The world is safe and perfect, and it lives up to its mother!

- Wu Yisheng

Last night, Xie Bin excitedly told Wu Wanjing and his mother the news that he was going to prepare for the graduate school entrance examination, but the result was not the same as he thought, his mood was extremely complicated at the moment, and he still took some things for granted.

When he told Wu Wanjing that he was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, Wu Wanjing did not immediately cheer for him as he imagined, Wu Wanjing was silent for a long time, and said a lot:

"I told my mom about your graduate school entrance examination, and my mother said let me persuade you..., persuade you not to go to graduate school, haha, she said I'm 23 years old, and when you get into graduate school, I'll go... After a few years of study, I will be 27 years old! “

"She said..., she's almost 50 years old, and in the future..., she can't hold the baby..., she wants me to get married soon......!"

"But you don't care about her, I know you have your own goals! Bin, I'm ...... Will support you! “

The moment Wu Wanjing was silent, Xie Bin also woke up, these words were very heavy and heavy! The weight took him breathless. She can fully understand Wanjing's mother's words, but the reality is in front of her, he Xie Bin is a poor bastard, with the current conditions, even if he gives up the graduate school entrance examination, she and Wu Wanjing can't be together, even if they are reluctantly together, they won't get the blessing of her family, after all, he doesn't even have a decent place to live, who wants his daughter to suffer with a poor bastard?

"I'll support you!" Six words carry a girl's three-year wait, Wu Wanjing supports him, which means that she will wait for these three years for Xie Bin, how much courage and perseverance it takes, after all, a woman's youth will never come back once it is gone.

Wu Wanjing's words also made him understand, I don't know when he started, he can no longer be as debauched as before, his every move involves a huge net, there are hearts he cares about and cares about him on this net, the postgraduate entrance examination is not a trivial matter, once he enters the postgraduate entrance examination, it is as deep as the sea, and from then on "emotion" is a passerby! If you decide to take the postgraduate entrance examination, you are destined to not be able to take care of the people you love and the people who love you, and after a long time, the love may fade and the people will be scattered!

What makes Xie Bin most uncomfortable is the opposition of Wu Wanjing's family, if Wu Wanjing does not support him, he must choose between love and "dreams", no matter which one he chooses, he will lose his soul! These two things are now all he has, if he loses one of them, he will no longer be Xie Bin, maybe Wu Wanjing also understands this, she chooses to bear it herself, she disregards the opposition of her family, and uses her youth to bear all this, no matter what, no regrets.

Just a few hours ago, he wanted to give up the graduate school entrance examination and give up his "dream", but he couldn't make this decision for a long time.

When Xie Bin proposed to his mother to take the postgraduate entrance examination, his mother was very happy, and immediately raised money for Xie Bin to buy materials for the postgraduate entrance examination.

"Come on, child, he doesn't have to worry about other things, although the family is poor, as long as you can read anywhere, she is a mother who desperately wants to provide him with everything! The graduate school entrance examination is very hard, my mother knows, but you must persevere! “

His mother's words were deeply imprinted in her heart, and when he decided to give up, a deep sense of guilt immediately rose in his heart.

Xie Bin's mother is a very simple and enlightened rural woman, who only went to primary school, but her educational concept is very advanced.

She is also a strong woman, after the death of Xie Bin's father, the family pillar collapsed, and her mother was often looked down upon, bullied, and looked down upon. But under such multiple blows, instead of being decadent and losing hope in life, the mother became stronger and stronger, vowing to raise the two brothers to adulthood, so that everyone could see that her Luo Lin son was not a vegetarian! In the end, he was fortunate enough to send both brothers to college, and the people in the village praised her for her ability and good teaching of her children, but only she knew how much pain she endured.

Xie Bin couldn't imagine how disappointed his mother would be if he gave up the graduate school entrance examination, and his mother poured countless efforts into him.

The things he is carrying are really heavy and heavy, and his "dreams" and love have carried his mother's expectations for many years and a woman's four years of youth. This is something that Xie Bin didn't expect before, what is in front of him is no longer a matter of choice, but how to live up to his mother and live up to his mother!

"In the world, you can live up to your mother and your mother!"

No matter who you lose, it is a great sin, and no matter who you lose, it is an irreparable regret.

White Dove Square, the wind whistling in his face, he sat on the stone fence, his eyes were glazed, as a big man, he had never been so helpless.

"You say, what should I do?"

Xie Bin looked at the white dove sculpture in the square and said to himself, but no one was destined to answer him, the people around him had left this place not long ago and went to another city, and he was suddenly a lot lonely, and there was no one to eat breakfast with him anymore, and no one to accompany him around the campus.

Xie Bin felt that his stomach began to hurt again, his stomach always hurt when he was in a bad mood, he took out his mobile phone and silently opened Bilibili, he used to watch funny videos at station B to relieve his mood, after he recently decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, all the content he watched was related to the postgraduate entrance examination, and at this moment when he opened station B, he found that his previous funny video had long disappeared, and this place has been occupied by various things for the postgraduate entrance examination.

Smiling helplessly, Xie Bin clicked on a video at random, and the background music of the brightest star in the night sky slowly remembered:

Ten years ago, I didn't know where I would go, I didn't think I was going to be a graduate teacher, I majored in English as an undergraduate, but I changed my major to diplomacy and I wanted to be a good diplomat......

But after making the decision to become a teacher, I can't regret it, but I learned to accept it...... I couldn't accept it at one time, but I went for the so-called extreme, that is, to give it my all......

I used to be very influential, and I was worried about whether it would weaken one day......

When we are young, we face pain and struggle......

But in the end, it was the six words that healed me: "Just go all out......

Or the same sentence, do you know when to win? It's like running forward, do you know when it will be dawn in the night?

We don't know......

But all I can know is that the sky will dawn as I run!

The background music was a little tear-jerking, Xie Bin's eyes were red unconsciously, and the last sentence suddenly poked his tears, which also made his heart clear.

"Do you know, when to win? It's like running forward, do you know when it will be dawn in the night? We don't know, but all I can know is that it's dawn as we run! “

This sentence echoed in his heart, yes! He doesn't know how to choose, he doesn't know which side to choose is the most correct, or which side to choose is wrong, it's a pity, but why care about the choice, just do it!

Since the world is dark, since we don't know when it will be dawn and when we will usher in the light, then just stick to it and do it, and in the end, won't the corresponding results come as scheduled? Compared to running, to persevere, to sit here sad, immersed in your own pain, is the most wrong choice!

……

White Pigeon Square, the wind is blowing, there is no figure on the stone fence, and I don't know if I can see that familiar figure here in the future.