"This kid is just very dead-eyed, even if grandpa wants to give it to you, it may not be what you want, sometimes give it to you, you just take it, don't be so polite." She is like this, even if she gives it to herself, she may not be able to take it, and she will always find a lot of excuses and reasons to excuse herself.

Don't you know that if she does this, she will really make herself suffer a lot? Occasionally, there are times when you don't think so much, worry so much, and be kind to yourself.

No matter what others do to you, you have to be better for yourself, so that you can be worthy of yourself, don't work hard yourself, but there is no reward for so long, everything you work hard for is for other people.

She really has too few practices, she doesn't want to see her treat herself like this, she hopes that she can be selfish sometimes, think more about herself, and don't always think about others from the perspective of others.

She will only make herself suffer in this way, and she will not take advantage of others at all. Don't you think that this kind of life will only make her life more difficult?

Sometimes my heart is really full of doubts, and I really want to ask, what does she think, what does she want?

"Grandpa, my thoughts and past thoughts have changed a lot, and I will be good to myself, so you don't have to worry about this." My former self was really myself, and I didn't have selfish thoughts at all, always thinking about others.

But now, my thinking has changed to a certain extent. I will never be like in the past, just stupidly thinking about others, and I also understand that I have to think about myself.

"But there is such a mind to change, grandpa is also very happy, no matter what, no matter what, you have to be kind to yourself, you know? Because only you know what is best for you, and others will not understand. Also, if you don't treat yourself well, how can you expect others to be good to you? "Only if you are good to yourself, this is the most reliable, and it is a bit unreliable to rely on others.

I told her as a person who came over, after all, I had experienced a lot of these things at the beginning, and it was also the experience accumulated little by little, and I was really good to myself, that is true, other people are simply unreliable, and don't have such thoughts, feel that others will be good to you, no matter how good others are to you, it is not as good as yourself to yourself.

"Got it, so grandpa, you don't have to worry about me, I will remember what you said to me, and I also hope that your granddaughter can return to you as soon as possible, and I can't let you leave no regrets." For this, he really wanted him to find his granddaughter too early.

This mentality should be very clear to me, because I have always longed to be able to return to my family since I was a child, so I can really understand the mood of my grandfather at this moment.

Naturally, he also hopes that his grandfather can find his granddaughter as soon as possible, just as he also longs to return to his family as soon as possible. That feeling should be the same, I also have this kind of urgent mentality, and I also want to find my family, but the facts tell me that this kind of thing can't be forced.

When facing grandpa, I didn't dare to say these words, after all, grandpa is so old, it's good to leave some hope.

Ye Lao sighed and said softly, "I just hope like this, but I don't know if I can really do it, after all, it has been so many years, and I am used to it." "If I could find it, I would have found it a long time ago, and I can't find anything for so many years.

So I don't have much hope for myself now, because I also know that the chance of her being able to return to her side is too small, maybe it will really become a regret for her life.

As for whether she can return to her side, she doesn't have so much hope, but I just hope that she can live a better life and not have too much hardship.

"It's better to have expectations in your heart than to have no expectations, although you are not sure, but you will always have such hopes." Shu Yixin Until this moment, no matter what he says, grandpa can't listen to it, in fact, this feeling is really understandable.

Don't you also have such thoughts, looking forward to the day when your family can find you and find yourself? I can let myself have no regrets, I want my family to reunite, but I have waited for more than 20 years, and I have never waited, and now I think the same way, there is no need to force it, let it be.

If you can find it, why wait until now? In recent years, haven't you been hoping to find your family all the time?

For more than 20 years, I never thought about giving up. I always feel that there is still hope, but this is just my own unilateral idea, just my own wishful thinking.

After Ye Lao listened to what she said, he probably understood that she was the same as herself and had the same thoughts, so she could really experience that feeling. Maybe I really shouldn't bring it up again, it will only hurt each other.

has been longing, in fact, it has always brought disappointment. She was also tortured like this, and she was also tortured like this, and she can only say that she and she are people with the same disease.

"Isn't it true that Grandpa shouldn't bring up these topics and make you think of your family, you haven't given up hope all these years, have you been waiting?" She is an orphan, and she doesn't want to find her family soon.

It's like looking forward to her granddaughter coming back to her, the same thought as her, she has been waiting, but she hasn't waited for anything.

If she hadn't experienced this feeling of disappointment, she wouldn't have experienced it at all, she should have the same position as herself, and she also hoped that her family could return to her, so she should know that feeling best.

"I said that I didn't give up hope, but there was no progress, and I have come like this over the years, in fact, as long as I didn't think about it, I slowly ignored it." I can only say that I am numb to this matter now, and I don't think as much as I did at the beginning.

I know that these things can't be forced, because I don't know when and where I can see my family, maybe it's impossible in this life, so even if I can't find them, I have to work hard to live.

"I think, your parents should also be looking for you, but they haven't found it yet, there can't be such ruthless parents in the world." It is impossible to say that it is not love, it can only be said that there are other reasons that caused the original last resort.

Although I don't know what kind of story happened to her, I feel that her family should have the same mentality as herself, and they should have been looking for her, but they haven't found it yet.

If they knew that they had lost such a good daughter, they didn't know how much they would regret it.

"So, grandpa, you haven't given up hope, and you can't give up hope either, let's wait together." Shu Yixin smiled and said to his grandfather that he should not have too much psychological pressure, there is always a day.

"Hmm." Ye Lao didn't want to say something at this time, so she could only say good if she was sad.

In fact, he knew in his heart that he was different from her, after all, she was still young, but she was already a lot older, and she really didn't know how many years she could live, maybe she really couldn't wait.

If the result is destined to be like this, then you can only accept this result, after all, you have no choice. No matter what the final result will be, I can face it calmly, after all, I have been like this all these years, but it is just a little more regret.

Shu Yixin has been thinking about the words that his grandfather said to him today, and I have to say that these words really touched his emotions, at the beginning, he couldn't believe you at all, and he just transferred his love for his granddaughter to himself, and thought that he really liked himself.

But then I also figured it out, although he had such thoughts at the beginning, but after getting along slowly, he really liked himself as a person. It's not a stand-in for me, it's not that important, I just crave the warmth of that family, which makes me feel it, and I shouldn't always occupy that position.

As long as grandpa's granddaughter can return to him, then he will leave grandpa's side unconditionally, because for himself, as long as grandpa is happy and happy.

Each other is waiting, but I don't know who will wait first.

I have been waiting for more than 20 years, and my grandfather has been looking for more than 20 years, and it can be seen from this that it is sympathy, so I am very clear about each other's thoughts.

But so what, I still want to know where the person who is leaving, where the person who is waiting is?

It can only be said that both of them are sympathetic to each other, they are both so pitiful, they are both eager to wait for their families, but they have never been able to get it, but they both live every day in loss. Even so, we have to wait, because I don't know if there will be a day when it will be realized.

When Shu Yixin reacted, he realized that he had already sat at the station, and he had been thinking about some things, and he didn't look at where the bus had arrived at all.

Now I can only turn back, but fortunately, I want to walk slowly like this alone, maybe because after saying those words to my grandfather, my thoughts are particularly confused.

Especially grandpa, when it comes to his relationship with He Yuhe, listening to grandpa's meaning, it seems that he wants to pull the two of them together, and he feels that he is quite a good match with him.