Chapter Seventy-Three: The Book of Brocade Is Hard to Hold
The rain outside the house has been falling, knocking on the eaves, making a tinkling sound, as if it is accompaniment for the reunion of two long-lost souls in the house, close to each other.
"It's a familiar taste." I lay on the earthen bed and looked out the window at the rain curtain.
"Does it feel like home?" Lan Gu looked at me, her face was ruddy, and she asked softly.
"yes." I turned to her sideways and stared into her eyes.
"Did you design this hut and just build it?"
Lan Gu smiled.
"The cottage has been there for a long time, but you have been drinking tea in my clubhouse for so long, and you have not paid attention to it, so you have never known about its existence."
"I had the soil used to build the cot bring from my hometown."
She said softly.
"I didn't sleep well, since I made the cottage, every time I was in a bad mood, I could sleep very comfortably here, lying in the hut, I felt as if I had returned to more than ten years ago, and returned to my hometown to my own melon field, a feeling of returning to the countryside to pick up youth."
"yes, we're all old." , I was a little emotional, stroking Lan Gu's smooth skin, looking at the shallow wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, for a while, I suddenly felt a little sad.
She broke free of my embrace, sat up, put on her pajamas, and turned her head to smile at me.
"Shall we have some red wine and some cake? Anyway, it's my birthday too. ”
yes, it seems that what she said doesn't care if I remember her birthday is not that simple, what woman doesn't want all her important days to be noticed?
I answered, sat up, wrapped around the blanket, and leaned over to the small table.
Holding a red wine glass, he wished her, "Happy birthday!" ”
"Happy birthday, why don't you even have a title?!" , Lan Gu pouted, this time she was really angry.
My head short-circuited for a moment, and I looked at her, knowing that it was rude for me to have a conversation without a title, but I didn't know what to call it appropriately.
Yes, we're not a couple, it's too intimate to be inappropriate.
In the same way, we are not husband and wife, and it is not appropriate to be too casual.
I'm not a flamboyant man, and I don't dare to immediately close the distance between me and her abruptly and frivolously because of a moment of intimacy.
Lan Gu saw my embarrassment.
"Call Auntie!" She seemed to be laughing at herself, and she giggled first.
"Happy birthday, Auntie!" I quickly followed her meaning and raised my glass again.
We looked at each other as if we had returned to the scene when we first discussed the title more than a decade ago, and we understood each other and laughed again.
The wine was pleasantly drunk, the cake was not big, and it was basically wiped out.
Reminiscing and returning to a state of intimacy again, let the two of us come over like two ignorant children for the first time, what is the difference between red wine and cake and the first chance encounter by the dry river more than ten years ago, and the melon and biscuits eaten when we are hungry?
I don't know when the rain has stopped.
The night was already deep.
The courtyard was quiet, and it seemed that there were only two people left in the world, Lan Gu and me.
Lan Gu, like me, is not good at drinking.
We went down with a bottle of red wine, and she was visibly drunk.
"I shouldn't have let you go so easily!" , what she said, also seemed a little childish.
I remembered the parting between myself and her by the river after the rain stopped.
In a trance, it was like in a distant dream.
Yes, if, as she says now, there is no difference between me and her, what kind of situation are we in now?
Will we continue to be in love like this, talk freely together, and have a good time?
Or are we married and married, and our children are playing on our knees, living a different life?
Life is always in constant flux, allowing people to experience different kinds of wonderful.
I don't dare to think about it anymore.
Just as I didn't have the courage to stay, in the blink of an eye, time passed, and the time we missed each other was so long and so short.
"The rain has stopped, are you still leaving?" Lan Gu looked out the window.
"Let's go? Oh, by the way, me, let's go? I woke up from her questioning, a little depressed.
yes, I think it's better to walk away now, and it will be a real unrelieved awkward to stay.
With that in mind, I began to pick up the clothes that I had discarded around my dirt bed.
"Great power, you know what? In fact, for so many years, before you came to the clubhouse, I have been paying attention to you. ”
"However, in the past, you had your life, and I never wanted to bother you, I was just blessing you, and now that you are back with me, I feel that God is giving me another chance."
As she spoke, she hugged me tightly from behind again.
"I won't let you go!"
There was an undeniable certainty in Lan Gu's murmuring tone.
I felt the warmth of being embraced and unable to break free.
The rain outside the window seemed to be very naughty, and at the moment when we hugged each other, it began to rain again.
Lan Gu's enthusiasm rekindled the passion for the lonely men and widows in the hut to meet each other honestly.
Once again, we really fell into the lust of the cottage on the side of the melon field on the banks of the dry water river more than ten years ago, and for a moment, they were so closely related that even their breaths were entangled, as if neither of us could leave each other.
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I sat up and looked out the window, where the rain had washed away the dust in the yard and everything had become much brighter.
Lan Gu was still asleep, she had a graceful figure, covered with a blanket, it was difficult to hide the beauty of her mature carcass, and the corners of her beautiful mouth had a hint of satisfaction and smile.
I know that maybe from now on, if she wants to, we will never be separated again.
A kind of love and tenderness that has never been felt before rises from the bottom of my heart.
Lan Gu's feelings for me are deep and deep, and last night's drunken conversation still shakes my heart.
What does a man want in his life if he has a woman who is so affectionate to him?
She has always been concerned about me, but she is not willing to ruin my life, and only wants me to be happy.
"Although the mountain league is here, the brocade book is difficult to trust"
Paying attention to each other and caring about each other like this is true love, right?
The purpose of possession, although there is the pain of lovesickness, but it is just a blessing, I hope that the other party in love will live well, it is easy to say, in reality, how many people can do it?
Compared with Lan Gu's feelings for me, I feel that many of the emotional things I have dealt with in the past have indeed been wrong, and they are outrageously wrong.
"Are you awake?" She opened her beautiful eyes and looked at me.
"Yes, you go back to sleep, I'm going to the company." I tucked the blanket for her and said softly.
Like a little girl, she closed her eyes shyly and obediently, turned over, and went to sleep.
I walked out of the hut gently.
The sun outside was bright.
Just like my mood at the moment, it is refreshing and bright.
Maybe today, it's really a new beginning, right?
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