This time Xu Jin'an didn't speak, and when he saw Jian Xiu holding Shen Yan, he was actually very worried in his heart, but he knew that Shen Yan and Jian Xiu's affairs had to be sorted out before she could give herself a real answer, so he didn't say anything, just quietly waiting for Shen Yan's choice.

And Du Ruosheng, who was beside Jian Xiu, turned a little pale, and couldn't help but grab Jian Xiu's arm, "Brother Xiu!" ”

As soon as Du Ruosheng shouted, Shen Yan's reason was instantly pulled back, yes, Jian Xiu now has Du Ruosheng, what do you want to do now?

She tugged at the corners of her mouth, hiding the little look of anticipation in her eyes, and asked him in a calm tone, "Is there something wrong?" ”

After waiting for a while, I found that Jian Xiu was only there without saying a word, pursing her lips to look at her, and the hand that was pulling her wrist was even more firm, and there was no intention of letting go.

The little bit of hope in Shen Yan's eyes gradually dimmed, and his wrist struggled slightly, "Let it go, he's waiting for me." ”

Shen Yan was about to turn around after speaking, and at the same time, she obviously felt that Jian Xiu's strength holding her wrist was gradually loosening, she only felt that her heart was sinking rapidly, and it was really a luxury, maybe she really shouldn't have to ask for a relationship that didn't belong to her.

"I won't let go!" Suddenly, a hurried voice sounded behind her, and then Shen Yan only felt a strong pull, and she turned around and crashed into an embrace, an embrace that she had been haunted by by her dreams.

Jian Xiu's hand hugged her tightly, and his voice was hurried and unquestionable, "Shen Yan, be with me." ”

Stay with me.

For a moment, Shen Yan felt as if huge fireworks had exploded in his mind, and tears blurred his eyes at this moment, "What did you say?" ”

"Stay with me."

Obviously, tears couldn't stop flowing, but a smile broke on Shen Yan's face, full of joy and excitement, she finally raised her hand and hugged Jian Xiu back, hugging it tightly, she didn't want to let go again in this life.

The look of hope on Xu Jin'an's face gradually fell silent, looking at the two people hugging each other, a trace of bitterness appeared on his face, he had liked Shen Yan for so long and had been preparing for so long, but he still lost to Jian Xiu after all.

He glanced at Shen Yan one last time, and then finally turned around and left lonely.

And Du Ruosheng's face was also full of sadness, she thought that she and Jian Xiu had a chance, but just now she finally mustered up the courage to explain her mind to Jian Xiu, but Jian Xiu rejected her...... In fact, she had a premonition for a long time, although Jian Xiu's attitude towards Shen Yan was subtle, although Jian Xiu was very good to her, but she was such an inferior and sensitive person, it was too easy to detect other people's small emotions.

Jian Xiu is actually a bit like her, his self-esteem is sensitive and extremely rational, the reason why he refuses Shen Yan to be thousands of miles away is just because of his poor self-esteem, he feels that Shen Yan and him are not people of the same world, their worldviews are different, there will be no good results together, he has already foreseen the ending, so he simply don't have a beginning.

But no matter how rational and self-disciplined a person is, he still loses to love in the end, and when faced with a situation that may completely lose Shen Yan, Jian Xiu is still out of control in the end.

Du Ruosheng slowly retreated, and then turned around and left in despair, Shen Yan ...... Why Shen Yan? She was really unwilling, obviously she and Jian Xiu were the most suitable, they were people from the same world, and they were the ones who knew each other best, but she still lost to the bright and beautiful Shen Yan.

On this night, Du Ruosheng's jealousy and hatred for Shen Yan grew wildly, and it was also on this night that made her heart full of determination, she also wanted to become a person like Shen Yan, so confident and beautiful, she didn't have to do anything to make all kinds of excellent men saddle her for her, the only thing she lost to Shen Yan was her background, she believed that she could change all this through her own efforts!

Shen Yan...... Sooner or later, she will trample her under her feet!

If Du Ruosheng's later actions can be regarded as blackening, then that night is probably the starting point of her blackening.

Shen Yan stared at the red wine in the wine glass, and couldn't help but think in his heart, how good it would be if everything stopped at that moment, just stop at the night when the prince and princess were finally together, without the later love-hate entanglement, and the prince and princess lived happily together from then on.

Shen Yan's memories were interrupted by a knock on the door, she looked up and saw the waiter entering the private room with Xu Jin'an, who was dressed in casual clothes.

She put down the red wine in her hand, then lifted her chin to the chair across from her, "Sit down." ”

Today's Xu Jin'an looks a little silent, not either, in fact, since he saw Xu Jin'an this time, he seems to have always been like this, the whole person has a melancholy temperament, every time he looks at her, he wants to speak and stop, except for the sharp minions that she showed to her on the day of her audition, he seems to have always been plain and harmless.

Shen Yan used to think so, so she suffered a big loss, and now she no longer dares to despise this gentle man.

Shen Yan's mouth hung with a hint of ridicule and impatience, "What can you say, I'm really impatient for you to look at me like this every time, as if I'm sorry for you, it's really boring." ”

Xu Jin'an pursed his lips, "You're still blaming me." ”

Shen Yan's movements paused, and then he seemed to hear something funny, and laughed out loud, "Otherwise?" Xu Jin'an, do you expect me to be grateful to you? Or is it in love with you? ”

He looked at her with a look of pain, "I'm sorry, I know I did it wrong, but I'm doing it for your own good!" ”

Shen Yan couldn't help but roll her eyes, what she hated the most was this sentence "for your good", probably disgusted by these words, she couldn't help it, sneered and asked, "Oh, you slept with me for my good?" ”

As soon as this sentence came out, the two of them suddenly seemed to be still, from the meeting to the present, this matter is like the explosion of explosives between the two, both of them carefully avoided it, until now, it was said bluntly by Shen Yan.

In the final analysis, this is just Shen Yan's wound.

Shen Yan couldn't help but raise her hand and pour a sip of red wine into her mouth, because she was in too much of a hurry, she was choked and coughed so hard that her tears almost came out, but in the end, she didn't want to show the slightest vulnerability in front of Xu Jin'an, so she held back stiffly.

She came here today, thinking that she had thought very clearly, three years had passed, she thought that time was enough to kill everything, after all, now she can talk and laugh in front of Xu Jin'an calmly, but she didn't expect that once the scar was revealed, she would still feel pain...... Yes, it was the most beautiful thing for a woman, she didn't even have time to dedicate it to the person she loved the most, she was taken away by Xu Jin'an despicably.

Xu Jin'an's face faded with blood, opened his mouth, and finally smiled bitterly, "In the end, all you care about is that night...... His eyes were endlessly bitter, "I know that it's all my fault, it's my brain that doesn't know, but...... But what if nothing happened that night? ”

For a moment, Shen Yan only felt that the blood in his whole body seemed to have coagulated, "You say...... What the? ”

Xu Jin'an's face was pale, and he smiled at her reluctantly, "I said, that night, in fact, nothing happened to us......" Speaking of this, his face seemed to have a hint of relief, "I'm sorry, I lied to you." ”

Shen Yan was completely stunned, she had always thought that her first night had already been taken away, but until today, he told her that all this was a lie to her? What an international joke!

Shen Yan stood up suddenly, staring at Xu Jin'an with a pair of eyes, but there was only a relieved indifference on his face, what he said ...... It's all true! At this moment, her mind was very messy, so chaotic that she could hardly think, she didn't want to take her bag and go out, she had to be alone and quiet!

Xu Jin'an was startled, hurriedly followed, and said in a little panic, "Yanyan!" Where are you going? I'll send you! ”

Seeing that Xu Jin'an was about to pull her, she hurriedly took a few steps back and kept a distance from Xu Jin'an, "Don't follow me, I want to be alone and quiet." ”

Seeing the indifference and alienation in Shen Yan's eyes, Xu Jin'an's hand stiffened, and then slowly fell, "...... Okay, if I don't follow you, then you be careful. ”

Xu Jinan looked at Shen Yan's back, even though he was extremely reluctant in his heart, he was worried about Shen Yan's safety, so he still had to call Jian Xiu, "Come and pick her up." ”

Out of the restaurant, Shen Yan casually chose a path and walked forward, she was really stunned by Xu Jin'an's words just now, she needed to calm down by herself.

It stands to reason that she should be happy, nothing has happened to her and Xu Jin'an, she is still complete, and she has nothing to be sorry for Jian Xiu, the biggest rift between her and Jian Xiu is gone, she should be happy.

But why...... But she only felt that her heart was full of bitterness? If everything is fake, then what is the purpose of everything she has endured in the past three years? Xu Jin'an asked her to forgive her with a fluttering sorry, so who should pay for her three years of suffering?

She walked tirelessly forward, as if her whole body was a little numb, and at the same time she was at a loss, feeling like a joke.

Until a car stopped beside her, she was slightly stunned for a moment, and then saw Jian Xiu get out of the car and walk to her, his eyes were extraordinarily bright in the dark night, staring at her quietly, "Go home." ”

He didn't ask anything, nor did he have any comfort, only said lightly, "Go home."

Shen Yan didn't move, but as if she had never known this person, she stared at him deadly, her lips gently stirred, and asked the words that she had never been able to ask, "Three years ago...... Why did you break up with me? ”