Chapter 496: Complicated Thoughts

Even if you really have such thoughts in your heart, what can you say? It's a fact that he doesn't love himself, and there are other girls in his heart, which is also a fact, knowing that he knows why he has to insert a foot in it and embarrass each other.

If there is no one else in his heart, maybe he can still work hard. Now the crux of the matter is that no matter how hard you try, it is useless, after all, the result is already like this, and the facts are in front of you.

Speaking of which, I really want to know if he found that girl? I asked him tonight, and he replied that he had found it.

His answer was that he had found the other party, but he didn't fulfill his original promise and show the other party to himself, did he forget it? Although I have always been haunted by this matter in my heart, I still didn't say it in the end.

Maybe it was just a joke at that time, just a casual remark, and he had long forgotten it. He didn't say much, and it was inconvenient for him to bring up this question, after all, it really might have been a joke in the first place.

People don't take these things to heart, so why should they remember these things so much? It's just a joke at the beginning, why should I take it seriously, people have long forgotten it, and only I stupidly remember that there was such an agreement.

But thinking that he has found the other party, he is still very happy for him, although he doesn't know what the girl he likes will be like, but he has found the other party when he does it, and he sincerely blesses her.

Now that he has found that girl, will it be a little inappropriate to go to his house every night to learn business management knowledge, and what kind of thoughts will that girl have after she knows it?

Shu Yixin also mentioned this issue to him at the same time, would it be inappropriate for him to come over like this every day, he said, the other party would not mind.

I also told myself that it was good to be the same as before, and that there was no need to think too much.

Shu Yixin didn't refute, didn't say much, just nodded. But I always feel a little nervous in my heart, if one day his girlfriend suddenly breaks in, or misunderstands something. I don't explain it myself, I can't explain it clearly.

Why didn't he mind at all? He also said that it would be the same as before, without the slightest change.

Although he said this, he still felt a little uneasy in his heart, after all, it was his fault to disturb her life like this, so he had to keep a certain distance from him when he had the opportunity, after all, men and women are different.

It can only be said that he helped himself for some reason, but he can't be so brazen and stay by his side all the time. I can't do such a thing, and I really feel that doing such a thing is too much of a scoundrel.

Even now, I didn't understand why he helped me like this, why he still said it to himself, and felt that the other party wouldn't care.

I don't understand this, but if I think about it, since he said so, what can I say? I just hope that I can learn to play early, so that I don't have to delay him for too long.

At the moment, this is the best solution, if you want to learn business management from him, you always have to choose a place, and you will only have time in the evening, if your girlfriend wants to mind, whether you study at his home or outside, the result is the same.

The only quickest solution is to finish the study quickly, so that you don't have to come and learn from him.

Therefore, at this time, there is really no need to worry too much, I just hope to be able to learn business management knowledge as soon as possible. At that time, there will be no misunderstandings or the like, and you don't have to worry about it all day.

I know too many things today, and I always feel that my mind is a little overloaded, I really didn't think that there would be so many things, and there are some things that I didn't dare to think about before, and all of them appeared in front of me at once, telling myself those things.

I always feel that I have been under too much pressure recently, and I know how good things are, I don't have any pressure in the past, and I don't want to know too many things, I just want to live my life in peace, and I want to live a good life.

Can I go back to the past? Can you still be your simple self?

It doesn't seem so easy for me to get back to my old self, and my life seems to have changed a lot.

This doesn't mean that there is one more person in your heart, so many things will change accordingly. It's not that it's impossible, it's true, because many times I still care about what he thinks.

He has such an important place in his heart, how can he not care about his thoughts, and even many times his thoughts are not so important, on the contrary, his thoughts are more important.

I don't know why I care so much about him, I know that it is impossible between myself and him, I know that there are other people in his heart, but why can't I escape, I seem to be deeply trapped in it and can't extricate myself, obviously I don't want to do this, I want to fulfill them, because I know that it is impossible for me to be with him, but why can't I do it?

Shu Yixin himself also thinks it's quite strange, why can others do it themselves but can't? Isn't the lesson of the last relationship enough? At this time, I was not mentally prepared at all, can I bear such a lesson last time? Last time, people just disliked their own birth, but this time, if they really did it, it would not be as simple as disliking their birth, they would have become a third party.

I have always said to myself that such a thing must not be done, as if I have been a little unable to extricate myself recently, I always feel that it is still possible, and I always have such thoughts in my heart.

It's a little confused and weird now, and I can't say why I have such an idea, but I really can't bear it, especially when my grandfather asks me twice and twice how I feel about him, and at that time I want to say that I actually like him very much, I really like him.

At that time, I really wanted to say it, but in the end, I still felt that I didn't say anything, and I felt like I couldn't say it anyway.

I can't take a risk, do such a thing again, it's too risky, I'm really afraid, I'll repeat the mistakes of the past, and in the last relationship, I can tell the world very loudly that I didn't do anything wrong.

But the current situation is completely different from the past situation, in the past, he and he were in love, but I don't know why he chose to leave like this in the end.

Although he left himself, there is some atmosphere in his heart, but two people are together when they get together, and they are separated if they don't get along, which is a normal thing, although he didn't tell himself the reason and left his side like this, but it can't be said that it's all his fault.

can only say that he can't keep him, maybe he has a better choice, no matter what the reason, he can't say who is right and who is wrong.

Walking alone on the silent street, thinking about the past, the weather is a little cold, but I let my thoughts flutter.

Do you like someone, and it's sincere, I thought I wouldn't start a new love, but I didn't expect to like other people in the end.

I used to think that he was the only one for me, but in the end I forgot about him. I have liked two people in my life, but there are no good results, and everything can only become delusional.

"What's the matter, how did you come from that side, you should have gotten off at the bus stop in front." Lin Ya came down to buy something and happened to meet Shu Yixin.

I think she's a little weird, because she doesn't usually come over there. How did you get from here today? Logically speaking, the bus platform is not here, so it is really strange to see her here.

Shu Yixin saw the person in front of her, raised her head and looked at her and said, "It's not that I accidentally overdid it, so I can only go back." When I said these words, I felt as if I was very wronged.

In fact, she also wants to take the opportunity to take a good walk and calm her mind, because there are some things that make her feel that she really doesn't know how to face them. Blow the cold wind like this, feel the cold of the autumn night, and let your head clear up by the way.

"How long has it been walking, it's not cold, it's almost winter now, and it's still quite cold at night." Lin Ya looked at her clothes and didn't seem to be very thick, quite thin, and she felt a little sorry for her when she heard her go for a while, and she didn't know if it was cold or not.

Shu Yixin cried with a sad face, and said pitifully, "Do you say it's cold?" I'm almost freezing. "I was thinking about other things just now, and I may not have noticed this problem, but when I was reminded by her at this time, I also felt that I was cold.

Lin Ya glanced at him helplessly, then took off her coat and said, "How can there be someone as stupid as you?" You can still sit in the car, even if you have taken the station, you should go faster, and you are still slow like this, blowing cold wind outside like a snail, what should you do if you catch a cold? "I know that each other is the kind of person who can't afford to be sick, but at this time, the cold wind is still blowing here.

I don't know what she thinks, what is in her head, she still wears so little on such a cold day, and walks on the road so slowly, is she trying to chill herself to death?