Yu Yun stood outside Sanping's hospital room for about twenty minutes, and he didn't push the door in.

The hospital was always quiet, with the occasional nurse pushing a cart down the hallway, and there was only a little movement in the hallway. It's completely different from the noisy atmosphere of a regular hospital.

But also, it's more of a sanatorium than a hospital. Recuperation, how to recuperate if you are not quiet?

Granny Yu knows her son's thoughts. Although she also hurts Sanping, in her heart, Sanping is still a person who has lived in a sanatorium after all - she really feels sorry for Sanping, but she also really wants her son to find other girls - at least an ordinary girl.

Yu Yun also knew what his old mother thought. In the past, once Granny Yu disagreed with him, Yu Yun would at most play Tai Chi with the old lady in a different way, not responding positively, nor making obvious confrontations, but just doing things according to her own heart.

But this time, Yu Yun didn't want to be so confused. Because it's different.

It's very different. For Sanping, for Granny Yu, and for himself, he must be cautious.

For this reason, he pulled Granny Yu, sat down seriously, and chatted seriously for a long time. Granny Yu's attitude at the beginning was very clear - "It's no problem to be friends; Being a partner, it really doesn't work. Sanping's state is very unstable, and such a companion is not perfect. ”

"There is no such thing as a perfect match." Yu Yun held her mother's hand tightly and said firmly, "Her current state is unstable, it doesn't mean that she will be like this in the future." I believe in her, and she will definitely be able to get back on her feet. She's just slightly lost, and it's not a big deal. I want to go with her to find the right path. I'm going to go with her to find the right path. ”

Since his heart has been biased towards Sanping, he must be responsible to the end.

It's just that he doesn't know Sanpei's thoughts yet. Did you rush in rashly and confess your mind to Sanping? So what's the difference between him and that way?

And that doesn't fit his character at all.

He couldn't help but ask himself why he didn't think of the character problem when he went out.

When he turned around and was about to leave, the door opened from the inside. Sanping, who was carrying a teapot, looked at Yu Yun, "I've been waiting for you inside for a long time." ”

Yu Yun immediately turned around and walked into the room.

Sitting on the sofa, Yu Yun reached out and wanted to take the teapot in Sanping's hand, but was gently blocked by Sanping, "Give me a try." ”

Yu Yun retracted his hand and watched Sanping calmly start boiling water, washing cups, and passing tea...... A set of movements, incomparably smooth, chic and free. Yu Yun looked at the movements of Sanping's hands, and then looked at Sanping's face, and his heart was open.

"It seems that you have not been idle in the days when I am away." Yu Yun said.

"Yu Yun." Sanping poured Yu Yun a cup of tea, and when he put down the teapot, his face suddenly became solemn, "I'm afraid I won't be able to give you what you want." ”

"Tell me, then, what do I want?" Yu Yun raised the teacup under his nose and slowly shook the tea, the tea had just been brewed, its unique fragrance and fragrance were thick, and gently floated into Yu Yun's nasal cavity.

"An ordinary, untraumatized partner; A normal, hopeful relationship. Sanping said, "Perhaps, you still want a few cute children." I can't give you any of these. I have a history of mental illness, so I can't give you a normal relationship. I don't want to have children, because children may inherit my disease. Besides......" Sanping's voice lowered, "I don't have confidence either...... It's more about being scared of small children. I don't think I'm going to be a normal mother. Just like the relationship between me and Xiao Fei, we are still very awkward to get along with each other. ”

Yu Yun took a sip of tea, and the astringent taste of tea slowly spread in his mouth. He put down the teacup and thought for a moment before he raised his head again and said to Sanping, "Before I met you, I never knew what I wanted. Whether it's a partner, love, or even children, I have no concept at all. After seeing you, I had an idea. And children don't want this kind of thing, don't want it, I don't have any obsession with it. ”

"What do you mean after meeting me......" Sanping didn't know what to say. She felt that Yu Yun had answered too quickly, and this answer was ...... A little frivolous.

"Whether you believe it or not, I feel inexplicable." Yu Yun spoke again lightly, "What I want, I know it myself, don't think about it for me." I don't know if this emotion is love, but I really want to go down with you. At the very least, you're going to make tea now, aren't you? Yu Yun watched Sanping's face slowly turn red, and smiled quietly, "What you should be thinking about now is what you want." ”

Sanping rubbed his face with his palm, then put down his hands, exhaled a long breath, and then refilled the tea for Yu Yun.

The fragrance of tea is curling, and the room is full of fragrant fragrance.

Seeing Sanping's spirit gradually improving, Dr. Hu once again lamented the complexity of the human psyche - it is very fragile, and it must be cared for and protected with love, otherwise it will be broken; And the energy and time spent to repair a broken heart is often huge and long-however, it is not excluded that there will be a situation like Sanping. In fact, depression is a neurotic disorder, and often many times, neurosis is just a substitute for life's suffering. People are often reluctant to face the bloody and painful truth directly, and keep running away, and neurosis comes from this. However, only if we truly accept our own truth about life, face the pain, and actively find ways to solve this problem that belongs only to us, then neurosis will be relatively weakened.

Sanping will continue to receive treatment in the hospital, but according to Sanping's current recovery, he should be discharged from the hospital by the end of the year.

Dr. Hu is in a good mood and the consultation process with Sanping is also developing very well. Even so. Dr. Hu still has a question in his heart - what kind of original family is Sanping so seriously affected? In fact, everyone should be born with the blessing of "being yourself", and it is clear that Sanping is not the one who is blessed.

Sanpei is still reluctant to mention his parents, especially his mother. Dr. Hu thought that this must be more profound and stubborn than the pain that Yonghe brought her.

But no matter how reluctant he was to mention it, Sanping still made a statement. She said firmly to Dr. Hu – "I know what kind of family I come from, and I accept it. And I'm not going to be influenced by them anymore...... It's a promise I make to myself. In fact, I have always belonged to myself, not to my parents, and not to the violin. ”

Dr. Hu believes in Sanping's promise, and he knows that Sanping at this time is no longer the same as before. Now she can say and do.

So, don't mention it, as long as Sanping knows how to come out of that environment and be his own master.

But then again, Dr. Hu didn't expect that the real Sanping – he meant Sanping who was not wrapped up in the anxiety and pain of loss in the past – could be said so. In addition to following up on Sanping's state, Dr. Hu couldn't help but start chattering with Sanping's rhythm for the rest of the time. Not only was he chatting in the consultation room, but when he went out of the room, Sanping saw the nurses, and his interest was not reduced, so he started chatting when he caught them. Several times, when Dr. Hu passed by Sanping's room, he inadvertently looked in and could see Sanping holding a teacup and talking to the nurses around her with an inscrutable expression. Dr. Hu felt funny when he saw it, and at the same time, the stone in his heart could be put down.

Just when Dr. Hu thought that life was so ordinary and busy, Senping came.

"Don't blame me." Dr. Hu sat on the sofa in front of Senhei, who whispered. Dr. Hu looked at Senping and did not speak.

Sen Ping raised his head, looked at Dr. Hu, and said again, "Don't blame me. ”

"Who would blame you?" Dr. Hu asked.

"I know what you guys think." Sen Ping frowned, "You, Xiao Fei's kid, Lu Yi, and that principal...... I know what you think, you think that Sanping has this disease today because I am very strict with her, and I forced her to do things she doesn't like. But I really don't understand, as for it? ”

"Really." Dr. Hu nodded solemnly. He looked at Mori Ping, who was deflated all of a sudden, and continued, "Moreover, the damage Sanping suffered before is completely irreversible. She can only recover on her own, and what we can do for her is insignificant. But we won't give up. ”

"What about you?" Dr. Hu asked Senping again.

"What?" Morihira replied listlessly with his eyelids half-raised.

"What can you do for Sanpei?"

"I don't know." Morihira said.

"I'm glad you came to me today. This shows that you actually still care about Sanping, at least you are uneasy. Dr. Hu looked at Senhei firmly and said, "My job is not to make anyone uncomfortable, on the contrary, I hope that anyone who comes to me for help can get help accordingly." I want to help you. ”

"How can you help us?" Sen Ping sat up straight, "All along, I thought it was just a housework, and it was too embarrassing for me to admit that there was a depressed person in my Yi family. How can you help our Yi family restore its reputation? ”

"Who cares about the reputation of your Yi family?" Dr. Hu immediately asked rhetorically, and Sen Ping was stunned. Dr. Hu continued, "What I want to help has never been your Yi family, it is Sanping who I want to help, and you who have come to me today - if you need my help." ”

"I'm fine, I don't need your help." Moritaira replied immediately.

"Then why are you here today?" Not to be outdone, Dr. Hu asked.

"Are you just here to shirk your responsibilities?" Dr. Hu asked again. Morihei did not answer.

"Child, it's not a continuation of your dreams, Mr. Yi." Dr. Hu continued unrelentingly, at this moment, he is no longer just a doctor, he has long regarded Sanping as a friend since he has been in contact with Sanping for so long. Now, he wants to say for Sanping first, to her relatives, what Sanping has been afraid to say for a long time.

"Your own dreams, your own life, are your own, and they have nothing to do with children. If you have a baby, just for yourself, I can tell you – not as a doctor, but as an independent person – to tell you that you are acting very selfishly, very selfishly. And even now, you still think it's love. Mr. Yi, with all due respect, you don't understand what love is. If you love your child, you want her to be an independent person, you want her to have her own life, you want her to let go and do everything she likes. More than anyone else in the world, you would like to see that she is mentally mature, that she has the ability to face pain and solve problems on her own. If you love her, you will catch her, and she will know that no matter what she is like - whether she is a violinist or not, even if she is unknown, her father, her family, love her deeply. If you love her, then, in this world, she will definitely not feel lonely; If you love her, she will never end her life to escape the pain of life. ”

Morihei panted and looked at Dr. Hu, who was drinking water, and couldn't say a word.

Dr. Hu put down the glass of water, cleared his throat, and looked at Senping from behind his glasses with a pair of eyes that were no longer smiling.