At breakfast, Huang Siya sent a WeChat message, saying, "Dad is going to Hong Kong this week, and I will pick you up on Thursday." You must be ready, we will leave as soon as I arrive. I don't want to waste time in Huidong, it's a scary place. There is no point in spending a night with Zhang Haifei. If he doesn't want you to go, that will ruin his fun. ”

In this way, she was put in an embarrassing situation again.

Zhang Haifei was particularly reluctant to let her go, simply because he felt "unsafe" in her absence. When she was there, he felt safe and free to do what he cared about. I can't say why, but that's it.

He often went to the farms, racking his brains to solve problems that were almost impossible to solve, such as how to fertilize them in the most economical way, how to sell them as soon as they were harvested, and how to save some tolls.

He knew that he had to find a way to process the original product, so that he would not have to sell vegetables, lest he would not be unlucky if he could not sell them. But if he turned meat and vegetables into non-staple foods, could he sell them? What can non-staple foods be used for? Now everyone seems to love freshness. And now there are too many such enterprises, which makes him very distressed.

It's really crazy, and only a madman can succeed. That's right, he's kind of crazy. Huang Siyao saw him this way, in her eyes, his painstaking solitude and talent on the farm issue seemed to be announcing that he was crazy, and his inspiration itself was the inspiration of madness.

That's the difference between the two. Motivation and madness are only one step away.

He talked to Huang Siyao about all his major plans, and she was dumbfounded, whatever he said. As he spoke, he would suddenly stop his endless words, turn on the TV, and watch blankly. It was clear that those plans of his had vanished in his mind like a dream.

Now, he plays "blackjack" with Botai every night at a stake of ten yuan per game. As soon as he gambled, he lost his soul and couldn't extricate himself from it. Huang Siyao couldn't bear to look at him like this. But after she went to bed, he and Botai would continue to gamble until two or three o'clock in the morning, unhurried, full of strange desires. Bo Tai is as addicted to gambling as Zhang Haifei, and even becomes more and more addicted to losing.

Once she said to Huang Siyao: "Last night, I lost 1,000 yuan to Young Master Zhang. ”

"Did he ask for your money?" Huang Siyao asked in surprise.

"Of course, ma'am! I'm honored. ”

Huang Siyao admonished them and became angry at both of them. As a result, Zhang Haifei increased Botai's monthly salary to 10,000 yuan, and since then she has had money to gamble. This is a high income in the countryside of Huizhou. In fact, he was not short of money at all. But Huang Siyao felt that Zhang Haifei was really worse day by day.

Later, she finally told him that she was going to leave on the seventeenth.

"Seventeen?" He said, "So when are you coming back?" ”

"July 20th at the latest."

"Okay, then July 20th!"

He glanced at her with a strange and blank expression, his expression as blank as that of a child, and as silent and cunning as that of an old man.

"You're not going to let me down this time, are you?" He asked.

"What do you mean?"

"When you're not there. I mean, you'll be back for sure. ”

"I absolutely believe I'll be back."

"Then it's decided! July 20th! ”

He looked at her with a strange look in his eyes.

But he really wanted her to go. That's weird. On the plus side, he wanted her to take some risks and maybe come back with a baby, and that's it. But at the same time, he was afraid, afraid that she would go, not why, but afraid.

Seeing that the opportunity to leave him completely came, she trembled and waited for both her and him to become calm.

She sat down with the ranger to talk about her departure, saying, "When I get back, I can tell Zhang Haifei that I have to leave him." The two of us can leave together. They don't even need to know that the man I'm going with is you. Can we go to another country, okay? Can you go to Canada or Australia? ”

She was thrilled with her plans.

"You've never been there, have you?" Lee Kwang Fu asked.

"No, what about you?" Huang Siyao said.

"Haven't I been to the Middle East? I have also been to Central Africa and Southeast Asia. ”

"Why don't we go to Singapore?" Huang Siyao said.

"Yes!" He said slowly.

"Don't you want to go?"

"I don't care. I don't really care about what I do. ”

"Don't you feel happy then? Why? We will not be poor. I'll get a sum of money, I've asked a lawyer. It's a huge sum of money, maybe a million. Huang Siyao thought of the money for the divorce. In fact, he thought in his heart that it might be far more than a million.

"That's rich enough, for me."

"Oh, what a beautiful day!"

"But I have to get a divorce, and so do you, or we're going to be in trouble."

There's so much to think about.

Another day, they were in a cabin in the woods, and it was thundering outside, and she asked him about his experience.

"Were you happy at the beginning, when you were a lieutenant, an officer, a gentleman?"

"Happiness? Ok, I like my colonel. ”

"Do you like him?"

"Yes! I like him. ”

"Does he like you?"

"Yes! He should like me. ”

"Tell me about him."

"What is there to say? He rose from the bottom, he loved the army, and he was never married. He was twenty years older than me, and he was a very wise man, the kind of man who was lonely in the army. In fact, he is a very enthusiastic man, a wise chief. When I was with him, I fascinated him, and I listened to him almost all in life, but I never regretted it. ”

I never regret it. ”

"Are you sad that he's dead?"

"I almost died myself. When I woke up, I realized that half of my life was dead. But I've always understood that sooner or later you will die, and everything in the world is like this, so what won't die? ”

She sat and pondered his words, and the thunder roared outside, making people feel like they were in a small ark in the midst of a great flood.

"You seem to have been through a lot." She said.

"Really? I feel like I've died once or twice. But I'm still alive, tenaciously alive, and I'm suffering more troubles. ”

She was meditating, but she was also listening to the storm.

"After the death of your colonel, do you still feel happy as an officer?"

"Nope! Those people are small-bellied guys. He suddenly smiled and said, "The regiment commander often says, yes, he is the regiment commander." Kids, they're by far the youngest and most feminine of the bunchs, and they think they're too calculating, but they're always self-righteous. I'm no match for this man. Lick your ass until your tongue is hard. But they are always right. Pretentious, delicate, just a few! ”