Chapter 31: Second Recollection
Well, he grew up in the temple, and at that time, the adults in the temple loved me very much, and I asked them - why did they shave their hair? Isn't it nice to be like him, warm in winter and cool in summer?
None of the cute big brothers spoke - there was nothing to say.
"You'll know when you grow up - six roots are pure!" A great monk replied. But he didn't know why he was shaving. Is it possible to shave off your hair and you can clean it all six? So, why not everyone in the world is bald, it doesn't make sense. That being said, for the sake of the rules and precepts, it still has to be like this, otherwise what? Is it to have long hair and then be kicked out? This is where I grew up, and the abbot is very good to himself, so don't go by himself.
Although the great monk told himself in his heart: "Monks don't speak. "But I just can't help it. Every day I go down the mountain with the master, do practical things for people, and recite some scriptures that I don't understand, although I don't understand it, but for the sake of incense money, it seems that I really need this, otherwise...... The brothers and sisters of the whole temple are going to starve, just like in front of herself, this lovely child, how innocent she is, she can't let him ...... Let him starve. Even if I don't understand anything, the Diamond Sutra, the Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra, I don't understand it very well, but ...... In this life, in these years, where will there be ascetics who practice hard under the Bodhi tree.
It seems that he is already very religious.
The gold paint on the surface of the Buddha statue in the temple this year has almost peeled off, but ah...... It seems that there is still no way to do anything to get money all at once, and to put gold on Shakyamuni Buddha and Guanyin Bodhisattva......
Alas, is it possible to rely on these mud bodhisattvas to pursue those good men and women......
Of course, the great monk is not a person without a bottom line, at least...... He felt that he really should put away the rules and precepts, and he couldn't ...... Eh, what am I thinking, Amitabha, sin, sin.
The great monk smiled and went to the morning class. He was left alone, sitting on the cold ground, not saying anything, not really doing anything. Just sit quietly, it seems, extraordinarily ...... Extraordinarily like a little adult, some serious, some stereotypical. He's thinking about the serious question – why, why...... Are we going to stay here and have a good time? Monks, don't speak...... However, even if we speak, can we ...... Could it be that the Buddha and the Bodhisattva will know? The heavens don't know, the earth doesn't know, you don't know, only I know, it's hard to distinguish between truth and falsehood, Buddhas and Bodhisattvas...... Can you know? I don't know.
In fact, I think it's okay......
Even if it's six reincarnations, it's not something I can control.
Hey......
That day, at the foot of the mountain - he persuaded a female benefactor to buy a ...... I bought a string of ragged prayer beads used by my brothers. The rosary was tattered and shiny—indeed, it seemed that this rosary had been around for a long time. But ah, this rosary has been here for a long time.
Speaking of which, there are some very interesting things -
As soon as the benefactor saw this string of prayer beads, she seemed to have found a treasure and said what ...... What kind of antiquities could it be?
It's really a joke, how is this possible...... You know, this rosary was bought from a small grocery store a few years ago, when a few senior brothers went down to work in the mountains - when they bought it, it was still brand new. It's like, never used before.
With hundreds of dollars in his pocket, he knew that he could eat a lot of vegetarian food. Myself...... I told a few senior brothers who are usually good with me, let's go out to eat together. That's nice, that's going to be...... This time, I can have a good meal again, and I don't have any scruples.
And then......
His senior brother scolded him. ......Uhh It's so fierce...... Why do you want to kill yourself? Myself...... I'm just making a deal that you want me to make.
What's the matter...... Why, why punish yourself? I really just don't know why, I can't even say it clearly, and I have to punish myself. Punishment for copying, punishment for labor...... I'm not like you, keeping the rules and precepts, and I'm not like you, why...... Why do you want to run...... Reprimand me? What qualifications do you have? It's as if you are Buddhas, bodhisattvas!
Cut, you're doing as if you're not even a pig or a dog! You see what you eat, you look at it - tofu, white rice...... Are you all cattle and sheep on the grassland?
Well, Xiang ...... Apologize to the female benefactor? Impossible...... No, no, no, why should I apologize...... Originally...... It's nothing! You love me, you love me...... Hey.
It's not that the wine and meat have passed through the intestines, but the Buddha is in my heart...... Ha......
That time, he broke his vows. How delicious it is...... Wine and meat, wine and meat - chicken wings, and lamb kidneys, and what beef......
It's a thankless job, really......
Oops, I ......
Delicious, really delicious...... Hahaha great monk, why don't you let me eat meat? That's nice......
He wiped the oil from the corner of his mouth, walked quietly to the bottom of the mountain, looked at the temple on the mountain in the clouds, smiled, didn't say anything, just pretended not to have eaten anything, tightened the hundreds of yuan in his arms, and the rest was nothing.
Hopefully, it won't be discovered. Well, when you smell of meat and walk into the crowd that has never eaten meat before, you guess...... How could you not be discovered, you said it nicely, you are really a wonder......
Even if others don't move their noses, this is considered a peculiar smell, and the peculiar smell is not understood......
Then, he ...... suffered the most poisonous beating in his life. It's a miserable man.
It's just hanging up, beating you hard, and then you get another whip, and then you are not allowed to eat anything where you are hungry, and you are not given anything to use, that is, you are allowed to hang there, and you are put down from time to time, that is, you are asked to copy the scriptures, copy the scriptures, or copy the scriptures, and almost nothing is given to you under you, which is really funny...... In this way, he is embarrassed to boast of himself: "The monks are compassionate? "I'll get yours out, dead bald ass...... In the past few years, you have gone up and down the mountain, how many things have been pitted by others, how much money have been pitted by others, and every time people have ...... is a dead man, and you have to set such a table for you, how did you eat the dead man's fan with peace of mind? You're really shameless.
Ha ha......
However, after that incident, few people seem to have said anything......
Everyone chose to ignore this matter, just treat it as their own junior brother, and do nothing...... No matter how you say it, he is ...... after all The layman is not a pious person, and he doesn't understand the empty door, and there are any great truths and great compassions...... But let's take it as ...... I didn't see it. After all, he is not an evil person, after all, he just ate a few pieces of meat casually, which is not a big deal......
But it's ...... Alas, sins and sins, but the temple has rules, that is......
Alas, I can't protect my little junior brother. No matter what others think, breaking the vows is breaking the vows.
He's not happy...... Why, can't you eat meat yourself? It's a bully, okay. I'm just going to eat meat!
That time, the temple ...... How to say it, that time, he was very angry, he was a very actionable person, and he went down the mountain casually and deceived him of a huge amount of money, so he said...... He's actually very talented at it. Well, first of all, there are two ways to do it yourself - one, you can ...... Poison these hateful brothers? What a great idea...... Hehe-hey-but, it seems that there is no poison at hand, the only thing I have seen is those, what, what is in martial arts novels...... Heartbroken...... What's going on? But ah, I've been in the temple for the past few years, and I haven't been to the town, and I can't buy it, but speaking of which, I'm going to go to school in the town next year, after all, I still need to go to school.
Tsk, ...... yourself I don't have any money, so I can only go to those very poor schools, take classes, and what classes do I take...... There's nothing good to eat at school...... I can't eat oily, but I'm still ...... Shall I do it again? O candlestick! Candlesticks, used for a long time...... I've heard that it was handed down a long time ago...... Wait, isn't it...... The senior brothers in this temple are gone, and this temple is their own? Like, it makes sense! Hahaha.
Other words...... What if the temple burns? Ha ha...... Ha ha...... Well, matches, it is said that this is a senior brother, who got it from the town, and it depends on them to light the lamp, so it's very convenient to wipe it like this, and it's okay. Hehe, in other words, if you say this, the sesame oil of the temple will have a great effect. So, watching this temple burn down, I was quite happy. In other words...... It's good, it's all your own. It's all your own~
From time to time, every night, on ...... There is a figure, haunting here and there, pouring oil everywhere, ...... here There...... From the main hall, to the kitchen, and ...... There are also a few senior brothers' rooms, there, here, and the abbot's room...... No, robes......
So, carefully and carefully, the vicinity of the robe was perfectly avoided, all ...... Mmmm, okay, it looks like it's perfect, speaking of which...... Senior brother's private money, what to do, but it's nothing! Or wait until ...... The abbot has bought the insurance!
And then, again, the long wait, as if ...... It's all right, this temple, everything here - it's good.
Right now, it's all your own, huh.
Every time I go out, every time I enter the door, I seem to be very happy, and I feel like I am ...... He walked around happily – whistling, not breaking the precepts, not deceiving others, doing morning classes with the brothers every day, and every night when he would smile and tell them about his understanding of Buddhism.
The four are empty, yes, the four are empty - you're about to be empty, you're all happy, happy...... What is outside the body is the best, what is outside the body! "Today I know that I am me~" Towards him, he ran towards the meditation room.
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Today is the last day, and today is the day to implement the plan. Little monk, that's right—with the help of a few senior brothers, he shaved his head. I still want to do this very much, just like a real little novice, sitting in the same place, eating fasting and chanting Buddha, and occasionally being said by the abbot "has a mouth but no heart".
The little monk who climbed to the head of the bed slowly took out a match and found a place at the head of the bed where there was a little sign of oil stains - it was winter, and the oil was frozen on the beams of the house, the head of the bed. Slowly igniting the grease at the head of the bed, the little monk hummed a little song and walked to the thatched house, which was far away from the temple. There is a strong wind today, so no matter what, today's fire will reduce the light of this temple that makes him unhappy.
Aha, that's what he saw in town. Standing next to the thatched house, looking at the senior brother who was anxiously looking for him, and the senior brother who was hurriedly putting out the fire, the corners of Xiao Shami's mouth hooked up a smile. That's good, that's good...... But then you won't get anything...... Having said that, it's good, these people in the monastery don't have any brains, and the two or three who escaped went to save people...... Just two or three of you in total.
The corners of the little monk's eyes were soaked with tears, but he still held back and didn't cry, it wasn't worth it, although he ...... Senior brother, it's good to yourself, but you can also be good to yourself in the future...... What to do, huh...... Woo......
After all, he still squatted down, covering his mouth and nose, tears flowed down his hands, little by little, falling to the ground, the corners of his eyes, and his eyelids were covered with tears, and his eyes were wide open, as if they were ...... Alas, it's so sad, it's as if something has been taken away. What is it...... What is it...... Slowly walked out of the hut, listening to the screams, the little novice showed a ...... on his face The appearance of compassion is like the real gold in the fire, the living Buddha in the world - the real Buddha. Compassion for the world, compassion for the world, alas, alas...... The suffering of the world is not as good as sending you to wait and die. Going to Elysium can be regarded as liberation. The screams were still vaguely permeating the air, and the smell of screams and the appearance of screams were magnified in front of the little novice.
Oops...... It looks like it's so painful, brothers, eh...... Don't worry, right away, it's relieved, although the room is in disrepair, but ah, a few days ago...... You've just renovated it. How ridiculous, I never looked down on doing two plays, to make some money, but you looked down on you, you are like people who have no moral values, walking around, thinking about it, and then taking the money, and repairing it, and the place where you live seems very chic. So, ah, you, die on your own performance, die on your own results, this is your end, you are probably like this. Eh...... Hey, hey, hey!
He let out a small whisper, as if he was forcibly pulling his throat to laugh out loud and laugh happily.
It's like at the beginning, Zhao Xuan in the rain smiled happily, very scary, very scary. Finally, the sound of a fire truck came from outside, and the little novice walked out of the thatched house, and set the thatched house on fire, looking at this century-old temple, burned to the ground, as if he had never been here, as if everything here had been forgotten by himself - I was just a passerby, this is just a place where I was born and raised, why, what is there to care about, what do I care about? I don't think so.
So ruthless - but, Buddha - has no desires and no desires, then presumably, there is no such thing as great love, or, small love, ruthless...... Of course, no one can point fingers. Well, that's right - wine and meat have passed through the intestines, Buddha, in my heart. Yes.
The fire truck arrived, and they saw it, this boy on the ground, he was crying, very sad - yes, speaking of which, such a young child would be very sad to see his home on fire. Of course, at the time when science and technology were not developed, this kind of thing was ...... It was a small accident that burned all the monks in the temple to the ground. ……
Then, who would notice the boy with a sly smile on the back of the fireman?
Well, the boy, that is, the little novice, is like this, gradually, grows up. He had hair and became a sunny boy in the new era, and then, he graduated from college, relying on social relief and relics left in the temple...... There is also an insurance that the old abbot bought for the temple, and he has become the existence of the stars holding the moon, and at that time, it was probably the happiest time for him. Well, yes - he really, really, happily. Here, here, there is a place where you can reflect your own value, and there is also a place where you can live. Speaking of which, it's not so depressing.
That's it......
But that's not enough.
He met a girl. She was born in a poor family, and she was very difficult. She was, a blind girl. I like her so much, it's like seeing an angel in the world, it's like ...... Got in love?
He gave all the money, gave it to her, gave it to her, her family, her mother, kept reaching out, kept asking, and yet, she, still blind. It's as if we had met at the beginning, and the beautiful eyes were tightly closed and tightly closed. But ah, how much he wanted to see, those beautiful eyes. Finally, when he saw those beautiful eyes, where did he get the money to marry that girl, she was so beautiful, and he had become an ordinary orphan who grew up in the temple, no senior brother, no junior brother - he was lonely......
"My wedding, I hope you can come and see, you helped me, a lot of ......" Tsk, it's bloody.
It's like the one in all idol dramas, romantic dramas, and urban dramas, and in the end, he has nothing.
Then, the scene of the girl's wedding, all of them, turned into charcoal, and finally, the girl was turned into a box of ashes, which he kept forever.
He opened his mouth and smiled. He found a woman and took out a string of prayer beads.