Chapter 24: The Matter of Guilt

Wen Shaoran was so persistent, Feng Xiaoxiao was moved to soften her heart again. She no longer resisted, but she did not say that she would forgive him immediately.

The two walked silently for most of the distance, and they saw that they were about to arrive at Feng Xiaoxiao's house, but she felt that she had a thousand words to say to him, but every time she tried to communicate well tonight, he was very impulsive, and he should blame her for breaking up in the first place.

"Hey, you're over here, aren't you? Where are you? When he came to a turn, Feng Xiaoxiao actually walked straight away and was stopped by Wen Shaoran.

"I've moved." Feng Xiaoxiao lied to him.

"......" Wen Shaoran followed her, and then asked, "Really?" ”

Feng Xiaoxiao didn't deny it or admit it again, and after a while, she asked in a low voice, "You...... Do you blame me? ”

Wen Shaoran asked her rhetorically, "What do you think?" ”

"You must hate me to death...... Feng Xiaoxiao lowered her head and said, "I thought we were just separated for a while, but I didn't expect you... Such a big reaction......"

Wen Shaoran stared at Feng Xiaoxiao, half-squinting, "I reacted big?" Heh, Feng Xiaoxiao, what is the big thing in your eyes? Say for a long time, am I wrong? ”

"......" Feng Xiaoxiao felt speechless, and quickly explained, "I didn't mean that......"

"And what do you mean?" Wen Shaoran still has that aggressive look in his eyes.

"I'm ......" Feng Xiaoxiao lowered her head away from his eyes and whispered, "I know you'll be sad and sad...... I'm the same, but...... I didn't expect you to give up on yourself......" When she said this, Feng Xiaoxiao looked back at Wen Shaoran with a face full of doubts.

"Oh, it's not just sad...... Forget it, let's not talk about it, it will save you more guilt. Wen Shaoran said lightly, "It's my own fault, don't worry about it." I'm fine now, too. ”

Feng Xiaoxiao heard him say this and his tone was so calm, but he was even more uncomfortable. Perhaps, from now on, she and him will never go back to the way they were.

Feng Xiaoxiao looked at Wen Shaoran with a gloomy expression, and asked, "What makes me feel more guilty?" ”

"Nothing, you won't want to know, besides, it's all gone, where did your family move?"

Feng Xiaoxiao knew that he wouldn't say anything if he didn't want to say it, so he took two steps and turned a corner and said, "I didn't move." ”

"You ......" Wen Shaoran didn't have a problem with her, but it was okay, you could accompany her for a while longer.

Soon, they came to the intersection of the old road again, Feng Xiaoxiao was a little reluctant, but there was no way, they were no longer lovers, he shouldn't have any feelings for himself, otherwise he would have stabbed her in every tone of his voice tonight.

She stood still, pursed her lips with her head, kicked the two pebbles on the road with her toes, tried to pretend that nothing happened, and said politely, "Thank you for sending me home, be careful when you go back, bye." ”

"Well, bye-bye, take care of yourself in the future, don't be so reckless." Wen Shaoran said goodbye and turned around and left.

Before Feng Xiaoxiao could react, he saw the back of him leaving, he would never do this to her before, he waited until Feng Xiaoxiao approached the door of the house every time, and now he ...... Did he really let go and didn't have to care about her feelings at all if he didn't feel for her?

Feng Xiaoxiao was saddened and turned to leave, but her figure had an extra layer of loneliness, what if she was admitted to university? The beloved him no longer exists, was she really wrong in the first place? The tears couldn't help but fall again, she hated herself for being so cowardly, crying at every turn, who to cry for, what's the use of crying? In such an absent-mindedness, she accidentally crashed into the tram parked at the supper stall next to her, and couldn't help but cry out in pain, and then covered her knees, but fortunately it was just red, and nothing happened.

In fact, she didn't know, Wen Shaoran flashed to the side of the building after leaving, quietly paying attention to her, when she saw her crash into the tram, she almost rushed over, but seeing that she was fine, she controlled her emotions and scolded a few words secretly, "Stupid, it's always so uneasy to ...... like this."

He didn't leave until Feng Xiaoxiao entered the house, the same as before, but this time, she didn't know.

Father Feng saw Feng Xiaoxiao coming back, looking listless and in a bad mood, and asked with concern, "Is my daughter back?" Why don't you ask me to pick it up? Got a taxi back? ”

"I'm tired, go upstairs and rest." Feng Xiaoxiao said weakly, without making any stops, and walked directly inside.

Father Feng walked to the door and looked at it, he vaguely knew that his daughter was unhappy, and sighed, the young people now still can't stand the test, it's only been more than a year, it's okay, anyway, he is not satisfied with that kid, when he found out that his parents were divorced, he has not been disciplined by his parents since he was a child, although his grandfather is the old director of the bureau, but the family is still not worthy of my baby daughter. Talking to himself, he nodded to himself and walked back to the store.

Mother Feng saw her daughter's dejected appearance, and saw Father Feng look at the door, and whispered, "Tonight is a junior high school reunion, I just remembered, that boy ......"

"It shouldn't be done, you look at the appearance of your daughter, at a glance, it looks like a broken love." Daddy Wind said.

"That'...... What to do? Mother Feng said worriedly.

Father Feng snorted, with a disgusted expression, "Isn't this right, my daughter is so good, go to college to find a better one." ”

"But what if she finds a better one and marries far away? You fly to see her every day, huh? Mother Feng blamed, "It's all your fault, the last time you said that the boy picked up our daughter every day, rain or shine, I think he is very good." ”

Father Feng was speechless, "You! The Kindness of the Woman...... Your daughter is out of college? Don't want a future? Do you still want to support her to fall in love? ”

"I ......" Mother Feng saw that she couldn't talk about Father Feng, and then scolded, "In short, it's the wrong way you handled it!" ”

"Then why didn't you give your opinion in the first place?" Daddy Wind retorted.........

Feng Xiaoxiao was changing her shoes inside, and she just heard the conversation between her parents, speechless to the extreme, she had just graduated from high school, and they were worried about her marriage, crazy, she shook her head and went upstairs.

After Feng Xiaoxiao took a bath, he found that the time was still early, only ten o'clock, and he definitely couldn't sleep if he was in a bad mood.

Feng Xiaoxiao opened them one by one and looked at them, and saw Li Xuan first, he sent several messages, all asking if Feng Xiaoxiao could see him or something, I don't know if it was stimulated by tonight or thinking back to what Li Xuan had done to him in the past three years, Feng Xiaoxiao directly typed a few words, then see you tomorrow night.

Li Xuan was so happy that he replied, "Really? Great, I'm going to pick you up, where do you live? ”

"You just wait for me at the intersection of Qionghua Road, I live near here."

"Okay, how about half past seven tomorrow night?"

"Yes." After Feng Xiaoxiao typed a few words, he clicked on other messages, it was Jiang Lili's, saying what happened after she and Wen Shaoran left at the party, Feng Xiaoxiao learned that Chen Chen was so well-intentioned, and she was very grateful in her heart, and felt that she wanted to find an opportunity to thank him.

Thinking like this, she just clicked on a private conversation from the junior high school group, it was Chen Chen, who was following Xiaoxiao to apologize.

Feng Xiaoxiao replied to him with a smiling expression, "I understand, thank you"

"No, I sincerely bless the two of you, you must be happy!" Chen Chen replied.

Feng Xiaoxiao made a smile again and didn't say anything. She felt that she was not used to talking about her personal affairs with people she didn't know, so she didn't say anything.

The squad leader also sent a private message and a verification application with QQ friends, and kept apologizing for the unplanned party, but Feng Xiaoxiao directly closed the window and ignored it.

After Feng Xiaoxiao closed the window on the table, she thought for a moment, and she remembered what Wen Shaoran said that she would feel guilty about, what was it...... then found Tang Guofei's QQ in the group and added him.

Soon Tang Guofei passed her friend verification, and she immediately sent a message, "Hello, old classmate." ”

"I'm sorry for tonight's party, we didn't organize it well, and you were wronged." Tang Guofei replied.

"They all apologized just now, forget it." Feng Xiaoxiao typed and replied.

"Well, although Chen Chen has done such a very senseless thing, he still has good intentions." Tang Guofei added.

"What may seem like nothing to you, but to me, I'm very grateful to him." Feng Xiaoxiao said.

"Really? Didn't you dump Wen Shaoran, what else is there to be grateful for? Do you want to get back together with him? Huh"

Feng Xiaoxiao saw Tang Guofei's reply, although he couldn't see his expression, but he could see between the lines that he was very dissatisfied with her.

"I had to separate from him......"

"What's the last resort, isn't it just a boring excuse, for the sake of studying, having fun, and picking a breakup on Valentine's Day, with you" Tang Guofei's straightforward words stung Feng Xiaoxiao.

Feng Xiaoxiao looked uncomfortable, but still typed and said, "I'm sorry for him." ”

"I'm sorry, the most useless word in the world is sorry. Forget it, I'm not the party, it's none of my business. ”

"I heard that he changed a lot during that time, thank you very much for always persuading him." Feng Xiaoxiao thought for a moment and typed.

"Thanks? Who are you to say thank you for him? In what capacity? Tang Guofei's language became sharper and sharper, as if he wanted to question her a long time ago.

"I ...... Anyway, I used to be with him. Feng Xiaoxiao bit her lip and replied.

"Together? He's still a positive and cheerful teenager when he's not together, look what you've become! ”

"I didn't know it would become like that......" Feng Xiaoxiao was actually very aggrieved.

"I can't figure it out, his kindness to you is obvious to everyone, how can you bear it."

"Actually...... I regret it too......"

"You ......" Tang Guofei paused for a moment and sent another message, "Forget it, it's useless to talk about this now, because I watched him fall, and I was originally very optimistic about you, so a good person is wasted......"

"I really didn't expect him to change like that...... I thought he would be sad for a while and then he would adjust ......"

"Alas, he just spoils you too much, spoils you so much that he ignores too much emotion, he is the one who loves you to death."

"I found out too late......"

"Forget it, you can't go back to the past, if you still like him, I advise you to give up."

"Why?" Feng Xiaoxiao asked puzzled.

"So you really like him?"

"I've never changed."

"Then why did you break up?" Tang Guofei said suspiciously.

"For the ridiculous reasons you said, study quietly, and ......"

"What?"

"My parents knew, so ...... I don't blame them though, they're for my good. Feng Xiaoxiao replied.

"And this reason, why didn't you say it earlier?"

"What is there to say...... The result is all the same. It's all about separation. ”

"Maybe it's different, Lao Wen thinks you may have changed your mind, and then ......"

"......" Feng Xiaoxiao was speechless when she saw this reply, she was very innocent, she was the only one in her heart for so many years, I really don't know what he thinks.

"Maybe this is him, otherwise he wouldn't have become like that, but I still don't approve of you getting back together, after all, you have hurt each other like this, and the rift is very big, and now he has changed a lot, I don't know what will happen in the future."

"If he becomes like this, maybe, I won't have the face to see him."

“…… Live your life well in the future and forget about him. ”

"You...... Why do you say that I am also classmates with you, why do you keep persuading me to give up on him like this, do you hate me so much? ”

“…… It's not that I hate you, you're his weakness, I don't want to see him fall into it again, like before, he ......"

"What happened to him after he separated from me? Except for those who skip school, smoke and the like. ”

“…… What do you want to ask? ”

"What did he mean by saying something at night that I knew would make me feel guilty? Do you know? ”

"I don't know. Don't ask, he still chooses to protect your feelings after all, since he doesn't say it, it's really for your good. ”

“…… You know why can't you tell me? ”

"Anyway, I don't approve of you getting back together, so let's go to bed early. I'm down, good night. After Tang Guofei sent this message, his avatar turned gray, and he didn't give Feng Xiaoxiao a chance at all.

Feng Xiaoxiao was extremely uncomfortable, sitting in front of the computer in a daze, and couldn't help but click on Wen Shaoran's QQ space, listening to the first love and tears.