Chapter 60: Let Yourself Go
Huang Siyao laughed when she heard it. It was pouring rain outside.
"He hates them!"
"No," he said, "he didn't have to do that effort." He just doesn't like them. Hate and dislike are not the same. ”
"What about ordinary people, is it the same for working people?"
"It's all the same. Money, money, money! These modern people have stifled ancient human feelings, and they all do. People in this world are all the same, they are all strangling real people. Give people money, money, and let them be little machines that spin. ”
He sat in the hut, his face drooping and sneering. But even at such times, one ear was still listening to the sound of the torrential rain in the forest behind him, and the storm made him feel very lonely.
"Is that not the end?" She said.
"Well, it would. It always has a solution of its own. When the last real man is strangled and everyone is tamed, whites, blacks, yellows, people of all colors are tamed, they are all crazy, and they are all crazy, and they will have a magnificent doomsday judgment. You know the word, which means self-sacrificing ritual. Well, they would have grand sacrificial ceremonies, and they would offer themselves to each other as sacrifices. ”
"Do you mean killing each other?"
"Yes, if we go on as we are now, in a hundred years, there will be less than 10,000 people left on this island, not even ten, and people will destroy each other with love." At this time, the thunder faded away.
"That's great!" She said.
"Yay! Think of the extinction of the human race, think of the long gap between the extinction of the human race and the appearance of another species, which calms your mind more than anything else. If we all go on like this, intellectuals, artists, governments, industrialists, and workers are all madly killing the last of human feelings, the last instincts, the last instincts of health, if this goes on step by step as it is now, then the human species will be shot! Goodbye, baby! ”
Huang Siyao smiled, but was not happy.
"Then you must be happy," she said, "and they must be happy as they rush to the end of the world." ”
"That's right, that's right. I won't stop them! Even if I wanted to, I couldn't stop it. ”
"Then why are you still in such pain?"
"I don't! Even if the rooster is the last time to crow, I don't care. ”
"But what if we have a child?" She said.
After hearing this, he lowered his head, and after a while, he finally spoke again: "Why? I think it's a mistake and a pain to bring a child into the world. ”
"Nope! Don't say that! "I feel like I'm going to have a baby," she pleaded. You'll be happy that way. She put her hand on his.
"I'm happy to make you happy," he said, "but I think it's a terrible betrayal for that little one who wasn't born." ”
"Oh no!" She was shocked, "Then you don't really want me!" If you feel this way, you won't want me! ”
He was silent again, his face gloomy. The rain was pouring down outside.
"It's not like that!" She muttered, "It's not true, the truth isn't like that. She felt that he was in pain now, partly because she was leaving him and deliberately leaving him for Singapore, which put her at ease.
"Tell me you want a baby!" She muttered, her face pressed against his lower abdomen, "Tell me you want to!" ”
"Shall we live for something else? We don't live to make money, not for ourselves, not for anyone else. But we have to do it now. We are forced to earn a little money for ourselves and more for our bosses. Stop it all! Slowly stop one step at a time. No need to shout, take your time, get rid of the whole life, and go back to the past. Just a little money, everybody, me, you, the bosses, and the tycoons. I can really do it with a little money, as long as you make up your mind, you can jump out of this muddy pit. ”
After a pause, he continued: "What the damn work has made of you!" Destroyed himself, ruined his life. Don't work so hard that you ruin yourself, you don't have to do that much. Take off your clothes and look at yourself, you should be alive and beautiful, but you have become so ugly, so half-dead. I wanted to flee to this country, but to no avail, how should human beings, human beings, live? ”
Lee Kwang-suke continued: "Work for money to do this! Look back at yourself, it's just working for the money. You've been working for the money! Look at your women, they don't care about you, and you don't care about them. Because you spend all your time working for money, thinking about earning money. You can't talk, you can't move, you can't live, you can't be in harmony with women. You are not alive at all. Look for yourselves! ”
With that, they were completely silent. At this time, it was quiet outside, and it was a little cold.
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The thunder outside the house stopped, but the rain that had been eased just now suddenly poured down, mixed with the last lightning and the distant sound of the storm.
Huang Siyao felt uneasy, because he was actually talking to himself for so long, not to her.
He seemed utterly disappointed, but she was happy. She knew he had just realized that she was leaving, and that it had upset him. For this, she felt a little proud.
She opened the door and looked at the rain outside, the rain curtain was like steel, and in the moment of impulse, she wanted to rush into the rain and escape from here. She stood up and quickly undressed everything.
He looked at her, and he didn't dare to breathe.
As soon as she moved, her pointy, animal-like chest trembled slightly. In the light, her body took on an ivory color.
She put on her rubber shoes, laughed wildly and ran out, puffing up her chest in the pouring rain, her arms outstretched, and her figure blurred in the rain.
She danced in the rain. Her peculiar figure in the rain was hazy and gray, rising and falling, straightening or bending, and the rain hit her entire buttocks, and crystal droplets of water splashed. Then she straightened up, and forwarded to the rain, and then bent down again, so that she turned her whole belly and hips to him, as if to make a wild salute to him.
He smiled wryly and threw off his clothes, which were too restrictive. He jumped out of the door naked, trembling slightly, and rushed into the pouring rain. Flowey barked and jumped in front of him.
He yelled, "Untie all your bonds, let yourself go!" ”
Huang Siyao replied with a smile: "Everything is outside the body!" Everything is superfluous! Everything only makes us more tired! ”
Lee Kwang-suke shouted, "Back to the primitive!" Look for Lucy! "The evolutionary community believes that Lucy is the ancestor of all humans.
Huang Siyao's hair was all wet on her head, she twisted her hot face, and when she saw him, her eyes immediately lit up with excitement.
She turned and ran, like a charge, out of the glade and toward the path. Along the way, watery branches hit her body. She was running, he couldn't see her clearly, only saw her wet head, only saw her wet back leaning forward and running, her round buttocks flashing, it was a beautiful woman trembling in the run.
She was about to run down the broad road when he caught up with her, his bare arms around her soft, bare wet waist. She let out a scream and straightened up, and her soft, cold flesh fell into his arms. He hugged her tightly, frantically clutching the soft, cold woman's flesh. As soon as it was embraced, the body quickly warmed up and turned into a flame. The rain poured down their bodies, making them steam. He grabbed half of his heavy lovely buttocks in one hand, clenched them tightly, and pulled them frantically towards him. He shivered in the rain and remained motionless for a moment, then suddenly lifted her up and threw herself down the path with her. In the silent pouring rain, he asked for her, and his movements were swift and violent, almost like an animal.
When he had done this, he stood up, wiped the rain from his eyes, and said, "Go back to the house." ”
She turned, climbed into his lap, snuggled up to him, and muttered, "Kiss me!" ”
She knew that both of them were thinking about separation, so she grieved.