"I like to sit like this with you, I used to like it, and I like it now." , Lin Xue'er said something in a low voice that made my heart ripple.

Having said that, the truth is another matter.

She likes to be with me, but a few years ago ruthlessly abandoned me and married a blonde foreigner?

Are beautiful women good at lying?

I knew in my heart that this might be her insincere emotion.

Love or not love is never between a thought, and how many people can say clearly about the distance?

However, Lin Xue'er's words, whether they come from the heart or not, looking at her gorgeous face, always sound so tempting that people have no time to care about the truth and falsehood.

Besides, I still love her!

This kind of inability to give up in the bones is also an indisputable fact in reality.

"Have you been in Beijing since you came back?" , I asked softly.

She nodded.

"I've always been near where we used to live, and I know that the past may have hurt you, so I've always been looking forward to finding the right opportunity to meet you casually and start over."

She said it, her expression a little gloomy.

I was a little confused, and I couldn't understand what she meant.

There must be damage, but what does it mean to start all over again?

Renew your relationship with me?

What about her Mark?

"You, yours? ...... That one? I couldn't say it.

She immediately understood what I was thinking.

Shook his head.

"Actually, in the past few years, I have been alone, there is no mark, that is a character I made up, I lied to you."

After saying that, her expression looked a little sad.

My judgment was right, she must have had a hard time in the past few years.

"Why? Why lie to me? I couldn't help but feel a little emotional.

"I'm afraid that you will worry about me, I can't live alone, I still want to prove that I ......", Lin Xue'er's words got lower and lower again, like a child who did something wrong, it seems that the cruel life of reality has worn out her youthful and frivolous fighting spirit, and she has bowed to reality.

This is Lin Xue'er, who makes me feel strange, she has always been very strong, and she is a person who never shows weakness.

However, life is life after all, and it is not enough to be full of enthusiasm, and the experience of a few years of difficult life may have made her more rational.

Comparatively, I'm more inclined to accept her as she is.

Returning to reason, loving life, and liking the people you love, isn't this a kind of happiness that we ordinary people should stay with?

"Then where did you get the money to pay me back?" , I remembered the content of the transatlantic call with her a few years ago.

"That's my income from working abroad for a year, plus a little money I borrowed from my colleagues." , Lin Xue'er avoided my eyes.

"I thought at the time, since we both broke up, we should give you everything that should be returned to you, and it can be considered a complete matter between us."

Her words were a little hard to say.

I can't know what she really thought at this time, but I believe that this statement is at least what she really meant back then.

"Since we have decided to break up, we must no longer care about each other", including her lies about Mark back then, now it seems that such behavior is similar to Boss Wang who Ding Ling invited out to meet me in a small town in the southwest more than ten years ago, but Ding Ling may really be obsessed with Boss Wang.

Hitting another man with one man is a killer weapon for a woman to deal with a man she doesn't like, and she can defeat the enemy with one move and make the other party completely dead.

Lin Xue'er dealt with me, why bothered so much?

"Do you think we're completely settled?" , my tone trembled a little, this kind of mystery made me unable to accept it for a while.

"You're wrong, I'm wrong." Her face twitched, and the hand holding the coffee cup was unnaturally placed under the table, as if to hide something.

"The truth is not what you think, I never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted a little space for myself, I wanted to give it a try, I broke through on my own, it wasn't what you thought, you were completely wrong." , her mood was a little abnormal, and her eyes were full of tears of grievance.

"Really? So where did I go wrong? I glared at her, a feeling of disappointment that I had never felt before.

I think Lin Xueer may have never really liked me, and this kind of thinking is even stronger than when we just broke up a few years ago.

"I know what you think, you may think I don't love you enough!" , Lin Xue'er said, tears flowed out.

"That's true, right?!" I sat back in my chair, and she finally said it.

"But you are wrong, if I never loved you, why did I come back to you? You're an idiot! She stomped her foot, stood up, pushed the cup aside, wiped her eyes with her hand, and turned to leave.

I looked up at her in amazement, my mind racing.

"Am I wrong? Lin Xue'er came back to me because she always had me in her heart? ”

Perhaps, she loved life on the other side of the ocean so much.

However, he gave up everything and ran back.

When she came back, why didn't she take the initiative to contact me?

A question could not help but arise in my mind.

Yes, a year after I was separated from her, I met Lan Gu.

Maybe Lin Xue'er has been watching me and Aunt Lan in the dark?

If this is the case, it means that she didn't want to interfere in my life, maybe she thinks that after the breakup, I have found true love and has been secretly blessing me?

What a joke if that's the case!

In fact, how much true love does Lan Gu and I have? The distance between me and Lan Gu, in retrospect, should be close at hand, far away in the world, right?

In fact, Lin Xue'er, who suddenly ran in front of me, what kind of distance is there between me and her?

I was really confused.

The emotional equation is perhaps the most difficult problem in the world to solve, right?

Outside the café, lightning and thunder suddenly thundered, and the rain that had just stopped poured down like a torrent again.

The sudden change in the weather caught Lin Xue'er, who was about to leave, a little off guard.

She looked at the dense rain and fog outside the door in despair.

With his hands on his shoulders, his eyes were a little misty.

I stood up and walked over to Lin Xue'er.

Gently took her in his arms, and in an instant, a familiar body fragrance entered his heart.

She didn't reject me, but tears fell down my cheeks again, down my collar, into my open arms, down my chest, and seemed to flow into my heart as well.

The tears were cold, and in an instant, they seemed to be covered with the enthusiasm rising in my chest.

I know that the distance between me and Lin Xueer at this time should be counted as zero.