"Xiaoyue, go outside to appease the patient's family."

"Okay, Director."

"Pacified?"

"No, Director, there are no family members outside the operating room."

"Haven't the patient's family been notified yet?"

"It should have been announced, but ............"

"Alright, you go to the blood bank, hurry up."

"Okay."

Many times, the rescue process is more like a marathon race, where the endurance of both sides is contested.

The human body is really a very fragile thing, and no one knows better than the doctor that it seems that the "person" who has been endowed with too many super-level meanings and symbols by various literary and artistic works,

How tender it is.

And the profession of a doctor not only needs praise from the outside world, but sometimes it is also necessary to encourage and move yourself from time to time, otherwise it is really difficult to support it.

If the patient is still persistent, you can't give up, and when everything that needs to be done is done, what is often left is a kind of companionship between an athlete and a trainer.

For each other, it is a kind of torture.

If you can finish the finish line at the end, everyone will be happy;

But the truth is, here, the beginning of the race, most of the time, you can't see the shadow of the finish.

After failing the same thing too many times, you have to continue to participate in the next "failure" with a high probability of vitality, isn't this torture, what is it?

Director Wang motioned to the nurse next to him to wipe his sweat, and to be honest, his eyes were already a little dizzy.

This is not the reason for his age, there are two kinds of men in this world, one is a man who will never accept old age, and the other is a man who says that he is old but only talks about it.

Especially for Director Wang, in response to the call of the country, his wife has successfully conceived a second child.

Although even Director Wang himself doesn't know what kind of force supports the patient to persist all along, he has at least one rule in mind;

As a doctor, you can choose to give up when you work, but the premise of giving up is that you must give up on the premise that the patient and the patient's family give up first, and you are eligible to choose to give up.

This rule may seem a little incomprehensible and cold, but it is already a precious aftertaste.

The young man in the mask came to the door of the operation in a hospital gown and pushed open the door of the operating room.

The doctors and nurses inside continued their work, as if no one had seen him.

The young man in the mask walked to the side of the operating table,

Look at the busy scene around you.

Most of his expressions have always been used to hiding behind coverings such as masks and masks, but his eyes have always been unwavering.

This kind of calm is not the peace of small bridges and flowing waters, but more like the indifference of the vast earth.

"Actually, you don't have to hold on all the time."

The young man in the mask spoke.

Although, the one lying on the operating table, at this time, is not capable of responding.

But the indicators of the electrocardiogram and various instruments can be clearly seen that he is still "alive" and sparing no effort.

even if

This kind of living,

Just unilaterally bearing the pain of mortals.

"People's gaze is always short-sighted, superficial, and one-sided......"

"It's like in everyday life, the skin of your hands and feet is broken, and after a while, they will be restored;

If you have a cold, rest for a few days, take some medicine, and recover after a while;

People tend to anesthetize themselves because of this, and feel as if anything can be recovered.

this

It's human perception. ”

"But this is false, there is no real restoration in this world."

The young man in the mask lowered his head and glanced at the injured person on the hospital bed.

When you become mortal,

Your suffering, your perception,

It will also be no different from mortals.

This subordinate, as if at the time of the car accident, was carrying a baffle that prevented the runaway truck from continuing to slide.

He didn't dare to let go, because his master didn't give the order to end the game.

He was buying time for his master, and he was suffering horrible torments and sufferings for it;

Even if his master is just standing behind him,

Doing something that doesn't seem to make much sense,

Like what

Look at the scenery and think about life.

"You say, from the first day I started playing chess with him, you noticed that something was wrong."

"Actually, I found out when you got off the bus that day to rescue them from the crash."

"You said, a thousand years ago, I took you out of the Buddha realm for the first time, came to hell, saw him, he walked in front of you, and you were afraid."

"Actually, that time, I was also scared."

"You say, for thousands of years, it has been rumored in hell that he lost the inheritance left by his ancestors in the name of a loser."

"Actually, I was also confused for a while, thinking that it seemed to be really like this."

The young man in the mask slowly closed his eyes,

surrounding

began to ripple out a faint and peaceful Sanskrit sound.

In the operating room, the medical staff who were working hard to rescue them inexplicably felt a peace in their hearts, as if their previous anxiety and fatigue had been swept away in an instant.

The soul is soothed and the emotions are soothed;

"I came, I found him, it seems, it's a game of cat and mouse.

But in reality,

Who is the prey, and who is the hunter,

It's really hard to say.

Whether it's my cat and mouse or my dog jumping off the wall, I think the latter may be more appropriate. ”

"The car accident that day was his invitation, and he meant that he could play a game;

I took it. ”

"Just like a thousand years ago, when I said I wanted to discuss Buddhism with him, he readily agreed."

"A thousand years ago, I dug a pit for him;

A thousand years later, he dug a pit for me;

This cause and effect is also over.

The reason why this game has continued until now is that I still have some hesitation;

Why is this game so simple?

Just like a month before the imperial examination, the exam questions were sent to me.

I'm old, although Ben said that I'm not old enough to reach the level of 'immortal', but I have to say that I'm really old.

Back then, I dared to say that hell is not empty and you will not become a Buddha;

now

A thousand years later,

I have personally polished away the so-called edges and corners.

Sometimes, in retrospect,

The edges and corners that I have sharpened for the sake of Buddha nature,

Whether

Are those edges and corners my true Buddha-nature? ”

"These days, I'm hesitating, I'm hesitating, I'm thinking;

Seeking the Buddha is seeking a liberation, a home, and a peace, but in the final analysis, what you are asking for is an answer.

Standing in front of the Buddha,

You can confide in the Buddha,

The Buddha can answer your questions and solve your doubts;

This is the Buddha.

However, the Buddha's answer did not come from the Buddha.

Green lantern ancient wall, futon offering table,

You're asking about the Buddha,

And the Buddha,

It's in your heart.

Buddha

is a medium,

The answer you get from the Buddha is actually the answer that your own heart gives yourself.

This is the Buddha in my heart,

Bow down to the Buddha,

It's better to bow and worship yourself.

Back then,

It was when I realized this that I left the Buddha realm.

For them, because they need to be high, the Buddha must be high;

For me, a Buddha is a blank piece of paper, a blank piece of paper that people step on on it, this is the Buddha, this is the real ...... Height.

taller than a person is a house;

higher than the house is the slope of the hill;

The one that is higher than the hill is the mountain;

higher than the mountains are clouds;

and higher than the clouds is the firmament.

In this world, a mountain is higher than a mountain, and you can always find something higher than what you see in front of you;

however

Those for you,

What's the point?

For yourself,

Mountains, white clouds, and the sky are all things that are out of reach.

The real highest,

It's the top of your head. ”

"This game is very exciting, but after all, it loses its obsession, and in the end, it will only be boring.

Perhaps, what he really wanted, was to let me retreat in doubt.

Perhaps, he wanted me to gamble in the midst of worry.

I begged the Buddha, the offering table was empty, I wanted to invite the immortal to come down, worship the Buddha, I couldn't satisfy me, I wanted to see, what kind of atmosphere the real immortal is.

But he had been to that place before I did, and begged to come and go, and begged to be one of his scapegoats.

I don't know him very well, otherwise I wouldn't have really realized the thousand-year-old puzzle until the blade was about to touch my neck.

But he knew me very well, even better than I knew myself. ”

The youth in the mask stood up,

Walked slowly to the door of the operating room.

"I've been hesitating for too long, and I've been confused for too long."

"Occasionally, when I was lost, in a trance, I dreamed back to ancient times;

The ancient powers, laughing and scolding, the sky collapsed at every turn;

In this seeming reality and illusion,

I have approached them,

They asked me,

where it came from;

I replied:

From bliss;

They asked me,

Why are you here?

I replied:

Come here to seek Buddhahood.

They laughed,

They laughed and said,

When they were born, there were no Buddhas in the world. ”

"Tick ...................................."

On the electrocardiogram, it became a cold straight line.

Director Wang bit his lip and raised his head, is it relief, regret, or bitterness?

He didn't know, but he just felt empty in his heart.

Everyone in the operating room fell silent at this time.

They are silently mourning the departure of a life, but they don't know that this is a relief, a new life, and a ............ for the patients on the operating table Return.

The entrance of the operating room,

Mask youth stretches out his hand,

Pushed open the door;

doorway

A black-robed young man bowed and stood,

Smiling,

It seems to have been waiting for a long time.

When the feet of the masked youth step out of the operating room,

The bandages on his body began to dissipate,

The wounds on his body began to heal,

A quaint robe appeared on his body,

A golden mask replaced the mask and continued to cover his face,

His voice is still calm, still clear, still without the slightest smell of fireworks and waves:

"Since, you said that when you were born, there was no Buddha in the world;

In this way, the poor monks came here to worship the Buddha for you. ”