The clubhouse is not too far from the company, half an hour's drive.

I didn't arrive late at the company.

Strangely, I saw that Daichi had arrived before me, sitting in the office, seemingly preoccupied.

I made a cup of coffee and looked back at him, and my buddy was still sitting like a stone sculpture, and his posture had not changed.

"It seems that Dazhi is in trouble." , I thought to myself, since Dazhi and Lan Hong'er got married, for nearly a year, they have been coming to work later than me, or they don't see anyone at all in the morning, and they don't see anyone early after work at night.

Today is so abnormal, I came so early, and I am probably in a bad mood to meditate in the office.

I took my coffee, knocked on his door, and walked in to see him.

"What's wrong? What do you think? So fascinating? ”

He didn't respond to the knock on the door, and it wasn't until I walked in and asked aloud that he came back to his senses and turned his head to look at me.

"Big country, buddy is going to be finished."

As soon as he spoke, I was taken aback.

"What's wrong? Is something wrong? ”

Dazhi sighed.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's just that I suddenly feel so bored in life!"

This is the most decadent sentence I have heard since I met Dazhi.

Even when we had nothing and lived together in the basement of Beijing, he had never been so pessimistic.

His beloved cousin married a Beijing native for the sake of a house, and he left Shenzhen in frustration, without showing a trace of disappointment in life.

Now his words are not just complaints about life, this is a deep weary emotion.

This is the state that I know Dazhi should not have.

I looked at him carefully and smiled.

"What do you mean, life is too good, but life is boring?"

"Did you go out for a big drink last night, and didn't you wake up yet?"

Dazhi ignored my jokes.

"I'll tell you, you don't understand either."

Slightly annoyed, he stood up and prepared to walk out of the office.

I quickly blew on the hot coffee in my hand, gulped it down, and followed him out.

The knot in Dazhi's heart needs to be untied, and I feel that I have a responsibility to do it.

It had just rained last night, and there was a hint of coolness outside.

The rush hour to work has passed, and the sides of the sidewalk are deserted.

A cool breeze blows, blowing the bare birch branches, clinging to the treetops, and the subtle rain and dew are shaken down and sprinkled on the face in the wind, bringing a refreshing coolness.

Walking down the street, Daichi slowed down.

I walked side by side with him.

"Dude, it's not a big deal, why are you so depressed, let's hear it?"

I'm deliberately going to make it lighter.

"Big country, I'm divorced from Lan Hong'er!"

Dazhi was silent for a long time, and the words he said once again caught me off guard.

I was stunned.

"Why? Haven't you always been good? ”

Dazhi smiled bitterly.

"In fact, I have been learning about what you said for the past two days, and I think Lan Hong'er and I used to be very good, but the emotional foundation is too weak to stand the test of time."

Dazhi has told me more than once that in a metropolis like Beijing, the benefits of fast-food marriage, in order to get married, he met Lan Hong'er, but it was such an ending.

I was speechless for a moment.

I didn't know how to comfort him.

"Lan Hong'er and I actually had a very happy time, but ...... Alas! ”

I didn't know what he wanted to say, so I didn't answer him.

It's just a little sympathetic to look at him, and the feeling of being abandoned by emotion seems familiar.

An unhappy marriage is a fatal wound for a woman, and the blow to a man should not be underestimated.

"Lan Hong'er is good at everything, but she is too suspicious, buddy, I have almost given up my job in the past year, you see, in order to cater to her, I almost gave up my job, I went out late and returned early every day, and I was about to become a model husband, but in the end, it still didn't work." , Dazhi's voice was a little choked.

He has indeed changed a lot in the past year, and at that time I thought that a married man should live a normal life like this, and it seems that buddy still has such a secret.

"Nearly half a year after getting married, Lan Hong'er was like crazy, and she wanted to imprison me like a prisoner, and I was about to collapse."

"Have you ever thought that this is a normal sign that she loves you very much and cares about you?" I watched him scratch his head in pain, trying to enlighten him from another angle.

"I thought so too!" , Dazhi sneered.

"That woman is too scheming, I can only see her face thoroughly now!"

It turns out that there are other stories, and it seems that I can only keep my mouth shut and wait for him to finish the story.

"After I got married to her, she had to check my mobile phone every day, social software, I got used to it anyway, so I let her go, one night last week, there was a sudden power outage at home, I took her mobile phone as a flashlight to check the meter, and a message suddenly came to the phone, I thought my mobile phone was so strict, I also looked at her, and the fucking almost killed me."

"The message was sent by a man, it was very sensual and disgusting, but the core content was to ask for money."

"I was almost, so I took her phone and confronted her, and the result was as expected."

"I'm working hard to make money, this girl doesn't go to work, she just peesters me every day, and she breaks off the connection with her ex-boyfriend, and gives her the money I earn to her good flowers!"

"I'm completely looking at the wrong person!"

Dazhi trembled as he spoke.

Yes, this kind of thing, as long as it is a man, it should not be tolerated, I looked at Dazhi, and I felt a little distressed.

"Brother, if you leave, you will leave, it's not worth it to be sad for such a woman!"

"Besides, with your current conditions, you don't have to worry about finding a good woman."

I couldn't find a better word to comfort him.

Dazhi is a sensual person, and in his world, affection is above all else.

Lan Hong'er and I are also familiar with each other, dare to love and hate, I don't have any reason to define her right or wrong, however, just from the facts, even if she doesn't love Dazhi, she shouldn't hurt him like this.

From Dazhi's statement, I understand that Lan Honger should have been with the person she loves, but unfortunately her loved one is a pathetic and incapable poor bastard, Lan Honger combined with Dazhi for economic interests, and was tortured by both morality and love after marriage, and the deep anxiety in her heart and the self-torture of her soul induced her to be suspicious and overly defensive towards Dazhi, and finally showed her own feet.

Does she love Dazhi?

I can't help but be a little confused, can I live with someone I don't love for a year?

How sad is it to marry for the sake of getting married, to marry for the sake of profit? Is this the ultimate destination for all fast-food marriages?

Staying with someone you don't love for a year, or even a lifetime?

Dazhi's broken marriage made me feel a lot of emotion for a while.

Life is short.

What a sad thing it is to give your best years to someone who is completely indifferent to you.

Thankfully, we still have options.

I hope that those of us who have experienced emotional pain can have a right choice for ourselves between right and wrong, love and hate.

I silently walked side by side with Dazhi, thinking about his pain and struggle.

I can't help but hesitate to make a seemingly clear emotional choice for my current situation.

......

The cold wind blew again, and the sky darkened.

A few dark clouds drifted by, and the air was filled with damp moisture.

There was rumbling thunder in the distance, it was going to rain.