"Don't, don't say that!"

He was silent, but Huang Siyao could feel the dark space of disappointment deep in his heart, where all desires were dead, all love was dead. This disappointment is like a dark cave in the hearts of the men, and their souls are lost.

"You can talk about sex so calmly," she said, "and it sounds like you only want your own pleasure and satisfaction." ”

She couldn't help but feel a little nervous when she retorted to him.

"It's not!" He said, "I wanted to get a woman's pleasure and satisfaction, but I never got it, because if she can't get my pleasure and satisfaction, I will never get hers, and both should be at the same time." But this has never happened, and it needs to be good for both parties. ”

"But you've never trusted your woman, you've never really believed me." She said.

"I don't know what it means to believe in a woman."

"Look, what I'm talking about!"

She was still curled up in his lap. But he was not in a good mental state, absent-minded, his mind was not on her, and every word she said made him even more trance-like.

"But what do you believe?" She asked.

"I don't know."

"I don't believe anything, every man I know." She said.

Both of them were silent. Then he cheered up and said:

"No, I actually believe something. I believe in warm hearts. I especially believe that the heart should be hot when you are in love, and the heart should be hot when you do that. I believe that if men can take the initiative with enthusiasm and women accept it with enthusiasm, all problems will be solved. Indifferent love leads to death and ignorance. ”

"You're not indifferent to me, are you?" She asked.

"I don't want to do anything to you at all. Now my heart is like a cold potato. ”

"That's it!" She kissed him in disgust, "Then stir-fry your cold potato-like heart." ”

He smiled, straightened up, and said, "It's true!" Everything needs warmth. But those women don't like that, and you don't even like it very much. The love you like is to be useful, to be vigorous, to be penetrating, but to be cold, and then you pretend to be sweet. Where is your tenderness for me? You doubt me like a cat suspects a dog. Let me tell you, be gentle and zealous, it's a matter of both sides. It's nice that you like to be in love, but you think it's some great mystery, and you just want to make yourself look good through it. Your own self-esteem is more important to you than anything else, fifty times more important than any man, or rather than being with a man. ”

"But that's exactly what I'm going to say to you, your pride is bigger than the sky."

"Okay! All right! He was so excited that he almost stood up, "Then try separately." I'm not going to play that kind of indifferent love trick anymore.

Huang Siyao immediately slipped out of his arms, and he also stood up.

"Do you think I'm going to ask for this?"

"I wish you didn't want to," he said, "and go to bed, and I'll sleep downstairs." ”

She looked at him and saw that he was pale and frowned. He was so far away from her, like the cold North Pole. Men are the same.

"I won't be home until morning." Huang Siyao said.

"Say no more! Go to sleep. It's a little bit closer. ”

"I don't." She said.

He immediately walked over and picked up his boots and said, "Then I'll get out!" ”

With that, he began to put on his boots under her gaze.

"Wait!" She hesitated, "Wait! What's going on between us? ”

He bent over to tie his shoelaces and did not answer. After a while, she felt black in front of her eyes, felt dizzy, and lost consciousness entirely, and stood there looking at him inexplicably with her eyes wide open, unconscious.

The silence caused him to look up at her, and to find her eyes wide open and confused. As if blown by a gust of wind, he limped towards her with one foot on his shoes and the other on his feet, and took her in his arms, and hugged her tightly to his body, which seemed to weigh him down. He just put his arms around her, and she stayed in his arms.

Then his hand blindly groped downward, searching, and touching the smooth, warm spot beneath her clothes.

"My little girl!" He muttered, "My little girl, let's stop fighting! Don't be vindictive anymore. Yes! I love you and love to touch you. Don't talk! Don't fight with me! Other! Other! Let's be in this together. ”

She looked up at him and said calmly, "Don't worry, it's useless to worry." Do you really want to be with me? ”

She stared at his face with wide eyes. He stopped, froze suddenly, and twisted his face to the side. His whole body froze, but he didn't flinch.

Then he looked up into her eyes, with a strange pale smile on his face, and then said in a low mood, "Good! Let's be together! Swear together. ”

"Really?" She asked, her eyes filled with tears.

"Hey, it's true! The heart, the belly, and the thing. ”

He still looked down and smiled at her, a wry smile in his eyes.

She was crying silently. He lay down on the carpet in front of the hearth with her, and entered her body, so that at last there was some peace. Then they immediately went to bed, for the room was getting cold and they were both tired. She curled up in his arms, making him feel petite in his arms. The two of them fell asleep immediately, sleeping soundly, as if they were one person. They slept motionless until the sun was on the treetops, and the day was dawn.

He opened his eyes and saw the light. The curtains were drawn. He heard the thrush chirping in the woods outside. It's sunny this morning. It's about half past five, and he gets up at this time of day. He slept too deeply today! What a beautiful new day! The woman was still curled up in her sleep, looking delicate and lovely. His hand caressed her, and she opened her curious blue eyes, staring blankly at his face.

"Are you awake?" She asked.

He stared into her eyes, smiled, and kissed her. Huang Siyao was startled and sat up suddenly.

"I'm here!" She said.

She looked around at the small, whitewashed bedroom, the sloping roof, and the curtained triangular window. The room was almost empty, except for a small chest of drawers painted yellow, a chair, and the little white bed she slept with him.

"We're here!" She looked down at him and said. He lay and watched her, fingers rubbing her breasts under her thin pajamas. He looked young and handsome when he lay warmly on his back, his eyes were very eager, and she looked delicate and fresh, like a flower.

"I want to take this off you!" As he spoke, he grabbed her light pajamas and lifted them over his head. She sat naked, and the slender ** slightly glowed with a golden color. He likes to fiddle with her ** and make them gently swing like bells.

"You'll have to take off your pajamas and pajamas, too." She said.

"Oh, no!"

"Okay! Yes! She commanded.

He took off his old shirt and his pajama pants again. When he took off his clothes and pants, he had fine muscles except for his hands, wrists, face and neck. In Huang Siyao's opinion, he was suddenly dazzlingly beautiful, just like when she saw him taking a shower that afternoon.