"Chapter 38—The End of the World"
After Mu Fan and You Xi left, Xingwei leaned against the wall and thought about what Mu Fan asked her, she meditated, "Couldn't Mu Fan see that he liked him at all?" Or did he deliberately pretend not to know? Or he always looks like he is very aggressive, and he doesn't have the gentleness of a little girl in his eyes at all! ”
When she was still distracted, Lao Cao held the guitar and flicked her wildly, which made her come back to her senses.
"It's annoying, it's noisy!"
Lao Cao responded in a rough voice, "What do you think, everyone is gone, and you can't bear it!" ”
"It's annoying!" Xingwei had a disdainful attitude, but then asked Lao Cao, "Lao Cao, let me ask you, what kind of feeling do you say I give people?" ”
"Are you asking me again?" Lao Cao pointed to himself and asked.
"Nonsense, it's you who asks, say it quickly!" Xingwei scolded angrily.
Lao Cao replied with a smile, "Xingwei, if you want to listen to lies, I can only say, oh, this young lady, you are so beautiful, so gentle, so cute." ”
Several other members of the band laughed along with Hehe.
Xingwei kicked Lao Cao fiercely, "Fool me, you guys!" I want to hear the truth! Dislike. ”
"Xingwei, if it's true, can't you feel it yourself now? Isn't that what you usually look like? Haha......" After Lao Cao finished speaking, it caused another burst of wild laughter.
"See if I don't kick you to death, kick you to death!" Xingwei scolded and chased Lao Cao for a while.
"Look, you don't want to admit it!" Lao Cao still shouted coaxingly.
Seeing this, the others hurriedly played their instruments and set the rhythm for the two of them.
Until before going to bed, Xingwei never forgot about it. She thought she should try to change herself. At least Mu Fan has to see it. Otherwise, I will really become a little bee who is unknown and selfless.
The next day, Xingwei made an appointment with Mu Fan alone, and she also dressed up carefully before that. It's that kind of pink makeup, and she thinks that this kind of cute little girl's appearance should be the type that Mu Fan likes.
When Mu Fan saw Xingwei, his jaw almost dropped. He swallowed and asked Xingwei, "Xingwei, you, why are you dressed like this!" ”
Xingwei turned around and asked, "How is it, is it good-looking?" ”
"Uh...... It's good-looking, it's good-looking, but it feels weird! You don't have anything to think about, do you? Mu Fan asked.
Xingwei's lungs were about to explode, so she pretended to be angry and said, "Can you speak, it's so difficult for you to praise me for two sentences!" If you still say that you can't think about it, you won't expect me to think about it! ”
Mu Fan hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xingwei, it's good-looking, it's really good-looking." ”
"Hmph, you're fooling me when you look at you! It's not true. Xingwei looked disdainful.
"Uh...... Maybe I've never seen you dressed up like this, so I'm a little uncomfortable for a while. ”
"Oh, okay, okay, it's really boring, do people just want to change their style, you see you look disgusted, I'm angry." Xingwei said with a delicate attitude.
Mu Fan listened to the goosebumps and longed to fall to the ground. "Xingwei, Xingwei, are you really sure you're okay? If you really need help from me, I'll do it! There's really no need to be so tactful. ”
The more Xingwei listened, the more angry she became, and she couldn't wait to kick Mu Fan twice. However, she still tried to maintain restraint, after all, if she did, she was really sorry for this outfit.
"Okay, okay, it's just nothing to ask you out for dinner! Look at you nervous, I can still eat you! Xingwei said.
"Yes, Xingwei, I like to listen to you like this, it will feel natural. Otherwise, I really think you will have something unspeakable. ”
Xingwei looked helpless, could it be that in Mu Fan's heart, she was such an image of a female man! She cried out in her heart, "Oh my God, is it so deeply branded like this!" ”
When Xingwei returned to the dormitory building, she happened to run into You Xi. You Xi was also very surprised to see her dressed like this, and she hurriedly called out to Xingwei, "Xingwei, why are you dressed like this today, who are you secretly dating someone." ”
Xingwei hurriedly looked left and right and said to him, "Oh, it's nothing, I just want to feel if there will be any new experience with different makeup." Scold...... Scold...... I didn't expect it to be the same, the same ......," she hurriedly ran up the stairs and returned to her bedroom. You Xi also showed an inexplicable look.
……
Time passed bit by bit, and finally, Mu Fan and Xiao Nan broke up, and the two of them held hands and walked to the end of the world together.
When they broke up, they both seemed calm, which was the result of the choices made by both parties over a period of time. There is no sadness.
It was Xiao Nan who brought it up first. She didn't call, just a simple message.
[Mu Fan, let's break up. 】
Mu Fan watched quietly there, he read it a few times, and then closed his eyes deeply.
[Xiao Nan, I think I missed the whole world. 】
……
The rest of the days seemed to be quiet. Even the quiet one is a little scary. There is no more bitterness and sorrow, no joy and no laughter. It's like what is gained and what is lost, leaving no trace to be found in the two people.
Approaching the Mid-Autumn Festival, the bright moonlight is chilling. It also seems to herald new beginnings.
Since Xiao Nan and Mu Fan broke up, Jing Chen has launched a crazy pursuit of Xiao Nan.
It was Yuanfan who told Jing Chen, hoping that he could seize this opportunity. But often many things backfire, and Xiao Nan didn't show too much joy in the face of Jingchen's pursuit, which made Jingchen a little annoyed.
"Can you understand why you're always lukewarm to me, which makes me so uncomfortable! You can't, Xiao Nan, you have already broken up with Mu Fan, can't you give me a chance! Jing Chen shouted hysterically at Xiao Nan.
"Jingchen, I don't think you get me wrong, does it mean that I have to accept you if I break up with Mu Fan!"
"Xiao Nan, I am silently waiting for you, I believe you are all in your eyes. You know, I feel more and more that you are like an idiot with no hate, no love, only that little bit of vanity! Maybe Mu Fan now has someone else, do you think he can still feel that you are waiting for him silently! ”
Xiao Nan's eyes were a little moist, and she yelled, "Jing Chen, it's none of your business, I have my own way of choosing to pursue love, and it has nothing to do with you!" ”
"Why doesn't it have anything to do with me, why doesn't it have anything to do with me! You're an idiot, a big idiot!! Jing Chen continued to roar.
Xiao Nan didn't speak, and turned around and left very resolutely. Jing Chen's heart was like a knife, and it was even more difficult to suppress the unhappiness in his heart, he punched the wall, and suddenly let out bursts of sharp pain.
Indeed, during this period of time, it can be said that Jingchen racked his brains to win Xiao Nan's favor, but the more this is the case, the more disgusted Xiao Nan is from his heart. She didn't like Jing Chen's eagerness to express herself, in her eyes it was just a way to please love, not feelings.
For Jing Chen, this is the first time he has taken the initiative to pursue love. A handsome guy with a handsome appearance and a solid family background will naturally have many girls take the initiative to send it to the door, and he just chooses to accept it. Now pleasing others with this mentality makes it difficult for him to adapt for a while.
Originally, he would think that Xiao Nan and Mu Fan would naturally accept him after breaking up, but he didn't expect that they would not be as good friends as before.
It was only now that he understood that there was no assumption in love, but only a different way of pursuing and choosing. How far-fetched it would be to rigidly combine the two with the reward. What's more, in the eyes of some people, emotions should simply exist, and those superficial forms may only cater to the taste of the public rather than two people who really love.
Gu Jingchen, who had been secretly watching the two of them behind his back, saw that Jingchen's hand had been dripping blood again, and hurriedly ran over.
"Jingchen, are you alright! Let's hurry to the infirmary, or it will hurt. ”
"Fuck off, you don't have to." Jing Chen pushed Gu Xin away.
Gu Xin stood there stupidly, looking aggrieved. She began to cry and shouted, "Jingchen, why are you doing this to me!" Isn't what I have done to you a given? Xiao Nan, she doesn't understand you and doesn't accept you because she doesn't love you at all, can't you see it! ”
"Shut up!" Jing Chen scolded angrily. "Gu Xin, you already have Yuanfan, why are you still bothering me, are you so worthy of Yuanfan! I don't know what kind of heart you have, aren't you afraid that Yuanfan will turn against me because of this! ”
"Yuanfan and I are both fake, both fake! I don't love Yuanfan, the person I love is you, don't you know! ”
"Gu Xin, I don't understand what you're talking about, in short, it's impossible for me to be with you, so do it yourself!"
After Jing Chen finished speaking, he turned around and left. Gu Xin was left alone and kept sobbing there.
Unconsciously, several of them fell into the cycle of sadomasochism. The person who loves does not love himself, and the person who does not love does not abandon him, just like a knot that can never be untied, which makes everyone so heartbroken.
Jing Chen returned to the bedroom, he saw Yuan Fan playing a game, kicked the trash can next to the table far away, and scolded loudly, "Yuan Fan, let me ask you, what is the matter between you and Gu Xin?" ”
Yuan Fan looked at Jing Chen and said as if nothing had happened, "I'm very good with Gu Xin?" What's wrong with your hand? Is it a fight with someone, do you want me to call my brothers to do it! ”
"Don't pretend to me, ask you about business, why did Gu Xin tell me that you are fake! Will she play tricks on you again! ”
"Eh, it doesn't matter, I thought it was something! Look at what makes a fuss about you. Yuanfan said half-leaning back in his chair.
"What the hell are you going on, what are you thinking! I usually look intimate, and now it doesn't matter what happens! I really don't know what the hell you're doing again. Jing Chen continued to ask with a sad face.
"Ahem, isn't it that little thing between a man and a woman about love and not love! She said that the person she liked was you, and that she was in love with me just to get closer to you. Then I'll be an adult beauty! It's all about fun,"
"Yuanfan, have you been kicked in the head by a donkey! She is using you, don't you know! I don't even understand what you're trying to do! Jing Chen asked.
"If you don't want anything, you're happy."
"Yuanfan, you can do it yourself, I don't bother to care about you!" After speaking, Jing Chen ignored Yuanfan.
Yuanfan still looks like he doesn't care. He got up and continued to play. Maybe Jing Chen had a hard time understanding what Yuanfan was doing, and this was not his original intention.
The cause of the incident was when he was in Yunli, and it was just a joke from Yuan Fan, but he didn't expect Gu Xin to take it seriously.
It wasn't until after he came back that Gu Xin specially asked about Yuanfan and asked him if what he said at that time counted.
Yuanfan said: Since you have no opinion, what do you have to hesitate about. In this way, the two became a sweet couple in the eyes of others.