Chapter 194: Yun Feng's Email and Sha Nan's Distress

Yun Feng was sad about the death of his relatives at home, and Sha Nan was full of thoughts when he read his letter from Yun'er in the email.

He was sad for her sadness, but for some reason, every time something like this happened, although Yun Feng also told him about the whole story and her mood, he always seemed to feel that she was suddenly a little alienated from him at this time, a little distant.

This kind of alienation is not unfamiliar, far away is not distance, but as if he looked at her standing in a gray rain mist, he couldn't see where she was, it seemed to be very close, and it seemed to be far away, if he was in the middle, he couldn't even see the boundary of her body, and she seemed to be scattered in this white mist, so that he couldn't see it.

What she thought in her heart had clearly told him in words, and he had read it clearly over and over again, but there always seemed to be a coolness from her sad emotions, so that there was always a line of distance between him and her heart, sometimes expanding and sometimes shrinking, but it couldn't fit together as usual.

Yun Feng is special.

Generally speaking, whenever something big happens, the average girl will be extremely dependent on her boyfriend, eager to cry, scratch, or beg to meet, in short, she is extremely dependent to seek her boyfriend's warmth and comfort to her soul.

Yun Feng is different.

She always grieves with a clear calmness when something big happens, and there is a restraint that he can perceive in her calmness. He could fully understand her pain, but he watched her take care of herself to wipe away her tears, adjust her mood, not only did she not have more mood and mind to rely on his emotions, but she was sensible and more independent, as if he had not become a necessity in her life at this time.

Even after the winter vacation of her senior year, when she was with him, she had been tormented by the serious illness of her grandfather at home and the worry of her father's hard work, and at the same time tormented by her own choice of what to do with his study abroad, and she did not show any helplessness and hope that he would help her fulfill her wish.

She just silently suffered in her heart, and chose hard in her heart. Her week-long fever and severe cold were the result of grief, worry, and dilemma. And she, after a week of torment, clearly told him the results of her hard-earned thinking.

He really hoped that she could be like a normal girl, telling him that she couldn't choose anything, that she needed his help and support, and then accept his help and support. In this way, his heart will be much more at ease. But she was sensible and independent, which made him distressed and worried, and he was afraid that one day, she would have something that she could not solve, so he left him and took it alone. He was really scared.

However, her independent and sensible characteristics, which frightened him, attracted her just as fatally as her affectionate affection for him on a daily basis. Perhaps, a soul like her, pure and immaculate, but independent and measured and calm, is exactly what he loves, unique in the world.

Shannan stroked his forehead, caught in the ethereal thoughts brought by Yun Feng's email.

In order to get enough credits as soon as possible, he did not go home during the winter vacation, but continued to stay in school. There are no classes during the Christmas week, but you can continue to take some electives for credit around Christmas.

He estimated that a minor business master's degree can be obtained in about nine months, and a computer science master's degree can take a year to a year and a half. He wants to speed up and see if it will work in a year.

He didn't seem to be waiting for a minute longer, desperately hoping to see her one day earlier, and really face the wind and rain in her life with her.

"Bang, bang, bang" three knocks interrupted his thoughts. It's Saturday. His roommate probably forgot to bring the key again, and when he came back, he knocked on the door so loudly. He shook his head and got up to open the door.

Shannan came to Michigan to study and did not live with a local family, but found a small two-bedroom house with a senior brother who was also a computer major in the international student group when he was an exchange student.

Both of them are computer majors, and they also love this major, in addition to a few pots of pothos bought by Sha Nantong on the windowsill and two pots of meat on the computer table, there are books and computers, as well as all kinds of computer hardware and data cables. Almost every step of the way, you have to carefully cross the computer data lines of different lengths.

"Hey, you forgot your key again, did you?"

Sha Nan Nan unscrewed the door while laughing and teasing his roommate.

"Uh, it's me. Nantong. ”

Shannan opened the door and saw that the person standing at the door and appearing in front of him was not his roommate, but Lin Hualei, so he turned straight and asked with a little seriousness:

"Oh, it's you, what's wrong?"

"Well, I'm looking for you, there's something wrong. It's just that we have a PR in business tonight, and I want to invite you to go with Lin Ming. ”

Lin Ming is Sha Nan's roommate, his senior brother in the same major.

"Oh, Senior Brother Lin is out, you can call his mobile phone. I have something to do tonight, so I'm not going. ”

Shannan refused without hesitation, but he tried not to go out unnecessarily, especially where Lin Hualei was.

Lin Hualei's thoughts, he couldn't understand it anymore, he still thought it would be better to avoid it, to cause less trouble, and not to let the girl's family have any illusions and delay others.

At the prestigious Ross School of Business at the University of Michigan, everyone around him is full of talented elites, and anyone who can find one is no worse than him. He hoped that she would meet someone who loved her, instead of wasting his feelings and thoughts on him, a person who had no intentions for him and would not have a heart.

"Okay, then I'll call Lin Ming later, but you still have to go, this PR is run within the business department, semi-official in nature, and I am also informing you on the orders of the head of the association, besides, there are alumni who have graduated from the past and have worked, so it is necessary to know and contact."

Lin Hualei looked at Shannan Nantong very sincerely and said.

Hearing her say this, Shannan lowered his eyes and pondered.

He took into account that the internal gatherings of the business department, firstly, when it comes to the learning in the subjects, need to rely on the help and support of those senior brothers and sisters, and there are also small tests of some subjects, or those senior brothers and sisters are in charge of the review, so of course the relationship must be maintained, and the standard of the gathering with alumni coming back to participate like this will not be low, and it is also necessary to build strong contacts and broaden horizons, which is also very necessary for future help.

"What time is it? Where is it? ”

He asked, after a moment of silence.

"6 p.m., old place."

An imperceptible smile flashed on Lin Hualei's face, and she replied in a crisp and neat tone.

"Oh well. I'll just go. Is there anything I need to prepare in advance? ”

Shannan raised her eyelids, her face so calm that she couldn't see a trace of mood fluctuations.

"No, it's the same as a regular party."

Lin Hualei looked at him with a smile, unabashedly affectionate for him.

"Okay, do you have anything else?"

Shannan ignored the smile on her face and the spark in her eyes, and her tone was calm without any waves.

"Yes, it's that I promised Lin Ming to help clean up the house, and now I'm going to come in and start cleaning up."

Lin Hualei raised her legs and wanted to come in.

"No, I don't. I'm busy right now. I'll just clean it up. ”

Shannan refused with a look on his face.

"Then, then save it for next time, I'll talk to Lin Ming. Don't forget, at six o'clock in the evening, the old place, can't be absent. ”

Lin Hualei looked at Sha Nantong's resolute expression and knew that it was impossible to enter the living room, so she retracted her feet with interest, emphasized that after finishing the party at six o'clock in the evening, she waved her hand and said "bye-bye" with a smile and turned to leave.

Shannan slammed the door shut and returned to his computer.

This Lin Hualei is more familiar with his roommate Senior Brother Lin Ming than him, and if she is with Senior Brother Lin, it will not be necessary.

He shook his head, laughing at himself that he was at a loss for Yun Feng, and he was worried about other people, so he calmed down and replied to Yun Feng's email.