Shen Yan was made to cry and laugh by his own mother, and then look at the drunk Lu Xingran, this Chinese New Year's Eve, people didn't even return home for her, ran to her house to greet her, and now she is still drunk by her own father, she really can't bear to drive people away.

Chen Jie finished saying that she was going to take people to the guest room to rest, and then she went upstairs to find Shen Huandong, although he didn't drink too much wine during the meal, but Chen Jie was not at ease to let him stay in the room alone, so after dealing with Shen Yan, she immediately went back to the room to take care of Shen Huandong.

In the end, Shen Yan could only sigh helplessly, and patted Lu Xingran, who was still smirking, "Let's go, take you to the guest room to rest." ”

Lu Xingran looked at Shen Yan drunkenly, probably because he didn't understand what she meant, he tilted his head cutely, but he still sat on the sofa and didn't move.

It was the first time Shen Yan had seen Lu Xingran drunk, and she felt a little funny, so she sat down next to him and deliberately teased him, "Do you still recognize who I am?" ”

Lu Xingran stared at her very hard for a long time, then grinned and nodded obediently, "I recognize...... You are a word. ”

Shen Yan laughed, and couldn't help muttering to himself, "You can still recognize this?" I don't think I drank a lot. ”

Shen Yan finished muttering to herself, and when she looked at Lu Xingran again, still staring at herself and smirking, she couldn't help but ask, "What have you been laughing at?" ”

"Hmm...... I'm happy, I'm very happy to see Yanyan, I'll tell you secretly Ha......" Saying, Lu Xingran leaned closer with a mysterious face, lowered his voice, and said with some pride in his tone, "Isn't it amazing that I can celebrate the New Year with Yanyan this year?" ”

Shen Yan couldn't cry or laugh all of a sudden, and felt a little guilty in her heart, which was the guilt that she couldn't respond to Lu Xingran's feelings.

Pursing her lips, she smiled reluctantly at Lu Xingran, "Okay, I'll take you to rest, okay?" ”

Lu Xingran thought for a long time, then nodded, "Okay!" You are the ...... of the word, and I listen to the word."

Shen Yan couldn't help laughing, then grabbed Lu Xingran's arm and led the person upstairs to the guest room.

As soon as she went up the stairs, the guest room that her family usually used, and Lu Xingran was not drunk and unconscious, so it didn't take much effort for Shen Yan to help people upstairs.

brought the person to the bed, Shen Yan was about to let go, but Lu Xingran couldn't reach it and pulled her wrist hard, and she fell directly on the bed when she was unstable, and happened to lie next to Lu Xingran, and Lu Xingran's hand was on her lower back.

At the same time, Shen Yan's heart suddenly tightened, and he shouted nervously, "Lu Xingran!" ”

Shen Yan stiffened his body and almost didn't dare to move, but Lu Xingran next to him didn't have any response, and after a while, Shen Yan finally couldn't help but turn his head to look, only to find that Lu Xingran was sleeping sweetly with his eyes closed, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, as if he had a good dream.

Shen Yan breathed a sigh of relief in an instant, just now, she thought that Lu Xingran was not drunk at all, and wanted to do something to her...... Thinking of this, Shen Yan was slightly embarrassed, feeling that he was probably paranoid, and he always subconsciously thought about the bad place when he encountered things.

Relaxed, she lifted Lu Xingran's arm to the side, then got up from the bed by herself, sat next to Lu Xingran and gasped, and then worked hard to help Lu Xingran to the bed and lie down, covered him with the quilt, and turned off the light.

As the lights were turned off, everything around seemed to be quiet, and only the sound of Lu Xing's shallow breathing was next to him.

This year, everyone is deliberately taking care of her mood, this is the first time she is alone today, although she knows that her parents are well-intentioned, but now she still wants to steal half of the time alone.

She sat on the chair next to the bed, quietly looking out the window at the night, and then somewhere in her heart began to ache again.

She still has so many people by her side, and so many people who love her who always take care of her mood, so what about Jian Xiu? Now that he has lost even his last relative, and Xiangnan is going home for the New Year, is he just staying alone in his cold home in a daze?

Thinking of this, she suddenly regretted a little, if she hadn't let Jian Xiu and Du Ruosheng fall out because of her, at least now Jian Xiu could still go to Du Ruosheng's house for the New Year, her parents are very good to Jian Xiu, at least at this time, can she give him a little comfort, right?

But now, Jian Xiu is so determined to Du Ruosheng for her sake, it is impossible for him to go to Du Ruosheng's house again.

After thinking about it like this, Shen Yan realized that she was simply the nemesis of Jian Xiu's life, because she was alone, Jian Xiu lost the people close to him one after another, and finally even Shen Yan left him, and he became a loner completely.

Maybe Shen Yan can only atone for his sins by staying by his side? But she really didn't have the face to see him anymore, and even when she thought of him, the guilt in her heart was about to suffocate her, how could she dare to see him again?

What's more, now that Jian Xiu believes that she killed his mother, he himself will not forgive her, and her appearance in front of him will only make him hate and disgust even more.

She thought that from the moment they got the divorce certificate, Jian Xiu really planned to break off with her.

Shen Yan didn't know how long she had been sitting in the room, she had been thinking about the bits and pieces between her and Jian Xiu, she always felt that when she and Jian Xiu were together, there seemed to be too few happy times, but now that she thinks about it, she seems to only remember those sweet times, and even some of the little things that she was angry with Jian Xiu in the past seem to be only sweet.

People always like to reminisce about the past, no matter what, after the filter of memory, it seems to become a good memory in the bottom of the heart.

"Are you thinking about him?" I don't know how long later, suddenly there was a hoarse voice behind me.

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, turned around, and by the light outside the window, she saw that Lu Xingran had sat up from the bed without knowing when he had been, and was looking at her quietly at this time.

After Shen Yan paused, he didn't answer his question, but just asked, "Are you awake?" Still feel uncomfortable? I'll go pour you a glass of water. ”

As he spoke, Shen Yan got up from the chair and was about to press the switch of the bedside lamp.

But as soon as she stretched out her hand, she was suddenly held down by Lu Xingran's somewhat cold hands, at this time he was very close to her, probably because he hadn't woken up yet, so his voice was still a little hoarse, and he said, "Answer my question, are you thinking about him?" ”

Shen Yan subconsciously withdrew her hand as if she had been burned, and then she saw Lu Xingran's hand stiffen slightly, and then she took it back as if nothing happened.

Lu Xingran didn't say anything, but Shen Yan felt even more guilty inexplicably, so that at this moment, she seemed to be a little empty-hearted, facing Lu Xingran's question, she lowered her head and subconsciously denied it, "No." ”

The room was quiet for a while, and then Lu Xingran raised his hand to wipe his face, and his voice was a little self-deprecating, "...... But I haven't said who it is. ”

Shen Yan paused for a moment, then pursed his lips, his head drooping lower, "...... I'm sorry. ”

"You don't have to apologize to me...... Who you want to think about is your own business. After Lu Xingran finished saying this, both of them fell silent.

After a while, Lu Xingran reached out and rubbed his hair a little irritably, "Forget it, you didn't say anything to me, I'll go take a shower and sober up first, you ...... You change your clothes and go downstairs and wait for me, and I'll take you somewhere later." ”

Maybe it's because of guilt, Shen Yan didn't ask him where he was going to take him, he just felt that no matter where he was going, he would accompany him once today, after all, ...... Since she decided to try to get together with Lu Xingran, she couldn't keep letting him pay alone.

Shen Yan went downstairs and found that Chen Jie and Shen Huandong hadn't come down yet, and after a glance at the time, just over an hour had passed, and she couldn't help but think that her father was really old...... Obviously he didn't drink as much as Lu Xingran, but his sobering up was slower than Lu Xingran, at his age, he really should still be at ease to retire, and when the turmoil has passed and Shengshi Entertainment has stabilized, she should still try to take over her father's work and let him take a good rest.

Shen Yan waited downstairs for about twenty minutes, Lu Xingran had already taken a shower, took a shower, his wine was basically awake, looked at Shen Yan and said, "Let's go, the driver is already at the gate of the community." ”

Shen Yan nodded, "You wait a minute, I'll tell my mother." ”

Lu Xingran said with a grin, "Okay, tell Auntie, we will definitely come back before the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner." ”

Shen Yan's hand on the mobile phone paused slightly, but he still didn't say anything, quickly typed on the mobile phone and sent it, then looked up with a smile on his face, "Let's go." ”

Lu Xingran looked at her and raised his eyebrows slightly, "You all ask where I'm going to take you?" You're really not afraid that I'll sell you. ”

Shen Yan smiled, "If you want to sell me, even if I resist, it's useless, right?" So it's better to be honest. ”

Saying that, the two of them walked outside together, and as soon as they changed their shoes, they heard a rush of footsteps downstairs, and then as soon as Shen Yan turned around, he saw Chen Jie running over, and when he saw Shen Yan looking back at her, he immediately said, "Go out and have fun, but you must rush back before eleven o'clock for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner!" And Xiao Lu, you are not allowed to leave, you must stay at home to eat, do you hear? ”

Lu Xingran suddenly smiled brightly, "Auntie, don't worry, I will definitely come back!" ”

When he got out of the house, Shen Yan wanted to laugh a little, "It's the first time I've seen my mother so enthusiastic about a man." ”

"It means that Auntie has a good eye and likes me." Lu Xingran said very complacently.

The two walked towards the entrance of the community with a smile, but they didn't know that Jian Xiu's car had just stopped at the gate of Shen Yan's community at this time.

Looking at the familiar scenery in front of him, Jian Xiu was a little in a trance, when he was celebrating the New Year last year, he was still here to celebrate the New Year with Shen Yan, but now it's only a year, but everything has changed......

He just didn't want to stay at home by himself and wanted to go out and walk around, but he drove the car here unconsciously.

After doing this for a moment, he took a deep breath and was about to drive away, when a familiar figure suddenly appeared at the door of the community, making him unable to take his eyes off it anymore......