Chapter 61: The Break of Love
She sat on his lap with her head resting on his chest. Then he reached for the table behind him and took the handful of flowers she had picked, which were still wet and the rain was dripping on her.
"The flowers are outside the house in all weather," he said, "and they don't have a house to live in." ”
"Not even a small shed!" She muttered.
His fingers quietly strung up a few flowers and placed them in her hairbushes.
"Right there!" He said, "The flowers should be there!" ”
She looked down at the little white and peculiar flowers in the hair on her lower body, and said, "How beautiful! ”
"As beautiful as life." He said.
"You're not awkward, are you, I'm leaving?" She asked wistfully as she stared into his face.
He frowned, his expression inscrutable. He was silent.
"Do whatever you want."
"But if you don't want me to go, I won't go." She snuggled up to him.
In silence he leaned forward and added a piece of wood to the fire, and the light of the fire reddened his silent, dazed face. She was waiting, but he was silent.
"I just think it's a way to start breaking with Zhang Haifei. I do want a baby, and this will give me a chance, let-let-" she wanted to say goodbye.
"Let them believe a few lies." He said.
"Yes, that's one of the purposes. Do you want them to know the facts? ”
"I don't care what they think."
"But I care! I don't want their nasty, cold hearts to manipulate me, at least not while I'm still here. When I'm gone, they'll go whatever they want. ”
He was silent.
"But Boss Zhang still wants you to return to him, right?"
"I'm definitely coming back." She said.
There was silence again.
"Do you have a baby in Huidong?" He asked.
She put her arms around his neck and said, "If you don't take me away, I'll have to give birth there." ”
"Where are I taking you?"
"Anywhere! Just go, get out of this farm. ”
"When?"
"Of course I'm back."
"But why come back and toss twice? Gone and gone. He said.
"Oh, I have to come back. I said yes! I'm on a guaranteed ticket! Besides, I'm coming back for you, really. ”
"The ranger who came to your husband?"
"I don't think that's a problem." She said.
"Isn't it?" He pondered for a moment, "Then when are you going to leave again, completely?" When, exactly? ”
"Oh, I don't know. I'll come back from Singapore, and then we'll get ready. ”
"What's the preparation?"
"Oh, I have to tell Zhang Haifei. I'm going to have to tell him. ”
"Really?"
He was silent, her arms around him tighter.
"Don't embarrass me." She pleaded.
"What's the matter?"
"I'm going to Singapore to arrange these things."
A wry smile appeared on his face and said, "I don't embarrass you." I just want to know what the hell you want. You don't really know yourself. You want to drag it out and think about it after leaving. I'm not complaining about you, I think it's wise for you to do so. You can choose to continue to be Mrs. Zhang, I don't blame you. I don't have hundreds of millions of peasant houses in Shenzhen to dedicate to you. Actually, you know what you can expect from me. No, no, I think you're right! That's exactly what I thought! I'm not going to live on you, let you keep it. That's what I'm going to tell you, too. ”
She thought he was working against her.
She was a little annoyed and said, "You believe me, don't you? ”
"Oh, of course!"
She heard the mockery in his words, and said bluntly, "Tell me, you think it would be better for me not to go to Singapore, right?" ”
"I'm sure you'd better go there." He said calmly, slightly sarcastically.
"You know I'm leaving next Thursday, right?" She asked.
"Yes!"
She pondered for a moment, and finally said, "When I get back, we'll know what to do, right?" ”
"Oh, of course!"
There was a strange silence between them!
"I'm going to a lawyer to talk about my divorce." He said a little slurringly.
She shuddered slightly when she heard this.
"Really?" She said, "What does the lawyer say? ”
"He said I should have left a long time ago, and it would not be easy to leave now. But since she was with someone else when I was serving in the army, the lawyer thinks this matter is easy to handle, and she is ruining the military marriage! That's a big problem! ”
"You have to let her know about this, right?"
"Yes. A summons is to be sent to her, and the man who lives with her will also receive a summons, and he is also a defendant. ”
"How disgusting, these cutscenes! It seems that Zhang Haifei and I also have to go through these cutscenes. ”
There was silence again.
After a while he said, "Of course, I have to live a clean life for the next six months to eight months." So if you go to Singapore, there will be no temptation for at least a week or two. ”
"I'm a temptation!" She rubbed his face and said, "I'm so glad to be your temptation!" Don't think about it! You scared me as soon as you thought about it, it almost crushed me. Don't think about it, we can think a lot after we separate. The point is, I've been thinking that I'm going to have to spend the night with you before I leave, I'm going to have to go to your cottage again. Would you like to go on Thursday night? ”
"Wasn't that the day your sister came?"
"Yes! But she said we'd leave at tea time. I'll tell her. I've already told her a little bit. This time, I must tell her in detail, she has always supported me and is very reasonable. ”
He was thinking about her plans.
The rain stopped. Outside, damp and gloomy, the tranquility exudes the scent of flowers. It's getting late.