Chapter 831: Regret can't be replaced
"I'll not talk about these questions for the time being, or let's talk about your questions first, when are you going to move here? Your dad must be hungry for you to be able to move in. Even if she didn't want to move in so early, she should think about her father, after all, she had waited so many years to get there.
When the time comes, he has to continue to wait, how difficult that mood is for him. I haven't found my daughter before, and I can only say that I am helpless before, after all, no one has found it, so how can we live together? Now that they have been found, everything has changed, and naturally I hope to be able to live with my daughter as soon as possible, so that it seems that it can be regarded as a family reunion.
As long as you empathize, you can understand what kind of mood the other party is in at the moment? I don't know if Lin Ya can think about this clearly, at least she can figure it out.
It doesn't matter who is right and who is wrong in this matter, the important thing is that everyone has been uncomfortable all these years, you think you are an orphan, you have been complaining about your parents, why don't you come to yourself, but as a parent, you have always been looking for your daughter, and you have never given up over the years, but you have never found it.
So who is right and who is wrong, there is really no conclusion about this matter, because it is already like this, so it can only be better understood where each other is, and it is not easy to know each other.
"Okay, I know, I'll move in as soon as possible, but I have to go to work these days, and I don't have time yet, so I'll talk about it when I rest." When Lin Ya was told by her, she also felt that she should move over as soon as possible, and she should also consider her father's mood without considering her own mood.
"Is that the right thing to think? This is like a filial daughter, by the way, I always have a question I want to ask you, but I don't know how to speak. "There is always a doubt in my heart, I want to ask but I don't know how to speak.
Lin Ya looked at her and was silent for a while, and said lightly, "If there is anything you want to ask, just ask, in fact, I can probably guess what you want to ask." If she hadn't guessed, she would have wanted to ask her mother about it.
After all, she clearly knew that she had only found her father, but she didn't mention half a word about her mother, so she was somewhat confused in her heart.
Shu Yixin looked at Lin Ya and slowly spoke, "Maybe you're right, you should guess, I think it's with my mother." "Since a family has children, it is natural to have parents, but now she only mentions her father, but not her mother.
Lin Ya hesitated for a moment, and said softly, "On the day I became an orphan, she had passed away, because of a car accident, this morning, I also went to the cemetery to see her, she is a very beautiful woman." "I am destined to never be able to see my mother and enjoy maternal love in my life, which is also a regret for my life.
When Lin Ya said this, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, after all, it was her mother, but she couldn't see him again in this life, and it was a pity for herself.
I have always longed to be able to find my family, to be able to see my parents, and now I am seeing my father, but for my mother, I will never see him again for the rest of my life, and it will always be a shadow.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been." Shu Yixin later felt that he realized that he was asking like this, was it a bit too much? brought up her sadness.
At this time, I thought about it, and I thought about it, whether it was really a bit reckless, but I was really a little curious.
"You don't have to say sorry to me, it's normal to be curious, in fact, I'm also quite curious about what happened, that car accident caused me to die slowly, and I became an orphan, what other articles are there, I don't know at all." Not to mention that she is curious, even she is curious, what happened at the beginning, why did there be such a car accident, and why did she become an orphan after the car accident?
Normally, I should have been sent to the hospital or the police station, but there was no such result, but I ended up in an orphanage.
It seems that no one knows what happened during this process, and I was too young to know what was going on.
"There should be some other inside story here, it's impossible to say, you will appear in the orphanage for no reason, it should be at the scene of the car accident." Although I can't figure out what kind of problems there are, I always feel that there are many problems.
"Yes, I thought the same way, but at this time there is no evidence at all, and I don't know what happened." If I wasn't too young at the beginning, it would be nice if I remembered something.
At least in this process, I know what happened, and I won't get to the point where I am now, like an unsolved mystery.
Although he said that he had found his family, no one knew how this process happened.
"Even your dad doesn't know what happened?" It's normal for her to be young and not know, but there will always be someone who knows the truth.
It's so mysterious, I thought it was some weird event, someone would always know, not to mention that it was just a car accident, which should have been recorded at the time.
"I don't know, because he didn't stay with me and my mother at the time, he said that he was working in the company at that time, and my mother took me to take a taxi with me, and wanted to go to the company to find him, originally we made an appointment to go out together that day, but he suddenly went back to the company because of something, and slowly thought about not wasting time, and took me to his company to go out directly." If he hadn't taken the initiative to go out that day and waited for him at home, such an accident would not have happened.
It's too late to say anything now, yes, there's no point anymore, after all, everything has already happened, and mom has been gone for more than twenty years.
For many people, this matter is already an old thing, and it makes no sense to bring it up again.
"If you hadn't gone out that day and waited at home, maybe there wouldn't have been such an accident." But all this is irreversible, after all, it is just a hypothesis, and it is not.
Not everything is as good as you think. Something happened anyway, because of this accident, she still lost her mother.
It should be very sad for him, in other words, his father is actually not comfortable, and the things in his heart are even heavier, for Lin Ya, he just longs for his family.
However, her father knows everything, his daughter is missing, his wife is dead, what kind of blow is it for him?
"Yes, if this is really the case, if we didn't go out that day, there would be no such accident, but none of us knew that such an accident would happen when we went out that day." If I had known, I wouldn't have done such a thing, and there would have been no such tragedy.
"Forget it, these are all in the past, what's the use of clinging? If you have the chance, you still want to know what's going on. Shu Yixin could only comfort her at this time, don't think too much, after all, these things have passed for so many years, what else can there be besides accepting reality?
No one wants such a thing to happen, no one wants such a thing to happen, but the fact is already doomed, so it can't be changed.
"Yes, if I have the chance, I would like to find out what happened at the beginning, but it should be quite difficult, after all, so many years have passed." This has been more than 20 years ago, and it is still difficult to find out.
What's more, didn't Dad say, he has been looking for this answer all these years, and he has never found it, so there is not much chance that he will be able to find the answer.
Dad has been looking for so many years and has not found it, how can he find it in three days and two ends, for now, he can only live the life in front of him first, and then think about others, if there is a chance to do so, he still wants to try it.
Lin Ya will not forget this matter in her heart, she is willing to try as long as she has the opportunity, as for the current situation, she just wants to live the life in front of her, and she is unwilling to think about anything else.
"What it's like to see your mother." Shu Yixin asked softly.
"That feeling is amazing, the moment I saw her photo, I felt very uncomfortable, but unfortunately in the end, I still couldn't enjoy my mother's love, which will become a regret for my life." When Lin Ya mentioned her mother, she always felt very uncomfortable.
At the beginning, I had such a desire for myself, longing to find a family, longing to have maternal love, and even chose to go out shopping hand in hand with my mother after finding a family, but all this was just a luxury for myself, and it would not happen in the future.
Shu Yixin walked over, patted her shoulder gently, and said lightly, "Don't think too much, things have become like this, and they can't be changed." "Although it is said that it does not want to happen, it has always happened, and it can only be faced with such facts.
Not to mention that she is the client, and she is an outsider, I feel a little uncomfortable when I hear such a story.
Yes, my heart is indeed very uncomfortable, if it is myself, how can my psychology be comfortable, it is my dearest and most beloved person.
It seems that she is too careful, and she shouldn't ask such a question to remind her of those sad pasts.
"Don't worry, you don't have to blame yourself too much, these things are in the past." If you don't accept it, you have to accept it, after all, these things can't be changed. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.