The college entrance examination in July came vigorously, but it went quietly; Like a feast in life, the process of preparation and enjoyment is very grand, full of friends, staggered, full of laughter, the feast is dispersed, only the leftovers are cold, quiet, and everything will eventually return to peace.

This time, Dagang and I were able to deal with the college entrance examination with a normal mentality and treat the gains and losses indifferently, which was also the biggest gain in our high school study career, and it was precisely because of such a peaceful attitude that our college entrance examination results really went to a higher level. After the college entrance examination scores were announced, although my math scores were very bad, the total score reached the key admission line, which was also an explanation to my parents who had worked hard for a year.

After the college entrance examination, the school is still very messy, no different from the past, everyone is busy saying goodbye to each other, cleaning up their own clutter, the school for a period of time, the same as last year, the chaos is outrageous, all the mustard and grievances between the students in the past, in the moment of farewell, are gone. Iron head is not unexpectedly named Sun Shan, ready to go back to his father's unit in the town to do a temporary top shift, parting, I and Da Gang went to the station to see him off, put aside all grievances, he suddenly hugged me emotionally, crying like a child. Na didn't go to see him off, and strangely, she didn't take the college entrance examination either, and it is said that she had a big fight with her parents before the exam and hid in a relative's house in another province, and she has not been heard from.

After sending off the iron head, Dagang and I returned to campus, ready to fill in the volunteers. At the same time, I have been looking for the familiar figure that I haven't seen for almost a year, and I have been paying attention to Ding Ling, who has not walked out of the girls' dormitory a few days after the exam, and I have been very worried, I don't know how she did in the college entrance examination this time.

Ding Ling finally appeared, I stood in the shadow of a building in the corner of the county, and saw her slim and familiar figure, she was wearing a light-colored denim skirt, with a pink shirt, her hair was shortened, she looked very capable, she was holding the hand of a girl who was also dressed, but her upper body was a light green shirt, and she walked out of the building, seeing her, my breathing almost stopped, and I was stunned, completely forgetting that the half-gnawed popsicle in my hand had quietly slipped to the ground under the scorching sun.

"Go up and say hello, right? , alas, forget it. It's so abrupt that she'll think I'm waiting for her here. "I was struggling inside, although the real situation was waiting for her, and after waiting for a long time, once she appeared, my feet were like they were nailed to the ground, and I didn't move, just stared blankly.

She and her female companion walked past the building where I was standing, laughing and laughing, completely ignoring my close gaze at her, "She didn't see me!" "I'm like a child who has lost my favorite toy, alas, really," I should have offered to go up and say hello to her. ”

Ding Ling and her female companion went to the stall at the entrance of the school to buy two bottles of water, and came back, I kept staring at their figures, looking at the two girls who were gradually approaching, my heart began to beat faster, "You still have to take the initiative to go up and say hello." I persuaded myself, stepped out of the shadows in the corner of the building, and walked towards Ding Ling.

"Big country, haven't you left school yet?" Ding Ling saw me first, and asked with a smile at me who was walking towards me,

"I, I, yes, yes..... Target. My tongue replied like a knot, and I nodded my head several times in quick succession like a woodpecker. Am I crazy, right? I scolded myself in my heart. Why can't you even speak?

Ding Ling didn't say anything more, turned around and talked to her female companion. She didn't ask me how I did last year, which made me a little disappointed.

How I wish she could share the joy of my little achievement.

"When are you leaving?" I struggled for a long time, but finally I looked like a normal person, and asked her as if nothing happened.

"Me, I'm going back to town tomorrow at noon." She didn't turn around, replied lightly, and then took her female companion's hand and walked away.

"Oh, I'm so stupid, why am I so stupid and so can't talk?" I secretly blamed myself. I should have told her something else, "By the way, I didn't even ask her how she did on the exam!" I sat down in my corner with remorse. Depressed, as if someone had stolen his soul.

"By the way, she said she was leaving the county at noon tomorrow and going back to town!" I suddenly remembered a major event, jumped up from the ground at once, went back and got ready, go and send her off, I thought to myself.

This thing is the most important, it should be said to do it, I hurried back to my rented cottage, rummaged through the cabinets to find my favorite clothes, put them on my body, and then looked around for mirrors, to see the effect of wearing, this is my most satisfactory piece of clothing, every time I wear out Dagang praises very spirited, very handsome.

In the landlord's bedroom, I found a floor-to-ceiling fitting mirror and approached to see how handsome I was in the mirror.

In the mirror, I saw a scruffy and haggard face, my eyes widened, and he followed suit, and I finally determined that the person was myself. His hair was unkempt, his beard was unkempt, black, yellow, and yellow, completely thin and unlikely, his eye sockets were deep, his cheekbones were protruding, his eyes were blank, and he looked listless. The clothes were attached to the body, and if you looked closely, the sleeves were bitten by rats or cockroaches, and the teeth were grinning, more like a mocking eye.

I was stunned, I studied hard for a year, I haven't looked in the mirror for nearly a year, and now it seems that I am not as good as the little cotton ball in junior high school.

"Hey, this kid, why is it getting more and more ugly." It was as if I heard someone sighing in my heart.

"I'd better not send her." , looking at my own dignity, I am a little annoyed, I don't deserve her at all. "If I go to see her off, what can I change?"

"Let's go." Maybe in the future, as Wei Zhuang described, "from now on, we are all strangers, and there is no reason to see each other". The thought that I might never see Ding Ling in my heart again in the future, my heart was like a pinprick and stabbed.

"I'll send her tomorrow!" I finally convinced myself. I don't know how long I tossed at night, and finally I was weakly crooked on the small bed, groggy, and I don't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up again, the sun was already shining outside.

I looked at the time, it was almost noon, oops, it was too late, I jumped up in a hurry, I didn't have time to take care of myself, I got dressed haphazardly, took a taxi for the first time, and rushed to the county bus station.

When I got off the taxi, I happened to see the girl in the green shirt and Ding Ling saying goodbye on the platform, she was still in the same outfit as yesterday, but there was a red backpack behind her. I watched them from afar, still not having the courage to approach and say goodbye in person, I wasn't even sure if Ding Ling saw me, but I felt in a trance that she glanced in the direction where I was, and then got on the car, and the car slowly drove out of the platform and drove away.

Looking at the car gradually moving away, I didn't even have the courage to wave, and walked out of the station in despair, "Now I'm alone!" "After all, I was abandoned by my loved ones, and I walked numbly on the sun-scorched street, not even having the spirit to hitchhike, so I walked back to my rented hut.

I lay on the bed in the hut with a lot of energy, and my mind was numb.

There was silence in the hut, as if time had stopped.

I don't know how long later, Da Gang came back in a hurry, and as usual, he kicked my small cot with a bang, and shouted in a rough voice: "Get up, are you still alive?" I ignored him, and he kicked him again, "Brother, good news for you, Lily and I are going to a university." ", he shouted excitedly.

"What, what did you say?" I sat up from the bed all at once, which was a bit of a surprise.

Da Gang was a little proud, "Do you want to know the inside story?" Get up, I'll tell you in detail. ”

"You did so well in the exam, you should be able to focus on it, Lily's score is not high?" I'm confused.

"yes, you don't know that, do you? My buddy has been staring at Lily's volunteer, she applied for Daliang's school, I think she will definitely not be able to pass the exam, as expected, she has no play, but her second choice, applied for a medical university in the provincial capital, so I followed and changed my first choice to be the same as her. Da Gang was a little proud.

"Unexpectedly, when the admission scores came down, we were all admitted to the medical university."

"Are you talking about cows or not?" He began to dance.

"Lily comes back to repeat, I guess she wants to be admitted to Daliang's school, right?" I vaguely knew Lily's original intention to repeat her studies, and reminded Dagang, "She didn't get admitted to Daliang's school, and she still ignored you, what's the point of you going to school together?" ”

"I don't care about this for now, as long as I can still be with her, it's worth everything." Da Gang didn't speak again, his face still covered with joy.

"Moths to the fire, beware of burning you." I was happy for him and joked with a smile.

"Alas, it's worth it to burn." Da Gang muttered, as if he was stupid.

Admission notices came one after another, as Dagang said, he and Lily were both admitted to the same major at the same time at the provincial medical university.

I, on the other hand, was admitted to the engineering major of a key university in the provincial capital.

Dagang, Lily and I will learn to live in the same place in the provincial capital again.

An unknown and strange place, we will learn and live together again, but who can say for sure, what changes will be made in reality?

Is Lily and Dagang's relationship really as optimistic as he imagined, will there be good prospects for development? Perhaps only time will tell.