The shimmer of the screen scatters beyond the black bezel of the circumference, running down the eyelashes against the eye. A line of eye-catching black font was deeply reflected in Mu Fan's sight, making him read it carefully for a while.

Moss and alleys [Mu Fan, I have a lot to say to you, but I don't know where to start. I'm sure you feel that way, too. 】

[Xiao Nan, I know you have something on your mind, can you tell me about it? Kafka in the sun

Moss and alleys [Mu Fan, I think it's not a matter of the heart, but the mud deposited in the heart. You know, time hasn't been able to take you out of my heart, but I feel more and more like you're pacing by the door, trying to push it out. 】

[Xiao Nan, I still want to stay in your heart all the time. But I don't know how to express it, I don't know romance, I can't fully understand your mind, but I still love you! Kafka in the sun

Moss and alleys [Mu Fan, tell me, can you still keep your promise?] 】

[Xiao Nan, I can! Kafka in the sun

Moss and alleys [Mu Fan, you tell me, is it because of the word promise, or because of love. 】

[Xiao Nan, I'm pretty sure, it's because I've always loved you! Kafka in the sun

Moss and alleys [Mu Fan, tell me, have you ever liked You Xi!] I want to hear the truth. 】

Mu Fan quietly stared at the message sent by Xiao Nan, and suddenly became dumbfounded. He loved Xiao Nan deeply, but he fell in love with You Xi again. Although I knew in my heart that this was just a sensory fantasy that stayed in the spiritual world, it was already as close as a thin piece of paper.

[Xiao Nan, I'm sorry for you! I don't want to lie to you either! I've loved Youxi before, but I've always wanted to bury it in my heart. I don't want to quibble, but I don't think it's the same as you! Kafka in the sun

Moss and alleys [Mu Fan, don't say it, I already understand everything!] I think the two of us need to calm down for a while. Think about what each other needs. 】

[Xiao Nan, I don't want to lose you, I really don't want to lose you! ] Kafka in the sun

Moss and alleys [Mu Fan, you and I need to be calm, to be honest, I was scared when I asked about you, afraid of the same as I thought. Indeed, I was stupid enough to pour salt into my wounds when I knew it would be like this. But I'm not in pain anymore, and I hope you can really talk to me. 】

Mu Fan had already called Xiao Nan impatiently, but Xiao Nan hung up immediately. He didn't want to lose Xiao Nan like this, but he made an unforgivable mistake.

If he told Xiao Nan against his will that he didn't, he had never liked You Xi, maybe the two of them could continue to walk. But there is no if, he doesn't want to deceive Xiao Nan, and he doesn't want to deceive himself.

He looked at the screen of his phone, which was on and off, but he just didn't know how to explain it. Perhaps there is no need for explanation anymore, and there is no point in it.

[Xiao Nan, I'm sorry. All I can say is sorry. If I make a random excuse, I believe you will not forgive me. I also don't want to cheat on my feelings. It's unfair to anyone. Thinking about it, you were right, you refused to agree to my pursuit and said it was for me, but I still can't understand it. Just thinking about your own wholehearted dedication should be rewarded with peace of mind. Now that I think about it, I was really wrong. I'm a selfish person, so selfish that I just want to listen to my own voice. I'm sorry Xiao Nan. Kafka in the sun

Xiao Nan didn't reply, Mu Fan was like a soulless shell, and it was pitch black in front of him. He didn't know if the two of them were over. It feels like it's over before it even starts. What about the past? It's just that sentence by sentence across time and space, pale and powerless.

Xiao Nan closed her eyes tightly. Tears gushed out. She pursed her lips hard, her torn Adam's apple hissing as it squeezed the air. It's like dividing the silent night.

Yes, the night is a black light, like a star hiding in the clouds, with the occasional twinkle of the breeze showing its flickering eyes. They also want to see the world beneath the clouds, but what they want may not be fulfilled.

……

Mu Fan tried to call Xiao Nan for a few days. At first, he refused to connect, but he couldn't stand Mu Fan's insistence. However, Xiao Nan seemed very restrained, he still said the same thing, hoping that both of them would calm down for a while.

Although there was no formal breakup, Mu Fan already regretted it in his heart. He also calmed down, it was time to think about whether he and Xiao Nan still had a fate.

……

Since Xingwei's "Van Gogh's Tears" was released, it has had some repercussions on campus. She also adapted the song "Little Worm" that Mu Fan once inadvertently read. In order to cater to this Mid-Autumn Festival party, their band has rehearsed countless times.

Mu Fan and You Xi also often came over to help. It's about helping, it's more about acting as an audience to feel the atmosphere that the music brings to them.

You Xi seemed to see Mu Fan's thoughts, she always asked Mu Fan intentionally or unintentionally, and Mu Fan said what was in her heart.

"You Xi, Xiao Nan and I haven't been very good lately. Maybe I can't say these things in front of you, but I'm so panicked. ”

"I can see it, I know you have something on your mind, otherwise I wouldn't have asked you." You Xi said.

"Do you girls really care about what's going on in your heart?" Mu Fan asked.

"Of course, we care more about whether the person we like has themselves in their hearts than what we look like."

"Then if there are two people at the same time, but, but it's just a deep fantasy, will it be difficult for the person who is together to accept?"

Mu Fan felt a little guilty when he said these words, even he thought it was wrong, let alone You Xi.

"Mu Fan, are you talking about Xiao Nan and me again?" You Xi asked.

"Yes...... Yes, You Xi. I didn't know what was wrong, so I told Xiao Nan these thoughts, so she was very angry and had a hard time accepting it. It was fine, Xiao Nan asked me like this, and I didn't know how to explain it, so I didn't hide it, I was really confused. You Xi, do you also think that I am a half-hearted scumbag! ”

"Mu Fan, maybe I shouldn't comment on this matter, Xiao Nan originally misunderstood me, wouldn't this confirm the fact that I robbed someone's boyfriend!"

You Xi was a little entangled in his heart. She thought it was just Mu Fan and Xiao Nan who had some conflicts as usual, but she didn't expect that she was involved for no reason.

Seeing this, Mu Fan hurriedly explained, "I'm sorry You Xi, you won't be angry with me because of this." ”

You Xi said helplessly, "Mu Fan, I don't know whether to be angry or not, but this is a bit out of my opinion." Think about it, what would you think if Xiao Nan told you that she not only likes you in her heart, but also likes others! You're so confused, Mu Fan. ”

"yes, why am I so confused!" Mu Fan looked depressed. He has experienced this feeling that he is not human more than once. And they are all related to the two girls he likes. Is it his feelings that are playing tricks on him or is he playing tricks on his feelings!

"You Xi, I feel like I'm a waste, I can't do anything. Do you think of me that way now! Mu Fan asked with an innocent face.

"Mu Fan, you are not such a person, and you can't be blamed for everything. I can understand that if you were really a scumbag who plays with your feelings through and through, you wouldn't have so much self-blame. On the contrary, those who cheat on their feelings will have a more comfortable life. You Xi comforted.

At this time, Xingwei jumped off the stage and walked in front of the two people.

"You two are always chatting back and forth, do you listen to me seriously!" Xingwei complained.

You Xi smiled, "I'm almost able to sing it completely!" ”

"yes, why don't you try your throat and feel what it's like to be in control of the stage?"

"I, forget it, I don't know and think it's cross talk." You Xi laughed at himself.

"Hey, Mu Fan looks like he has something on his mind? Looking absent-minded? Xingwei asked.

"Needless to say, I'm in conflict with Xiao Nan again." You Xi interjected.

"Oh, my God, you two are not tired, you two are not tired every day, you know how to quarrel every day, I think it's better to have a long pain than a short pain!"

Xingwei didn't know what the misunderstanding was, so she blurted out without much thought.

But the speaker had no intention of listening, Mu Fan looked at Xingwei and asked, "Xingwei, do you think so too?" ”

Xingwei blinked and looked at You Xi, not knowing how to answer for a while.

You Xi hurriedly explained for Xingwei, "Mu Fan, don't listen to Xingwei, she is joking with you." ”

Mu Fan didn't care too much about his expression, he replied, "I know Xingwei is just joking, but I really think that Xiao Nan and I are not far from breaking up." She has stopped answering my calls and messages and wants us to calm each other down for a while. Maybe she's tired too. ”

Xingwei realized that her joke seemed to be at the wrong time, she said sorry to Mu Fan, and Mu Fan shook his head and said that he didn't care. The reason why he wanted to talk openly and honestly about his feelings with the two of them was to hear what it was like to be a girl.

"Mu Fan, as the saying goes, it is not unreasonable to persuade and not to persuade. But no one can say anything about emotional matters. I believe that Xiao Nan is still reluctant to give you up! Otherwise, she wouldn't have told you to calm down for a while. You Xi explained.

Xingwei also added, "You Xi is right, a girl will always want the person she loves to put herself first. The reason why Xiao Nan said that was actually because she didn't care enough about her. What she thinks is exactly what you ignore. ”

"Xingwei, do you have someone you like now?"

Mu Fan's cold words stunned Xingwei's question. She knew that the person she liked was right in front of her, but how could she say it.

"Mu Fan, why did you suddenly ask me this." Xingwei's face flushed slightly.

"It's nothing, I just think you're going to love it very freely."

Xingwei's mood at this time was delicate. Maybe except for Mu Fan, everyone in the world knows who they like.