, so the topic went around and returned to the starting point, "What about you?" You haven't said how you and Jian Xiu are? I haven't seen him in a while, too. ”
Shen Yan smiled, "We're fine too." After a pause, I don't know what kind of mentality, she added, "Jian Xiu is very good to me." ”
"That's right." Du Ruosheng didn't seem to have much reaction to Shen Yan's words, but just said with a smile, "Then I'll rest assured, after all, ...... At that time, Brother Xiu suddenly confessed, I rejected him, and I was worried that he would be sad because of this, but I didn't expect your appearance to fill the gap. ”
Shen Yan was stunned, it turned out that Jian Xiu's confession was rejected that day...... No wonder, no wonder he suddenly chose to accept her, no wonder he accepted her but never said love, at this moment, everything seemed to have an answer.
Shen Yan couldn't tell what she was like, it stands to reason that she should feel pain, but at the same time, she felt a trace of peace of mind, the peace of mind that everything finally had an explanation.
She no longer had to guess Jian Xiu's thoughts, nor did she have to worry that Jian Xiu would run back to find Du Ruosheng, even if he was a little angry at the time, but after so long, he didn't say that he wanted to break up with her.
She should be grateful that the timing of her appearance was just right, if it wasn't for her, maybe she really wouldn't have a chance with Jian Xiu again.
So Du Ruosheng saw Shen Yan smile very weirdly, she was a little hairy when she laughed, Shen Yan was nervous? She told her that the person Jian Xiu actually liked was herself, shouldn't she be angry and sad? But she actually laughed?
Du Ruosheng couldn't help frowning, "What are you laughing at?" ”
She said this sentence deliberately to make Shen Yan feel bad, even though she may have known the truth from Jian Xiu's mouth a long time ago, but her words were enough to put a nail in Shen Yan's heart, women, they always can't help but be suspicious, they can't help but be jealous.
Shen Yan got what she couldn't get, she couldn't just let her be so happy, she could add a little blockage to the other party, she was very happy, but she didn't expect the other party to react like this.
Shen Yan smiled slowly and shook his head, "It's nothing, thank you for telling me this, even if it's ...... Maybe you have bad intentions. ”
Du Ruosheng looked at her even more inexplicably, this feeling of not achieving the expected effect is really unpleasant, but the words have been said, the play will continue, and it can't be put in the hands of the other party.
So she showed a slightly anxious look on her face, "Don't get me wrong, I don't have bad intentions, I just feel a little guilty when I think of what happened that day...... I thought Brother Xiu had told you a long time ago, sorry I really didn't mean to. ”
Shen Yan looked at Du Ruosheng's expression a little inexplicable, it seems that this once simple girl has really changed, and she is almost like two people in the past, not only will she deliberately provoke, but she will also act and pretend to be innocent.
She once thought that Du Ruosheng liked Jian Xiu...... Maybe she really liked it, but Jian Xiu couldn't give her what she wanted, so she rejected Jian Xiu and then pursued what she wanted.
But in the face of Du Ruosheng, she doesn't seem to have a position to point fingers, after all, everyone has what they want to pursue, everyone has their own choice, not to mention that she is still the one who benefited because of Du Ruosheng's choice.
So she just smiled politely, "I don't have to apologize, it's that I think too much, since your boyfriend is still waiting for you, then I won't delay your time, goodbye." ”
Du Ruosheng smiled, "Okay, I'll have a chance to invite you and Brother Xiu to dinner another day." ”
When he met Du Ruosheng, Shen Yan didn't say anything to Jian Xiu, in fact, after being together, whether it was Du Ruosheng or Xu Jin'an, these two names became taboo between the two, and neither of them took the initiative to mention it.
However, soon Jian Xiu felt that Shen Yan seemed to have changed again, no longer as cautiously alienated as before, but began to be somewhat similar to before.
Walking on campus, Shen Yan whispered in his ear about the trivial things in his dormitory, and then naturally took his hand, he paused slightly, and then looked at her quietly for a long time, and finally couldn't help but speak, "Don't you finally regret it anymore?" ”
Shen Yan was stunned, "What regrets?" What are you referring to? ”
Jian Xiu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he pursed his lips, "Didn't you always regret that you chose me instead of Xu Jin'an at that time?" So he has always been very detached from him, but the two people who are obviously together seem to be getting farther and farther apart, he once didn't have the courage to ask, knowing that now, he noticed her change.
Shen Yan's eyes were a little weird, "When did I regret it?" Xu Jin'an is just a good friend of mine, and I have always treated him as a buddy......"
Shen Yan's eyes widened slightly, and all the words that followed were annihilated in Jian Xiu's kiss, his kiss was fast and urgent, like a raging storm, and it seemed to carry an indescribable tenderness.
This...... It was the first time Jian Xiu took the initiative to kiss her.