She found that he was clenching his teeth, and she couldn't help but feel secretly smug in her heart. "I want a cup of weak tea." She said. He stood up and went to make his tea, but his face was still gloomy. They sat down at the table, and she asked him:

"Why did you marry her? She is not as good as you, and Botai told me about her, and Botai said that she doesn't understand how you can marry her. ”

He stared at her and said, "Let me tell you, I had my first girl at the age of sixteen. She is the daughter of a high school homeroom teacher. That girl is handsome, and she is so beautiful. And I can be regarded as a smart child, outstanding in mathematics and physics and chemistry, very clear. She is a romantic girl who hates mediocrity. She encouraged me to learn poetry and read, and it can be said that she made me mature. I read and read and meditated with all my might, all for her. I was pale and thin, and reading those things made me smoke. I talked to her about everything, everything. We are the most literary couple in the school. I talked so much about it, it was really fanatical, it was almost self-forgetting. And she adores me. But the bad thing is sex. She just didn't feel it at all, at least it was misplaced. I'm emaciated and crazy about it. But nothing else, she didn't want to at all. Quite a few women are like her. So we broke up. I was cruel and left her. ”

After Li Guangfu finished speaking, he looked at Huang Siyao's expression, but Huang Siyao's expression did not change, he continued: "Then I got along with another girl again." She was a teacher and had a scandal with a married man who almost drove him crazy. She was gentle, fair-skinned, of the effeminate type, older than me, and could play the violin. She's a devil. When it comes to love, she likes everything, but she doesn't like sex. She pesters, caresses, and flatters you, but if you force her to do that, she grits her teeth and hates you. I forced her to do it, and she hated me for it. So I was disappointed again. I hated it all. ”

Huang Siyao smiled: "It seems that you are really a person who thinks with your lower body!" ”

Li Guangfu did not respond, and continued: "The next woman is my next-door neighbor, surnamed Wang. When I was a child, her family lived next door to mine, and I knew her family very well, and she was an ordinary person. Later, she went somewhere in Dongguan, according to herself, to accompany a rich wife, but others said that she was working as a waitress in a five-star hotel. When I came back from the army, she came back, with a lively spirit, elegant manners, fashionable clothes, and full of charm, embodying the fashion at the forefront of reform and opening up. It's a physical charm that sometimes you can see in a woman. That's how I came here, she happened to be nearby, and I got along with her, and I was glad that she was an ordinary person, and I just wanted her to be an ordinary person, and I wanted to be an ordinary person myself. I married her and she's good. Other 'pure' women make it impossible for me to perform, but she's good at that. She wanted me, and she wasn't embarrassed at all, which made me very proud. That's exactly what I wanted, a woman who made me hurt. I'm very energetic with her. I think she looked down on me a little bit for that, because I was so content, and sometimes I served her breakfast in bed. She's a bastard, and when I come back from work, she doesn't even cook a decent dinner, and if I say something, she's angry at me. I shot her back, and I was arguing with each other. She threw a teacup at me, and I held her by the neck and choked her until she couldn't breathe. What is this called? But she became arrogant and unreasonable to me, and then she simply stopped doing it as soon as I asked her, and never again. She always rejected me rudely, as rough as she wanted. She blasted me away. I don't want her, she'll come to me again and lure me in the bait. I always follow her. But when it comes to it, she never reaches the top with me, never! She deliberately dragged it. If I drag it for half an hour, she'll drag it even longer. But when I reached the top, when it was completely over, she started to move on her own, and I had to stay in her, and wait for her to squirm and scream to vent herself until she was satisfied. She will tighten and tighten and tighten down and down and then reach the top herself. She would be so excited that she would say, 'Wonderful! Gradually, I got tired of it, and she got worse and worse. It's getting harder and harder for her to get to the top, so she tears me right down there, ripping me like a bird's sharp beak. God, don't think it's a woman lying under you as soft as a fig. Let me tell you, those old madmen have sharp mouths between their legs, and they tear you until you get sick of it. People always say that men are sexually selfish, but I suspect that men's selfishness can't compare to women's blind tearing. Once she becomes like this, she looks like an old prostitute! She couldn't control herself. I told her that I hated her for doing this. She even tried lying quietly for me to do. She wanted to try that, but she couldn't. I do it, she doesn't feel it, she has to do it herself, grind her own coffee. This time, she had to start that again. She had to indulge herself, tearing, tearing, tearing, as if she had no feeling anywhere else but her sharp mouth, and it was only at the very tip that she felt rubbing and tearing. People say that old prostitutes are like that. It's a low-level self-will, crazy self-will, like alcoholism. Forget it, I finally couldn't stand it anymore and we slept separately. She did it first, and she started a fire, saying that if I suppressed her, she would clear it with me. She began to live alone in one room. Then I simply refused her access to my house. I quit!

"I hate this. She hates me too. Oh my God, before the baby was born, she hated me to death! I often think that this child got it out of hatred. After the baby was born, I ignored her. Then I went to join the army. When I came back, I found out that she was with the other guys. ”

He said no more, his face turned pale.