Many times, she is often well-intentioned...... But I don't know why I feel inexplicably sad!

It's just a sensitive heart, but she wants to torture herself like this, but in the end, others just laugh it off. What is she going to do? She's not wrong at all, is she?

So why? Can others hurt themselves at will? Is it just because others can easily hurt themselves that they are so unscrupulous?

Li Xiaoyu's heart, like a piece of glass, will always be accidentally shattered. And after that, she needs to pick it up by herself and put it together again, even if she cuts her hand, she is not afraid, is she? Others can attack themselves, but she, just a light touch, will be crushed, this is not fair! Yes, it's just not fair!

Why can others bully themselves at will, and they don't take their own thoughts seriously? Doesn't she understand that she can be humble so that she can not be seen? She is just humble, who can tell her, what can she do? Her heart...... It's been a long time ago.

"Qianrui, I didn't mean that." Li Xiaoyu whispered, as if it was her fault not to be the crown princess, she may not feel ashamed.

"What's wrong? Oh my silly girl. Qianrui gently held her in her arms, and this scene happened to be seen by Qing Dai, who was standing in the distance, she clenched her hands, and then turned to leave.

Pear Xiaoyu, you're going to die! I swear, you're going to die someday! Moreover, it was at my hands that he died!

Li Xiaoyu didn't know that she was so easy to hate, she said softly: "Qianrui, in fact, I don't have a bad heart, I just want to take care of other people's feelings." I don't know why I hurt others, and when others hurt me, I can only choose to forgive, why, why, obviously I didn't do anything wrong, why can't I be kind to me, even a little bit I'm satisfied. ”

Qianrui hugged her tightly, feeling that she was actually a frightened fawn, she was sensitive and kind, but she was afraid of being hurt because of herself.

"Don't cry, it's useless that I haven't been able to protect Xiaoyu well."

"I'm going to cry, I'm not doing anything wrong. But why am I so uncomfortable? I still care about other people, don't I? Li Xiaoyu cried again.

"It's okay, we all know that Xiaoyu is kind, Xiaoyu didn't do anything wrong. It's those wicked people who are too narrow-minded, and they think Xiaoyu is easy to bully. ”

"I'm just too good a bully, am I? Is everybody going to step on me? ”

Holding the person in her arms, Qianrui also felt sorry for her. is obviously such a good girl, but she has to be mutilated like this by the world. How could he not be heartbroken?

"Qianrui, do you think it's unfair to me for them to inflict those faults that don't belong to me? My heart hurts, I'm not wrong, why can they despise me at will, I'm so scared...... I was afraid that the whole world would not want me anymore, and I was the only one who watched everyone alone. ”

"Stop crying, everything will be fine."

"Okay? Scold! Is kindness inherently wrong? ”

Qianrui saw that she was a little excited, and then comforted: "Xiaoyu has to be brave, you don't have to cater to everyone, do you?" You can't change people's minds about you, can you? What you have to do is to take good care of yourself, and then make yourself capable enough to protect yourself, so that you can be strong. ”

"Then when I'm going to be around, they're around me, and I'm always going to feel like they're stabbing me with a needle! No, that's worse than pricking me with a needle, those cold, those disdain, I have nowhere to hide, Qianrui, I'm really scared! ”

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." In addition to saying these painless words, Qianrui couldn't think of what else he could do, he gently kissed her on the forehead, hoping that she could calm her mood well.

But Li Xiaoyu's mood is still very unstable, her body is trembling slightly, as if she remembers a lot of bad things, Qianrui is a little helpless, and she can't do anything.

"That's their fault, we Xiaoyu are not at fault at all." Qianrui comforted again.

Even I don't believe that...... Qianrui, do you believe it? Li Xiaoyu asked, Qianrui was going to feel sorry for her for a while, what did she go through? Why has her former appearance changed? Her eyes seemed to be stained with a faint sorrow and sadness, which could not be erased.

Can her heart still be warmed?

Li Xiaoyu bit her lip, she was not wrong! Why bear this pain in your heart? Do you deserve it? She's not convinced! She's just not convinced! She swore that she would never have good expectations for others again, because this human nature is originally ugly, isn't it?

Xu is pear Xiaoyu's anger is too heavy, Qianrui looked down at her, her eyes were a little evasive, and then smiled: "I'm fine, in fact, there is nothing, right?" It's me who is hypocritical, I shouldn't think so much about what makes me miserable, others impose pain on me, then I can bounce back, right? ”

Qianrui sighed, and said softly: "Good, not everything can be accepted unconditionally, it's like, Xiaoyu can't ask that it won't snow on this day, but Xiaoyu can wear an extra piece of clothing to protect herself." Xiaoyu is not at fault, it is someone else's fault, but don't be sad, others won't care about Xiaoyu. ”

Li Xiaoyu nodded, why did she suddenly feel that Qianrui was so pleasing to the eye? yes, how could she ask the whole world to be kind to her? She is not a Virgin, and even if she is a Virgin, not everyone may believe in her. She may be able to slowly understand that this person's life can't be too timid after all. You have to be brave enough to say "no" to what is bad for you, and you have the confidence to embrace the good, right?

Since I'm not wrong, I don't need to feel guilty about these senseless things anymore. Qianrui watched her mood slowly calm down, he deepened this embrace again, Li Xiaoyu only felt warm and warm by him, and never wanted to be separated again.

How stupid are you? would be angry because of someone else's words, how weak she is, and she would regret her own mistakes for a long time. Some things are useless if they don't belong to themselves, and some things that belong to themselves will never go away, just like Qianrui has never left Lixiaoyu.

"Silly girl, don't think about it, this glass heart is going to be shattered into powder." Qianrui comforted.

Truly...... Li Xiaoyu is a glass heart, as long as others don't pay attention to it, it will be shattered into a ground, and others do not need to bear any responsibility, this pain can only be borne by themselves, is this fair? It's not fair at all, is it?

She didn't protect her heart well, it didn't know how many times it had been broken, but she still had to make it up. She wanted to cry, how could she be so cruel to it?

She swore that she would never let her heart hurt again, and she would take care of it well, like protecting the people she loved.

If it weren't for Qianrui holding herself, she might have fallen into inferiority and confusion a long time ago. She stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly. Qianrui smiled slightly, and her chin was gently pressed on her forehead.

"Xiaoyu, don't be sad about these bad things anymore, what's worth it? Others don't need to regret it, but Xiaoyu needs to bear a lifetime of injuries, how can such a Xiaoyu be happy? Xiaoyu is not happy, how can Daddy and Auntie be happy? ”

Qianrui's words woke up Li Xiaoyu, she has a father and aunt who loves her, why should she think so much. She thought she could have the world in mind, but she didn't even take care of the hands in front of her to think about others, in the end, it was her own stupidity!

Let's let her be good to her relatives first, and then she will be happy, right? She just made an unintentional mistake, a little too calculating, and she couldn't help it. That other people's mistakes to punish herself, she is afraid that she will be cheap to the dust.

Li Xiaoyu: "Qianrui, thank you." I understand! ”

Qianrui: "What do you understand?" ”

"People, you can't always think that you have to be recognized by the whole world, and you can't be liked by the whole world. Daddy and Auntie brought us into the world, must have wanted us to see the beauty of the world, if I have been living in the eyes of others, then I can only be a lowly slave to be called. ”

"Yes, you can only become a lowly slave. This is not our Xiaoyu, I have always known that Xiaoyu is very kind. ”

"But others took advantage of my kindness, they asked me to tolerate it again and again, and I repeatedly backed down, and now I feel like I'm a little bit of a wretch. Why should I give my own things to others? Isn't that an insult to yourself! ”

Li Xiaoyu's voice was a little excited, she grabbed Qianrui's clothes tightly, and then felt as if she was more relaxed, she was most afraid that these emotions would be provoked, she regretted why she cried in front of Qianrui.

"You can wipe your tears, and the skin on your face will be easy to crack when it's cold." Qianrui said again.

Li Xiaoyu felt a little embarrassed, she was a handful of snot and tears, no matter! She just put her face on his clothes, and the rest, let it be in the wind.

So, there was a shiny liquid on Qianrui's clothes, Li Xiaoyu couldn't bear to look at it directly, she wiped her face, and felt that she was really useless.

"No one else is afraid, what are you afraid of? Someone who is full of malice towards you, it should be her who is uncomfortable, not yourself? Qianrui said again.

Li Xiaoyu nodded, she thought, she knew what to do. For some people, it's always good to keep some distance, and she shouldn't not necessarily feel embarrassed, right?