The pear light rain almost turned upside down...... Always? Why can't she feel Qianrui's love? On the contrary, she still has a feeling of alienation from herself?

Su Ming saw that Li Xiaoyu was silent, and she also continued: "But because of the last time Ah Rui returned to the Vermilion Bird Country, Xiaoyu was disliked? Shi Niang has never seen Xiaoyu before, so I don't know what kind of person Xiaoyu is, but when I saw it yesterday, it turned out to be a handsome girl. ”

"Shi Niang said that Xiao Yu had forgotten it, so it was not that she was indifferent to what Shi Niang said, but Xiao Yu really didn't remember." Li Xiaoyu said frankly, indeed, she occupied Li Xiaoyu's body, she can't let Qianrui have love for Li Xiaoyu again, and she can't take possession of Qianrui's love for her, because that would be unfair to her, isn't it?

Su Ming Shi Niang nodded, as if she was full of appreciation for Li Xiaoyu's answer, she smiled: "Sure enough, Xiao Yu is an honest girl, and Shi Niang also believes that Xiao Yu and A Rui can go on with Hemeimei." ”

"Master...... I didn't mean that, I really don't remember the past, I can't be so selfish to let Brother Qianrui love someone who doesn't like him. Li Xiaoyu said frankly again, she didn't want to carry this heavy thing in her heart, why not put it aside? How tiring it must be to carry this.

"Xiaoyu, Shi Niang knows that this matter is a bit of a big stimulation for you, but Shi Niang believes that Xiao Yu will still feel this friendship of Ah Rui, right?"

"Light rain...... I really don't remember it, and I don't want to remember it anymore, it must be a painful memory, so why bother myself with remembering it? ”

The male protagonist of the topic, Qianrui, took out the porcelain bowl on the side, as if he didn't care about this matter at all, and Li Xiaoyu's heart instantly cooled down. Is he displeased with himself by not asking so much? How do you feel that you are forcing him to give himself a name? Li Xiaoyu was a little angry in his heart, why did he ignore him?

Master Su Ming: "Ah Rui, come here, this bowl is not in a hurry." ”

"Hmm."

Qianrui walked over, he looked like a jade and couldn't attract Li Xiaoyu's attention anymore, she just felt that Qianrui was so cold, and it was a thing of the past when Li Xiaoyu liked him, she had to tell him that she was not that Li Xiaoyu anymore, and she didn't have any special feelings for him.

As Qianrui approached her, Li Xiaoyu suddenly lost the feeling of wanting to go crazy in her heart, which was replaced by a strong rejection.

Li Xiaoyu: "Master, Qianrui, I don't care what kind of person Li Xiaoyu was before, I am no longer her." The promises you've made before don't count, and I won't mind, after all, I'm really just starting to get to know you now. Moreover, I have no interest in your position as the crown princess, and I prefer this ordinary day. ”

Qianrui's face was a little white, it was that kind of miserable white, as if she had been stimulated by something, Li Xiaoyu couldn't bear to look at him again, she was afraid that she would be soft-hearted.

Su Ming Shi Niang lowered her head and knitted the sweater in her hand, the corners of her mouth were still a little twitching, Li Xiaoyu thought that she didn't seem to say anything wrong, so why were they silent?

After being stunned for a while, Qianrui said, "Xiaoyu, can you come out with me?" ”

Li Xiaoyu didn't want to go out, but she saw that Qianrui's eyes were a little firm, and it was not okay not to go, so she got up and said, "Master, then I will go out for a while." ”

"Go, go, don't be in a hurry to come back, this soup is all for you, and you will come back when you want to drink it."

"Thank you, Master!" Li Xiaoyu smiled sweetly, this flower seemed to be about to bloom, Su Ming Shi Niang nodded, her eyes were full of relief.

When she came out, it was still a little cold here, and Li Xiaoyu suddenly felt a little directionless, because she was not familiar with this place at all.

Qianrui looked at Li Xiaoyu, this appearance of wanting to speak and stopping made Li Xiaoyu a little worried in his heart, did he want to tear his face with himself.

"Why don't you want the crown princess?" Qianrui suddenly asked.

"I just don't want it, the princess is not that fun."

"Feelings, where is it used to play!" Qianrui's tone was a little impulsive.

Li Xiaoyu took a step back, and she looked at Qianrui in fear, why was he so excited?

Qianrui may have discovered something wrong with him, and he spoke again: "Xiaoyu, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to say that I only want to leave the position of the crown princess to you." ”

"I don't need to."

Qianrui's eyes immediately faded, and his somewhat injured appearance made Li Xiaoyu feel distressed. Why do you feel sorry for him? Probably because I don't want to see him low.

Li Xiaoyu: "I didn't mean that, Qianrui, I just want to say that I don't want to be a princess." ”

"But only when you become the crown princess can you have the ability to protect yourself, and I can see you every day, do you understand?" Qianrui said again.

Li Xiaoyu was probably reluctant in her heart, she pursed her lips again, why did she keep saying the wrong thing recently? It seems that this temperament is too casual, but it's not good, and it will hurt others. But what about when someone else hurts themselves? How did they ever care about their feelings?

laughed at herself coldly in her heart, she overstepped it, the crown princess of others, what right did she have to refuse or respond? Feeling her own uneducated, Li Xiaoyu buried her head low, like a child who had done something wrong.

As soon as she lowered her head, tears fell silently, and she only felt that her ears hurt so much, and there was a tingling sensation. It's her fault, she thought she could live as she pleases when she came here, but she never thought of it...... She still hurt others. She shouldn't have lived in this world, was she? She should have died in that abdominal pain, but death didn't take her in, what could she do?

This bow, all the memories came to her heart, and her heart was suddenly so stuffy, like a blocked door, no matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't get out. She hated it, but what could she do? As long as she has the slightest guilt, she will want those bad things to come, and this thought will fall into it. She clutched her chest, only feeling a breath of air running around inside, she was so uncomfortable, but she felt that she deserved it...... She didn't deserve these good things in the first place, so how could she?

She should live with low self-esteem, shouldn't she? She is just a little ant, this has to be small enough not to be seen, so that she will not be hurt, but she is unwilling, she feels that she should still shine.

Why does my heart always fluctuate, like a roller coaster?

Qianrui gently pinched her chin with his hand, his hand was actually a little trembling, but he didn't dare to let her know in his heart, so he could only increase his strength.

Li Xiaoyu: "It hurts." ”

Qianrui let go of her hand, and then said, "Li Xiaoyu, I don't allow you to cry." ”

As soon as she heard this, Li Xiaoyu's tears were more like water pouring out of the floodgates, gushing endlessly.

Qianrui: "Don't cry, it's not beautiful if you cry." ”

Li Xiaoyu burst into tears, glared at him again, and said, "Is it beautiful or not, isn't it the same in your heart?" ”

"Also, it's been a light rain all the time."

Li Xiaoyu felt a little lost, it turned out that he had never paid attention to his beauty and ugliness, no wonder he felt indifferent when he stood in front of him.

It's useless to sprinkle and roll, she knows that Qianrui's heart is actually a little cold.

"Actually. You don't have to marry me for the sake of Master Suming, I don't care, and I don't want to marry you. Li Xiaoyu said.

"I just wanted to give you, the best."

"I don't want to, I don't want to, I just want to stay good."

Qianrui gently touched her head, and she only felt that all the anger in her body was gone. Are you thinking too much? She's always been so good to herself?

Li Xiaoyu wanted to avoid it, but she still had a trace of expectation in her heart. Perhaps, she also has a good impression of him in her heart.

Qianrui: "I...... I just loved Xiaoyu, but I didn't ask Xiaoyu how she felt, I'm sorry Xiaoyu. ”

Li Xiaoyu looked up at him, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and behind him was the light blue sky, and he smiled very good-looking Li Xiaoyu felt.

Qianrui: "We will do whatever Xiaoyu likes, okay?" Don't force Xiaoyu to be the princess anymore. ”

"Really?"

"Really."

Feeling that there seems to be a glimmer of light in life, although the gloom of Li Xiaoyu just now has not completely subsided, there are still some signs of getting better.

She knew she was talking too aggressively, she was too willful, wasn't she? thought that she could ignore others by soul wearing again, but this is still a human world after all, and she probably forgot about this.

Li Xiaoyu: "Qianrui, in fact, I am also wrong, right?" I know you're doing it for my good, and you want to give me the best, but I think you're doing something wrong. So, we've been misunderstanding each other all along, haven't we? ”

Qianrui nodded and said with a smile: "It's me who misunderstood Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu shouldn't be too sad." Everything's going to be fine. ”

Li Xiaoyu: "Really...... But I'm going to be a little embarrassed. ”

Qianrui: "It's also that I didn't care about Xiaoyu's feelings, I thought that Xiaoyu would always listen to me, so I would unconsciously treat Xiaoyu as that useless woman, it was my fault." ”

The corners of Li Xiaoyu's mouth twitched, what? However, he is so good, where will there be a knot in his heart that cannot be untied?

Seeing that he was in a low mood, Li Xiaoyu's heart was actually a little embarrassed. She doesn't want to see others unhappy, because then she will feel that she has done something wrong, she will feel guilty about it, she will feel that others don't like her, she will feel distressed, and she will care a lot about other people's feelings. She's like that, and a sensitive heart often makes her feel like she can't get sick.