The way back was short, but Xiao Nan walked a long way. At this time, the rain gradually became heavier, so heavy that people on the side of the road held up umbrellas. The rain was wet on her face, and the tears from her eyes slipped to the ground.

She was aggrieved that now her relationship with Mu Fan would not be recognized by others. Especially Gu Xin, who is Xiao Nan's best friend, can say something like that. This is not a matter of kindness and malice, in Xiao Nan's opinion, it should be more of a respect for feelings.

She didn't have the heart to listen to the whole class in the morning, it was all bad things for her. Especially now, Mu Fan and himself are arguing about some trivial things at every turn. He now knows less and less how to endure, even comfort and apology seem so far-fetched. Is this still the Mu Fan who once pulled out his heart for himself?

Perhaps in Mu Fan's eyes, Xiao Nan has also changed. Become vexatious, become unreasonable. But the more Mu Fan thought so, the more Xiao Nan wanted to prove that Mu Fan had misunderstood him. It is he who always uses an almost rigid expression to prove that his attitude of understanding feelings is correct.

And Xiao Nan doesn't think so, she has always felt that the truth is just an excuse used by boys to disguise themselves. She hopes that her boyfriend can understand her vexatious and unreasonable. Aren't these thoughts of girls just for boys to love themselves more? Can't boys understand that what girls care about is the accumulation of seemingly insignificant details!

The cranky thoughts that filled my mind disappeared with the bell after class. Gu Xin found Xiao Nan, and the two of them came to a leisure area in the school room with books and sat down. At first, Xiao Nan was a little bit troubled in his heart, but when he saw Gu Xin's pitiful appearance, he naturally let it go.

"Xiao Nan, are you still angry with me!" Gu Xin shook Xiao Nan's arm coquettishly.

Xiao Nan smiled helplessly, "Gu Xin, I just think that you should consider this matter from my point of view!" Do you have to cater to their ideas when you and Yuanfan fall in love! What's more, it's not that you don't know Mu Fan, I think it's unfair to Mu Fan. She said with a slight softening.

"Xiao Nan, it's not that you don't know me, how could I not think about you! I know that the relationship between you and Mu Fan is not so fragile, but I also know that you are also full of affection for Jingchen! The reason why I say that I don't want you to continue to suffer any longer. Tell me, can you really hold on for four years? Even if you could, what about Mu Fan? ”

Gu Xin inadvertently threw a bombshell and smashed it on Xiao Nan's head. Yes, even if he can always stick to that promise, but what about Mu Fan, can he still answer himself without hesitation as he did at the beginning?

Thinking about the moment the relationship was just confirmed, I asked Mu Fan very seriously whether he would stick to it and break his promise. Mu Fan replied very affirmatively and sincerely. It was that affirmation and sincerity that moved him, but would Mu Fan still answer like this now?

Xiao Nan didn't dare to think about it or be sure, because she no longer had the full confidence she had at the beginning.

"Xiao Nan, what do you want? Am I saying something wrong again? Gu Xin saw Xiao Nan bowing his head and was silent, and hurriedly asked.

"Gu Xin, you're right. I'm in a mess right now. Mu Fan and I are no longer as simple as we once were. Different environments, different friends, and different ideas make us go farther and farther, and time is like a thread wrapped around our bodies, not knowing where it will lead us. ”

Gu Xin thought for a moment and continued, "Xiao Nan, as a friend, I really hope that you can be happy. Sometimes it's hard to notice the change in each other. I also know that most lovers want to be true to their love, but it seems to me that it is nothing more than wishful thinking. ”

"Gu Xin, don't say it, I understand your thoughts, if it's you, can you give up Yuanfan?" Xiao Nan asked.

"Xiao Nan, I'm not afraid that you will despise me, I know that feelings can't be half-hearted, but if I were you, I would not hesitate to give up Yuanfan."

Xiao Nan didn't dare to imagine that in her heart, Gu Xin had always been a very restrained and gentle little girl, but she didn't expect Gu Xin in front of her to be so resolute and resolute. Is it true that I am too innocent in dealing with feelings? She was lost in thought again.

"Xiao Nan, don't you look down on me a little now!" Gu Xin was a little sad.

"Gu Xin, I didn't, I even admired you. You can see what you want, and I'm so confused. ”

"Okay Xiao Nan, I don't think I should say so much, the road of feelings still needs to be walked by yourself, no matter how much others persuade you, it is your own choice after all."

"Okay Gu Xin, I should also thank you, at least from other perspectives, let me have a different understanding. Let's go back. Xiao Nan said.

……

Until the evening, Xiao Nan was still preoccupied. Although she couldn't completely agree with Gu Xin's point of view, some of her words were not unreasonable after all. I believe that Gu Xin is also really thinking about herself.

She inadvertently recalled Gu Xin's words, yes, even if she can always adhere to that persistence, but what about Mu Fan? Will Mu Fan still be?

Thinking about it, Mu Fan called, this is already their daily habit.

Xiao Nan flipped through his phone and just responded lightly. Too many touches made it difficult for her to feign pleasure.

From that faint response, Mu Fan could feel that Xiao Nan seemed to have something on his mind. But he didn't ask too much, repeating the cocooned words as usual. Because he was worried, he was afraid that if something was wrong, the two of them would break up unhappily. Speaking from the heart, he was already tired of using contrived or coaxing words to exchange Xiao Nan's forgiveness at every turn. It wasn't the feeling he wanted, and there was no right or wrong in itself.

Xiao Nan pondered for a while and asked, "Mu Fan, don't you like me anymore?" ”

Mu Fan didn't understand why Xiao Nan came out with such a sentence coldly! He responded coldly, "Xiao Nan, I don't want to answer such a question, I don't feel like there's any point." ”

"Mu Fan, do you remember the promise you made to me?" Xiao Nan continued to ask.

"Xiao Nan, I don't know what's going on, I always feel that you've been a little sentimental lately, is there only these love and dislove topics left between us to talk about?" Mu Fan responded.

"Yes, Mu Fan, apart from these, what else do you say is between us? Is it a bygone time? ”

Mu Fan suddenly felt something after listening to Xiao Nan's words. He felt a little uncomfortable. Because Xiao Nan said a word to his heart. yes, where do you start with the past? Do you want to go back to the simple men and women in high school who played each other around for the sake of arguing about how to solve a problem?

"Xiao Nan, I'm sorry, I think I've been ignoring your feelings a lot lately. I don't even know where our past is. I really think it's God deliberately playing tricks on the two of us again. ”

"Mu Fan, I also feel so tired, so tired that I don't know what it's for. Can you tell me? ”

Mu Fan was silent for a long time, not knowing how to answer Xiao Nan's question. It was as if the two ends of the phone were just silent waiting, and even the early autumn night had never been so silent.

"Mu Fan, rest early......" Xiao Nan said softly.

"Xiao Nan, I don't want to see you like this." Saying that, Mu Fan's eyes were already full of tears. "Isn't it that I'm making you unhappy again?"

"Mu Fan, you are very good, I have had too many insights recently. I think a lot, I think about the first days. Although there was not much bonding, they were simply happy with each other at that time. Now that I think about it, I don't know what love has given us, maybe it's just a simple promise. Promise never to part with each other? Or is it the promise itself? ”

"Xiao Nan...... I, I don't know how to persuade you, don't be so pessimistic, okay! I hope you are always happy and happy. Mu Fan struggled to control his sad emotions.

"Mu Fan, let's chat on WeChat, I want to ask you some questions." Xiao Nan said.

"Well, Xiao Nan, I'll wait for you."

Mu Fan hung up the phone and stared at the mobile phone screen in front of him quietly, he didn't know what Xiao Nan wanted to say to him. But he could feel that it was more like a question and answer in the depths of his soul. Refining the bits and pieces of the two people along the way.

After a long time, I didn't see any messages from Xiao Nan. Mu Fan was a little anxious, but he didn't want to break this silence first, for fear of affecting Xiao Nan's mood at this time.

Xiao Nan also lay quietly on the bed, but she didn't know how to send out the topic that she had carefully prepared. Feelings are so inscrutable, and any subtle changes are affecting their emotions.

……

What Mu Fan and Xiao Nan didn't expect was that there were two other people who had been chatting secretly all the time. While chatting, Gu Xin looked back at Xiao Nan from time to time, and then quickly typed on the mobile phone screen.

[Xiao Nan seems to be chatting with Mu Fan, they just called. It seems to be quite unpleasant. I think today's persuasion has had some effect. Flowers on the other side

Before sunset [Very well, I hope you can keep an eye on the two of them.] I believe that it won't be long before they break up. 】

[Will you keep your promises, I hope you don't break your promises.] Flowers on the other side

Before sunset [Of course, I hope you don't reveal this matter, otherwise it won't be good for us.] 】

[I will, but I'm tormented!] Xiao Nan is my best friend, and I am like a demon who betrays my friends behind my back. Flowers on the other side

Before sunset, don't think so, it's natural selection, and even if you and I don't get in the way, it's hard for them to stand the test of time. 】

[Hopefully, good night.] Flowers on the other side

Before sunset, [Good night.] 】

……

Xiao Nan was still hesitating, she pondered for a while, trying to read what she had written word by word. Although it doesn't seem to be anything worth savoring, once such a simple few words are sent, it may never be recovered, and it is also something that she is entangled in her heart.