"Don't put on such an expression, your dad doesn't like it." Qinghua pushed down Sanping, who had a sad face, looked at the direction of Senping's room, and whispered.

Seven-year-old Sanping maintained the posture of holding the piano, looking at his mother with teary eyes: "But I'm so tired......"

"I'm tired and endure it." Qinghua frowned impatiently. As she was talking, she caught a glimpse of Sen Ping coming out of the room, and hurriedly put on a smiling face and greeted her, "I'll cook pork bone soup tonight, do you like it?" ”

"Whatever." Morihei gave a perfunctory look at Qinghua, and Qinghua turned around and ran to the kitchen to start working. Sanping didn't have time to hold back her tears, she whimpered and looked at her father with a gloomy face, and walked in front of her.

"Is it so aggrieved? So tired? Morihira asked, bending over, looking his daughter in the eye.

Sanping twitched, not daring to speak.

"My child Yi Senping doesn't cry so much." Morihei stood up straight and said sternly: "Don't eat dinner, continue to practice until I say stop." ”

After saying that, Morihei didn't look at his daughter, who was desperately holding back her crying, and his wife, who was looking out of the kitchen, turned around and walked into the room.

Qinghua sighed and said to Sanping: "I told you not to cry, don't cry, it's useless to cry, your father doesn't like you to cry, you see, you can't eat tonight, right?" ”

Sanpei stared blankly at the floor, not knowing what he had done wrong.

When Sanping regained consciousness, Xiao Fei had already been persuaded by Dr. Hu to go home. Dr. Hu was standing next to Sanping's hospital bed, flipping through Sanping's medical record book.

"Just that kind of thing......" As soon as he opened his mouth, Sanpei was startled by his hoarse voice.

Dr. Hu put down the medical record book and looked at Sanping with concern: "What is it?" ”

"With the medical record book in your hand," Sanpei cleared his throat and continued, "can you sort out my life?" ”

"Definitely not." Dr. Hu replied, "The medical record book is just a tool for doctors to understand the patient's past medical history and other conditions, and it does not have the function of sorting out life. Seeing Sanping laugh, Dr. Hu turned to say in a soft voice: "Your life has to be sorted out by yourself." ”

"I'm afraid I can't really do it." Sanping immediately said, "The more I tidy up, the more panicked I become." I don't know if that's true, I can't tell the difference. My mom never loved me at all? How could I possibly accept such a thing. ”

"And, before I fainted, I saw Yonghe." Sanping raised his head and looked at Doctor Hu.

"Yonghe can't appear in front of you, that's not true, you know better than me." Doctor Hu looked into Sanping's eyes and said word by word: "Now you will enter a stage where you can't distinguish between illusion and reality, but it doesn't matter, I will always be with you, and your friends, we will all accompany you." And, when you can't tell the truth from the false, you just have to remember one principle – respect the facts – remember this principle, and you will be able to tell the difference. ”

"The problem is, I don't know what the truth is, do I?" Sanping felt that his brain was very messy, "I think my mother doesn't love me, it's fake; Yonghe appeared in front of me, it was true. That's the truth for me. ”

"You know it yourself, it's not true." Dr. Hu did not agree with Sanping, "If it is a fact that your mother loves you, then where is she now?" If Yonghe is not dead, it is a fact, then where is he now? In front of you, there is only your doctor, that is, me, and beyond that, there is no one else. ”

Sanping was speechless for a long time.

"Respect the facts – even if that's what you don't want to admit. There are many facts in life that you don't want to accept, it is full of difficulties and frustrations, but this is life. And, it's not your fault. ”

"Keep writing, don't stop." Dr. Hu said to Sanping before he walked out of the Sanping ward.

Sanping felt that the days in the hospital were very difficult, but Xiao Fei's time outside the hospital passed very quickly.

A few months passed quickly, Xiao Fei didn't know how Sanping was recovering, anyway, every time he went to the hospital to see her, he felt that she didn't seem to have changed much from before she was hospitalized. He didn't have time to think about Sanping anymore, and when the cicadas chirped in the summer, he walked into the examination room of the college entrance examination.

After three tense days, he walked out of the examination room, looking at the bustling flow of people outside the examination room, parents and candidates were all in full swing, he stood alone outside the examination room for a while, and when he was about to pull his legs away, he looked up and saw Yu Yun and Lu Yi walking towards him.

He felt a lot less of Yu Yun's indescribable dislike, and he didn't know if it was because of Lu Yi. Since the last time Yu Yun misunderstood that Sanping's suicide was because of Lu Yi's confession, the relationship between Lu Yi and Yu Yun has been inexplicably much closer. Every time Xiao Fei saw the two of them appear in pairs like good brothers, he didn't have any thoughts about Yu Yun.

"Congratulations." Lu Yi rushed to Xiao Fei excitedly, laughed and gave him a hug. After Lu Yi let go of Xiao Fei, Yu Yun, who was standing on the side, nodded to Xiao Fei, didn't say anything, and didn't look like he was going to give Xiao Fei a hug.

"How are you going to celebrate tonight! Comrade Xiao! Lu Yi patted Xiao Fei on the shoulder vigorously and asked loudly, as if he was the one who had just finished the exam.

"Whatever." Xiao Fei didn't care, and even felt quite bored, "It's okay not to celebrate, there's nothing to celebrate." ”

"Hey!" Lu Yi hugged Xiao Fei and walked forward, "You kid was fun when he was in junior high school, but now he is like a little old man, boring." ”

When you were in junior high school? What was I like in junior high school?

Xiao Fei couldn't remember it for a while.

Seeing that Xiao Fei didn't speak, Yu Yun made a rare suggestion, "Since you don't have an idea, do you want to make a few dishes and take them to the hospital and have a meal with Sanping?" My mom said she was here to take care of the meals. ”

Seeing that Lu Yi and Yu Yun were looking at him, Xiao Fei had no choice but to nod, "It's okay, but will it trouble Granny Yu." ”

"No trouble." Yu Yun said immediately, taking out his mobile phone as he spoke, "Eh, Mom, yes, Da Yun." Tonight we went to the hospital to have dinner with Sanping...... Ah, you're ready? Okay, we'll get it later. ”

"Granny Yu won't come with us?" After Yu Yun put the phone back in his pocket, Lu Yi asked.

"She's not going." Yu Yun replied briefly. Lu Yi nodded, and then his expression began to change, "But Sanping and I haven't spoken for months......"

Yu Yun glanced at him lightly and did not speak. Xiao Fei sighed, "You two are really elementary school students." I haven't talked about it yet. ”

"I don't know what she thinks." Lu Yi was a little aggrieved, "Although I know that she doesn't like me, I'm still afraid that she will hate me." You don't know, she doesn't look like a messy person a lot of the time. ”

"Sanping is not easy to mess with?" Xiao Fei thought it was strange at first, but after thinking about it carefully, he also thought it was true. Indeed, Sanping is the kind of one that looks like a soft persimmon on the outside, and it is ...... on the inside The inside is more like a soft persimmon, too soft, easy to be pinched, whether it hurts or not, she won't say. If this is for others, it doesn't matter, people who care about her are particularly easy to be at a loss, afraid that she will be annoyed if she cares too much; The greetings were a little less, and it was not good for her condition. Didn't Dr. Hu say that he would accompany her more, but among the few of them, the only one who really insisted on accompanying her more was Yu Yun, who couldn't beat a fart with three sticks.

"That's why it's all dragged on." got into Yu Yun's car, Yu Yun started the car, and only then did he say such a sentence that could not be heard salty.

"Drag it out." Lu Yi sat in the back seat and stretched out his long legs, "What can you do." ”

When I arrived at Sanping's room, Sanping was bored leaning on the sofa and watching TV. Seeing a few of them coming in, I cheered up a little, "Coming?" ”

"Hmm." Lu Yi responded, Sanping was stunned, and then squeezed out a little smile, "Ah, Lu Yi." ”

"Uh-huh." Lu Yi answered again, and then looked at Xiao Fei, who had walked in and was sitting at the other end of the sofa, playing with his mobile phone with his head down, sighed, stretched out his legs and gently kicked Xiao Fei's shoes, "Stop playing, pack up and get ready to eat." ”

Yu Yun had already put the lunch box on the coffee table, Xiao Fei put the phone back in the school bag, walked to the coffee table, and helped Yu Yun take out all the food in the insulated lunch box.

Sanping also wanted to stand up when Lu Yi walked in front of her. She looked at Lu Yi in bewilderment.

"That ......" Lu Yi took a long time before he held back this sentence, "You're not angry with me, are you?" ”

Sanpei smiled embarrassedly, "I'm not angry at all...... I'm afraid you're angry. ”

When Lu Yi heard this, his face immediately smiled, "That's fine!" It turned out to be a misunderstanding! You said that the two of us really made Xiao Fei right, just like the two elementary school students, everyone was afraid that each other would be angry. ”

Yu Yun sat in front of the coffee table and said a sentence, "It's good that the misunderstanding is solved, come and eat." Xiao Fei just finished the college entrance examination today, celebrate. ”

"Ah, yes, yes." Lu Yi jumped in front of the coffee table and sat down next to Yu Yun. Sanping also walked over with a smile.

"How did you feel about today's exam?" Sanping sandwiched a piece of white-cut chicken and put it in Xiao Fei's bowl and asked.

"Okay." Xiao Fei put the white-cut chicken in his mouth, "I can do it." ”

"No score?" Yu Yun raised his eyes and looked at him.

"Nope." Xiao Fei put a chopstick of shredded potatoes in the bowl, took a bite, and then said, "If you can put it on it, you can't count it." ”

"Hey, that's chic." Lu Yi was happy.

"I think I can do it." Sanping looked at Xiao Fei and said, "Remember to tell me when the notice comes down." I'm going to have a good dream. ”

Yu Yun poured a glass of orange juice for Sanping, and when he heard Sanping say this, he looked at her, "Haven't you slept well lately?" ”

"Ah," Sanping took a sip of orange juice, "I haven't slept well." Either I was having some messy dreams, or I simply had insomnia and couldn't sleep all night. Annoying. ”

"What did Dr. Hu say?" Lu Yi asked with concern.

"Prescription of medicine, like." Sanping ate a few bites, and felt that he couldn't eat it, "Anyway, I don't know if it's open or not, it's over after eating." ”

"Isn't it useless?" Xiao Fei listened silently for a long time.

"It's useless." Sanping sighed, "I thought I was going crazy, and now I feel used to it." ”

The mood of several of them instantly became heavy.

Yu Yun put down the dishes and chopsticks and stared at the dishes in front of him for a while before saying, "Did you not cooperate well with Dr. Hu's psychological treatment?" ”

"Huh?" Sanping was stunned, "No, if you have any questions, you have to answer them, what do you want." Then, she felt that it was not a taste, and couldn't help choking, "Why do you blame me again." Is it because I don't want to get better? ”

"I didn't mean that." Yu Yun replied, he thought about it, and then said, "Eh, I found out, you have a big temper now?" ”

Sanping was stunned, she didn't expect Yu Yun to change the topic so quickly.

But Lu Yi on the side reacted first, "You think so, too!" I also think she's so strong now! Particularly attractive. ”

"What are you talking about......" Sanping smiled helplessly.

The atmosphere is a little better.

Xiao Fei kept picking up the food, and didn't say a word with a wooden face.

Although he knew that Sanping's situation was unstable now, he still annoyed Sanping a lot. Besides, he can't be as tolerant as Yu Yun and Lu Yi for the time being, but he is afraid that he will block them again as soon as he speaks, so he simply doesn't speak.

He felt that he was too bad and too selfish. Sanping is like this, and he has collapsed more than once, and he secretly complains that everyone's focus will always be on Sanping. Like today, it is clear that he has finished the college entrance examination, Yu Yun clearly said that everyone had dinner together to celebrate him, and it is clear that he is the protagonist today.

But Sanping's sentence of "I can't sleep well" made everyone's attention focus on her - even him, he couldn't help but start worrying about Sanping.

He understands that there is no way to put this kind of complaint and comparison on the surface, and he also understands how shameless his current idea is—as shameless as his own father.

Thinking of this, Xiao Fei's legs couldn't help but tremble again.

How much he hates his own father, he ...... now He hated himself as much as he could.