Lu Yi lay at home. He stared dryly, staring at the ceiling tightly, with an air of intent on a hole in the ceiling.

He snapped off the lazy couch and paced back and forth in the living room, his hands clutching his hair in frustration.

yes, what the hell was he thinking, to let a kid do that kind of thing?

Since he knew that Sanping was in a bad state, why didn't he talk to her directly? Why not just advise her to see a psychiatrist? has been friends with her for so many years, but she doesn't even dare to pull her friend? And push a child out and make him do something he doesn't dare to do?

Selfish, shameless, the next work, it's you, Luyi!

If it weren't for Yu Yun, if it weren't for Yu Yun, what would have happened to Sanping and Xiao Fei - what would have happened?! The more he thought about it, the more frightened he became, the more frightened he became, he folded his arms and fell back onto the lazy couch. His life has been smooth sailing, and he is completely incapable of bearing the loss, even if it is only an imaginary loss.

He wiped a handful of tears, he wanted to see Sanping, he wanted to see Xiao Fei, he wanted to hug them and cry, admit his mistake, and then the three of them went out to eat, chat, and laugh together as before.

But he's no longer qualified, he thought.

He was so immersed in his emotions that he couldn't hear a soft knock on the door. The louder knock on the door sounded a few more times, and he looked up at the door. After a few seconds, he jumped up and rushed to open the door.

Xiao Fei looked at him outside the door, "What about sleeping?" ”

Lu Yi looked at Xiao Fei blankly, motionless. Xiao Fei couldn't help but poke him with his finger, "Still sleeping?" ”

After Lu Yi came back to his senses, he opened his arms and hugged Xiao Fei tightly - "I thought you would ignore me in the future." ”

Xiao Fei was stunned for a moment, and then felt a little funny, "What do you think, how can I ignore you......"

"You haven't been here for a long time, and I don't dare to look for you......" Lu Yi let go of Xiao Fei and brought Xiao Fei into the house, "I don't dare to go to Sanping." Sanping her...... Sanping, is she okay? ”

"Not so good." Xiao Fei frowned, "But she is quite active in cooperating with the treatment." It should get better soon. ”

Lu Yi's eyes were red, "I want to see her." ”

"She doesn't really want to see you right now." Xiao Fei ruthlessly interrupted his fantasy, "Although I don't think it matters, Sanping's meaning is quite clear, she doesn't want to see you." ”

"But," Xiao Fei looked at Lu Yi, "Do you know Sanping's parents?" ”

"Huh?" Lu Yi sniffed, "I know." I've had dinner with them before. ”

Xiao Fei nodded, he didn't sit down, but stood, as if he was about to rush out after finishing speaking, "Sanping has been hospitalized for a while, but her parents haven't come to see her once." Can you go and see her mom and dad and see what's going on? I don't want to go, her parents have always looked at me unpleasantly. Yu Yun didn't know them either. You're the right person. ”

Lu Yi immediately walked out the door, "I'll go immediately, go immediately." ”

"Wait, don't worry." Xiao Fei hurriedly grabbed him, "Her father is very fierce, I have seen her father a few times, and every time he scolds." This time Sanping had such a big incident, and it was all reported in the media, saying that a well-known violinist was hospitalized for depression and the like, it was impossible for her parents not to know. But I didn't come to see her once......"

"Do you think Sanping has embarrassed them again?!" Lu Yi asked angrily.

"How do I know?" Xiao Fei said, "Yu Yun and I have guessed countless reasons, but they are all just guesses. But no matter how we guess, we all feel that maybe it's not just that Sanping embarrasses them, so they don't look at Sanping. ”

"What's the reason for that?" Lu Yi vaguely guessed something, but he didn't say it.

"You think for yourself. I think you know. Xiao Fei let go of the road, "Anyway, when you get to their house, don't be in a hurry to get angry, you have to see their real reaction." ”

Lu Yi nodded, and then sighed, "You still have to tie the bell to the bell." ”

Sanpei forgot what had happened that day. In fact, she just tried to think about something a little harder, and her head immediately hurt like it was going to explode.

Xiao Fei has grown a lot taller, and he looks even a little taller than Yu Yun. That afternoon, he came to see her with Yu Yun, holding a certificate in his hand.

"The school is too picky." As soon as Xiao Fei sat down, he began to complain, "Only one certificate after winning the first place?" ”

"Why don't you say that we also wrote you a joint letter of recommendation to the art school you like?" Yu Yun choked back with a smile, looked at Sanping, and began to frown, "Why are you thin again?" ”

"Is the food here not to your liking?" Yu Yun then asked.

"I lose weight." Sanping replied. In fact, she didn't have any appetite at all, but in order to prevent Yu Yun from continuing to ask, she casually said a reason.

"Don't lose weight." Before Yu Yun could speak, Xiao Fei spoke up, "What kind of weight do you lose?" I'm so thin that I can't see anyone. If you don't have an appetite, just say it, and no one scolds you. ”

Sanping was speechless, she felt more and more that Xiao Fei had learned some mind-reading skills from Yu Yun.

She nodded and admitted, "I don't have much appetite, and the food here is too unpalatable." ”

"Then I'll bring you food tomorrow, and I'll cook you what you like." Xiao Fei immediately answered.

"Don't you have to go to school?" Yu Yun gently patted Xiao Fei's head.

"I can get up early so I have time to cook." Xiao Fei said, "Then let Lu Yi or Yu Yun send it over." In the afternoon, after school, I came back to take the insulated lunch box back. ”

Hearing Lu Yi's name, Sanping's face changed. Xiao Fei quietly glanced at Yu Yun.

"Lu Yi wants to come and see you." Yu Yun said directly, "He had no choice at that time, so he let Xiao Fei come." ”

Sanping's temples began to ache faintly, and she finally remembered, "You can't let a child do this kind of thing......

When she finally remembered the events of that day, she felt afraid.

That day, Xiao Fei resolutely did not let her go out alone, she lost control on the spot, entered the kitchen, picked up the knife, and pointed it at Xiao Fei for a while, and at her wrist for a while, during which she was hoarse and cried loudly. At this time, Yu Yun slammed the door open, snatched the knife from Sanping's hand, and Granny Yu, who followed, quickly protected Xiao Fei behind her. Yu Yun hugged Sanping, who collapsed on the floor weakly, and kept whispering "It's okay, it's okay", while asking Granny Yu to call an ambulance immediately. Xiao Fei rushed out from behind Granny Yu and rushed to Sanping's side.

After entering the hospital, the doctor diagnosed that Sanping suffered from depression and needed to be hospitalized.

But she was still angry with Lu Yi. If he hadn't asked Xiao Fei to stop her, she wouldn't have lost control, and she wouldn't have let Xiao Fei experience this kind of "violent behavior" again, so that Xiao Fei would have witnessed this "out-of-control scene" again......

"I'm glad that Lu Yi asked me to stop you." Xiao Fei interrupted Sanping's chaotic thoughts. Sanpei looked up in shock. Xiao Fei smiled, his smile shining in the sunlight shining in from the window, "If it weren't for him, how would you let the villain in your heart come out and lose his temper?" ”

"We have to see the little person in your heart first before we can give her a big hug."

When Morihei and Kiyoka finally arrived, Sanpei had a feeling of "a guest".

Morihira's hands were clenched into fists and placed on his knees. He looked much older, he had never grown gray hair before, and now he also had a lot of gray hair on his temples, and among the few black hairs left, it was conspicuous and abrupt.

Mom's eyes were red and swollen, and the tear stains were still clearly visible. Qinghua has always been a decent and elegant woman, and she will definitely dress herself carefully before going out. But now, Qinghua in front of the three planes, a face without makeup, wrinkles at the corners of the mouth and eyes; Her hair was messy, her clothes were wrinkled, and her hands were clenched restlessly.

San calmly looked at her parents in front of her, not long ago, she finally distinguished, in the past almost forty years of life, her hatred for her parents has never stopped. But at this moment, it is very strange that the hatred for them seems to be gone—it is gone, as if once these emotions are singled out, these hatreds, resentments, and unwillingness have no meaning to exist.

They're my parents, but they're also helpless, right?

"Here, the environment is fine, I've seen it." Moritaira finally spoke, his voice sounding a little shaky, "Take your time and listen to the doctor." After being discharged from the hospital......" Morihira paused, as if it was difficult to say the next words, "After being discharged from the hospital, you can do whatever you want." ”

Sanpei didn't give any reaction, she just looked at Senpei quietly. Since she started her treatment, she feels that her emotions are very stable, like a lake without any waves.

"How could we have thought, how could we know," Moripei struggled to control himself, "that it had put so much pressure on you to play the violin. We really are, for your own good. ”

Mom covered her face, and whimpering came out between her fingers.

Sanping felt in a trance. It turns out that the suppression for many years can be easily brought over with such a sentence of "how can you know".

"I really don't understand," Morihira's facial features seemed to be shrouded in a cloud of black mist, "as for it?" That's how everybody came here. ”

Sanpei smiled. At first, she just laughed softly, and then she couldn't hold back anymore and laughed out loud. laughed so unscrupulously that both Morihei and Kiyoka were taken aback. Lu Yi, who had been guarding the door, pushed the door in, "What's wrong?" ”

Sanping wiped the tears that were laughed out of the corners of his eyes, and said to Lu Yi, "It's nothing." Then she turned to her parents, "Don't worry, after I am discharged from the hospital, I will definitely do what I love." Also," she paused, holding back tears that were about to burst out of her eyes, "I won't bother you anymore to worry about my unruly daughter." ”

During the time that Sanping was hospitalized, another incident happened. Based on Sanping's current mental condition, the judge originally wanted to take back her custody of Xiao Fei. Yu Yun - Yu Yun even got a lawyer's license - he asked Xiao Fei what he meant, and Xiao Fei firmly said that he would not leave Sanping - and then, Yu Yun stated Xiao Fei's wishes to the judge in court, and also showed that Sanping's depression had been effectively controlled, and Sanping himself actively cooperated with the treatment; What's more, Xiao Fei is already an adult, and he can completely decide all his actions.

So, Xiao Fei is still Sanping's adopted son, he will go to the hospital to visit his adoptive mother once a day after school, and when he leaves the hospital, he always carries a thermos lunch box in his hand.

What was laid down, what was picked up; Or, what are you still grabbing, what are you chasing, probably only the person concerned, and the spring breeze that appeared on the branches after leaving on time in winter, I know.

Xiao Fei raised his head, looked at the tree full of small purple flowers in the yard, and looked back at Sanping, who had been discharged from the hospital and was writing a novel at his desk at this time, and sincerely felt that the spring breeze was so good, and the spring was so good.